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UBT: Cheaters and “Grace”

June 26, 2017 by Chump Lady

Today’s Chump Lady rant goes out to “Tim,” a therapist who left a thoughtful review of my book on Amazon the other day. He gave it 4 stars (out of 5), which was very kind of him. So it’s probably churlish of me to put his review through the Universal Bullshit Translator, but my blogging fingers got itchy when I read his criticism that I “leave no room for grace.”

Chump Nation, hold my beer.

Tim, how can I put this gently? I don’t write for nice, mild-mannered marriage counselors. I don’t write for cheaters. I write for chumps.

Meditate on that for a moment. Okay, maybe 45 moments. Now bill yourself $150.

The whole idea that a chump should “leave room for grace” for cheaters — is not the mission of this site or my book. The tagline is “Leave a cheater, gain a life.” I’m selling exactly what I’m advertising. I don’t review Amazon cookbooks on Texas barbecue and inquire why there aren’t more vegan recipes. Similarly, I wouldn’t come to a book, which brazenly encourages readers to leave cheaters, and wonder why it doesn’t discuss happily reconciled relationships. Or ponder the likelihood of their existence.

Now, maybe grace-for-cheaters is your job as a therapist, but I’m not a therapist, I’m a chump. Cheaters’ grace is above my pay grade. Moreover, the whole meta level idea — that any worthy discussion of infidelity must include a grace-for-cheaters caveat — is offensive.

Tim, consider our radical perspective here — an entire discourse around infidelity (blog closing in on 15 million views and God knows how many book sales) that does NOT revolve around what the cheater wants, needs, or might become. 

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What makes chumps chumps is having spent entire relationships being lopsidedly, slavishly devoted to cheaters’ wants, needs, and potential. And now, having been fucked over, we reject cheater centrality — in our lives and in the greater infidelity discourse. Chump Nation is about what the CHUMP wants, needs, and can become (mighty). That distinguishes this place from 99.99999 percent of the rest of the infidelity resources.

Now to UBT further misconceptions from your thoughtful review:

:: Disagreements ::

> You are a “chump” if you focus on hope for your marriage.
From the author: “Asking a marriage counselor if your marriage can be saved is like asking a barber if you need a haircut.”

​Let me first admit that I am in partial agreement with what the author has to say on this point. Too many counseling services and products promise (for a fee) to help a betrayed spouse save their marriage without the cooperation of the betrayer. And when these methods don’t work, the wounded partner is left to shamefully conclude, “I couldn’t get that right, either,” accepting inappropriate blame.

We should probably throw religious leaders into this mix as well. Many well-meaning people are too quick to direct a betrayed spouse into attempts to save their marriage. That is a risk they are not required to make and should not be pressured to do so.

But denying hope for a healed marriage is a shift to the opposite extreme. The book leaves very little room for this consideration. In fact, the author wants to push chumps in the opposite direction. She writes, “I’m not here to help you save your marriage after infidelity. I”m here to help you save your sanity and protect yourself.”

Here’s the truth: there is hope. I’ve seen healing in marriages, the kind of healing that moves a couple back into connection and trust. Yes, it’s hard. Yes, many couples do not experience this. But marriage healing after an affair is not a foolish hope.

The best healing choice for some is to leave their marriage, but that is not only choice for everyone.

Tim, what makes someone a chump is NOT that they hope for their marriage. (That would make them an ordinary, married person.) What makes someone a chump is that they were PLAYED by a con. They were duped, lied to, had their health risked, were UNKNOWINGLY cheated on.

If that happens to you, and you want to reconcile? That makes you a volunteer, not a chump. Now you know. I might call you a unicorn (because I think your odds are long), but chump just means you were the victim of infidelity. Someone did this to you.

Also Tim, hoping to reconcile your marriage should NEVER be inconsistent with protecting yourself. Hell to the NO. I’m arguing that if a cheater resists you protecting yourself (particularly your finances) or setting boundaries like transparency and STD testing — you’ve got jack shit to work with.

But denying hope for a healed marriage is a shift to the opposite extreme. The book leaves very little room for this consideration.

I make logical arguments why reconciliation is a long shot, and that if you do it, do it with protection. Which I find preferable to slouching towards grace toking a hopium pipe.

Reconciliation is a myth.
From the author: “I liken successful reconciliation to a unicorn—a mythical creature that I want to believe in, but that is rarely sighted.”

There are many examples of marriages that somehow managed to avoid divorce after infidelity, but fail to experience a genuine return to intimacy. Online forums are filled with stories of people who tried to fix their relationship yet remain disappointed and frustrated. I can understand the tendency to conclude that reconciliation is little more than an empty dream.

