Add to the list of Reconciliation Industrial Complex euphemisms I despise — “trickle truth.”
“Trickle truth” is like “truthiness,” the term comedian Stephen Colbert coined for the rebranding of lies, omissions, and bullshit.
What is trickle truth?
Well, if you’ve spent any time on reconciliation boards, you’ve read about it. The narrative usually goes like this:
“I found a receipt in Elmore’s pocket for a hotel stay. At first he denied he’d ever been to that hotel. When confronted, he said ‘Oh, I was there for a conference.’ Alone? Yes. But I’d also found a dinner for two receipt. Who spends $176 by themselves at Outback Steakhouse? Okay, he was with a ‘friend’. She later came to his room because hers didn’t have a Gideon Bible and his did. And she needed help with her Bible verses because she always says her prayers at night before bed.
I felt uneasy. But who was I to question a good man helping a woman out with Psalms? Then I checked the cell phone bill. I guess she needed help with Proverbs, Corinthians, Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John too because there were thousands of text messages between them. He admitted they’d been talking, but it wasn’t what I thought! They were just friends!
I think he’s having an affair. Perhaps it’s only emotional at this point, but I don’t know. Clearly, he’s paralyzed with shame about it, so he’s trickle truth-ing me. Only admitting to the things I have evidence of. It’s driving me CRAZY. I know this is a very difficult time for him, and my questions trigger self-loathing in him, so he can’t spit it all out. But I want to know what happened! I’ve read here that trickle truth goes on for months and I should just be patient while he comes out of the fog. This is killing me!”
Let’s call trickle truth what it is — continued lies by omission.
Trickle Truth is gaslighting
Really at best trickle truth is leaving out the damning crap you haven’t discovered yet. It’s also minimization (she’s just a friend!) and gaslighting (I wasn’t at the hotel!) — and chumps spackle the entire thing into a phenomena they call “trickle truth.”
No — trickle truth is just a continuation of cheater think and entitlement. They enjoy the power of their secrets. They feel entitled to keep the truth from you. They feel entitled to misrepresent their affairs and lead you to believe it’s harmless and you’ve misunderstood them. If you want to get ANYTHING off this cheater, you’re going to have to work for it! And then they’ll deny and soft pedal what you found.
Trickle Truth is continued manipulation
They aren’t “trickling” the truth in dribs and drabs. They’re throwing you off their scent. It isn’t shame that makes them withhold information — it’s wanting you to get off their backs so they can have more cake.
There’s no truth in trickle truth at all, except for the truth YOU discovered.
Truth doesn’t trickle. It’s told. Anything else is just more mindfuckery.
Why is the Reconciliation Industrial Complex invested in calling lies of omission “trickle truth”? Because “lie” is ugly. Instead the RIC is essentially rebranding deception as truth. What matters aren’t the facts, but the flow rate! They’ll get to it eventually! There’s no bad intent here, just hesitation! Because cheaters are, after all, timid forest creatures.
Note the subtle blameshift — you’re too impatient. Truth comes in trickles.
Don’t you have better things to do with your time than wait on a deceiver to enlighten you? Why would they? It’s not in their best interest.