But couples can and do reconcile in ways that are satisfying to both of them. Some of them are open about their stories, while many remain private about this part of their lives. Every decent affair recovery therapist I know can account for many marriages that are strong despite the devastation of an affair.

Reconciliation is not the only outcome, but it is a true one.

Yeah, about those “affair recovery therapists” — got any longitudinal studies on those marriages? Or just the self-reporting of people in affair recovery therapist offices who want to recover from affairs? Or the self-reporting from affair recovery therapists themselves? (“Oh yeah, we’ve got STRONG numbers! Short on the sides and longer on top?”)

Leaves no room for grace.
From the author: “This is what enforcing a boundary looks like—the cheater decides to commit to the marriage then and there—or you put their crap in Hefty bags and throw it on the lawn for the raccoons.”

This book is a great counter to the common tendencies of “chumps” to overlook the severity of the betrayal. Forgiveness and trust can be granted too quickly and easily.

But I want to live in a world that values grace and makes room for it. I know it is empowering to embrace justice and agree that many betrayed spouses SHOULD be taking a much stronger stand for their own well-being, but there is a way to balance grace and justice. I believe we are better people when we do.

To be clear, I am not suggesting that traumatized spouses should just roll over with an “It’s okay, I still love you attitude.” Real grace will still establish real boundaries. Grace is not the same thing as trust. Some cheaters should never be trusted again, but I would still encourage a consideration of grace, not just pure justice.

Well Tim, I want to live in a world where cheaters don’t fuck over vulnerable, trusting partners. Where men don’t rate sex workers like Amazon purchases, or pregnant chumps don’t discover abnormal pap smears at their pre-natal screenings, where faithful husbands don’t have to paternity check their children, or the middle-aged aren’t abandoned for much younger models, and families aren’t left when the new shiny wears off. Heck, Tim, I’m such a crazy dreamer, I wish child support was enforced!

We don’t live in that world.

What makes you think we didn’t already offer cheaters grace and get kicked in the teeth? Again and again and again and again? (Four D-Days here, Tim. FOUR. What’s my grace score?)

There is a way to balance grace and justice. Justice is just natural consequences — the relationship ends. Grace is — no one backs up over the cheater with a truck.

What’s grace to you? Wishing cheaters well? We don’t wish our exes ill — we just wish them nothing. We reject revenge. We reject their centrality. Meh.

You want “grace”? Meh is Really. Fucking. Hard. It’s a goddamn achievement.

Cheaters have one primary motive.
From the author: “Why do people cheat? Because they can. It’s that simple. People cheat because they value their autonomy to engage in affairs more than they value your well-being.”

No motive justifies betrayal, but it’s not accurate to say that every cheater is driven by the same reason. Every cheater is 100% responsible for their choice and its consequences, but understanding an affair means giving attention to the unique vulnerabilities at play.

These vulnerabilities are not reasons or excuses. The unfaithful spouse had a multitude of other choices they could have made, but understanding the various influences at play in a person’s life is necessary for healing, whether or not the marriage survives. Many cheaters did not choose to cheat before, even when there was an opportunity to do so. It’s important to gain insight into the vulnerabilities at play so that appropriate changes can be made and necessary boundaries established. Only then can there be a secure return to trustworthiness.

Yes, at the core of every affair is selfishness, but cheaters do not all pop out of the same mold.

This is similar to the grace point — it’s NOT MY JOB to ask what drives cheaters. Is the guy who pistol-whips your face and steals your wallet driven by his desire for cash, or how much he hates your haircut? Does it MATTER? Are you going to preach “grace” to the guy with a shattered nose? Or deliberate over mugger motivations as the victim lays there bleeding? Chump Lady is calling 911. Meditate on grace all you want to, I’m mopping up blood over here.

Dude, there are no “unique vulnerabilities” at play. There are only so many ways to manipulate a person, all of them very well trod. Cheaters say the same stupid, banal shit.

Cheaters don’t change.
From the author: “I believe people cheat because they give themselves permission to cheat—and that’s a matter of character… After suffering my own series of false reconciliations, reading infidelity boards, and running my own blog, I’ve yet to see the grateful, prodigal unicorn.”

I doubt the author would claim that a cheater could never change, but it seems clear that she believes it is so rare that it is a near-fantasy. I wonder if her story has attracted like stories.

Over 20 years ago, I was a cheater. I am not a cheater now. And I know many other former cheaters who have long years of evidence pointing to their trustworthiness.

Some spouses have always been and will always be cheaters. Some spouses cheat once and never cheat again. And some were habitual cheaters who, like addicts, become “sober” in their relationships.

Thank God there is hope for us!

I don’t preach “once a cheater, always a cheater.” However, I do think once a cheater, you’ve put a bullet in that relationship and no one owes you reconciliation. Your character may change (I’m glad it did), but the person you fucked over is still fucked, and shouldn’t be expected to invest in your potential.

I wonder if her story has attracted like stories.

Yeah Tim, millions of like stories. Or as scientists call it — “one hell of a data set.” Oh hey, here’s an actual scientist who did the largest study ever on infidelity that vindicates leave a cheater, gain a life. Psychologists asked over 5,000 women chumps about their relationship break-ups. Turns out the chumps fixed their pickers, learned from the experience, and had better future relationships. They also experienced more personal growth outside their relationships.

Five thousand people? Those are my numbers before noon. I got more chumps here than ever walked through your door or sat on your shrink sofa, Tim. I believe in the grace of self-worth. I see miracles of mightiness here every day. Cheaters are just the catalysts — the grace is all ours.

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Comments

  1. JJ says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:13 am

    Epic take-down Chumplady, brava! Standing ovation.

    • neverwouldhaveimagined says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:23 am

      Love. Every. Word.

    • StartofSomethingGood says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:08 am

      Mic drop on this post!!!

      My favourite: “Chump Nation, hold my beer.”

      • nomoreskankboy says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:30 am

        Start, yep…loved “Chump Nation, hold my beer!” Hahahahahahaha!

        • kaycan says

          June 26, 2017 at 11:29 am

          Ha ha! That was meme worthy!

      • Nikki Lynn says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:43 am

        LOL. Fuck, we got it . . . Go head on, sister, . . . Preach.

      • Chumpalicious says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:22 am

        You want your beer back? I’ll have one with you.

      • Mom Of The Good Guys says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:32 am

        Haha, yeah! That was an epic “hold my beer” moment! I laughed, too.

        Great rebuttal, CL.

      • Janna says

        June 26, 2017 at 4:26 pm

        My Fav….”Cheaters are just the catalysts — the grace is all ours.” Indeed.

        • UnderConstruction says

          June 26, 2017 at 7:06 pm

          YES.

    • That Is Not A Thing says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:18 am

      He brought sad sausage to a data set fight.

      • Mighty Mite says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:16 am

        Hahahaha!!!!! ???

      • Tempest says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:36 am

        love this!

      • Resa says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:47 am

        That Is Not A Thing BEST comment ever!

      • AllOutofKibble says

        June 26, 2017 at 5:44 pm

        I ❤️ This comment

    • seeyalater says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:32 pm

      A FALL FROM GRACE

      Tim is a classic, covert narcissist. His condescending tone in his review is clear and so blah blah blah. Tim don’t be a coward, spill the beans, drop the facade & mask… just say what you really want to say; Perhaps review the movie “Sausage Party” or the book “How Not to be a Wiener.”

      As an idiom, “saving grace” refers to a “redeeming quality” that makes a person or a thing acceptable. Hmmm … thinking about “the thing that makes it acceptable, aahh exactly, case closed.

      My favorite author Harry Ironside wrote, “Grace is not only undeserved favor, but it is favor shown to the one who has deserved the very opposite”… Tim please review one of his book.

      The word grace in the Bible means “unmerited divine assistance given humans for their regeneration or sanctification” or “God’s benevolence to the undeserving.” Biblically, “saving grace” is the grace of God that saves a person. Aahhh exactly, thank goodness, I am not God.

      My favorite author Harry Ironside wrote, “Grace is not only undeserved favor, but it is favor shown to the one who has deserved the very opposite”…review his book please.

      Saving my grace for myself and a better person.

      • Polly says

        June 26, 2017 at 5:42 pm

        I really want to know what this mans definition of “grace” is and how it’s supposed to be applicable. How does a “graceful” spouse behave in the face of infidelity? It sounds like double speak to me. You’re supposed to have “grace” towards your traitor spouse, but not at the risk of your own safety? In other words, act like you’re beyond the bullshit and be super spouse, but if the betrayer strikes again it’s now partly your responsibility because this time you knew better and chose to stay, aka, you weren’t “safe” enough.

        • AllOutofKibble says

          June 26, 2017 at 5:48 pm

          I think “grace” to this guy is just accept the word of the cheater (as many therapists do) that they want to be better, without looking at the actions which show that they are not doing better.

          You want Grace?
          She’s in room 501 waiting for you for $150 an hour.

    • justadad says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:52 pm

      “Kill shot. Now finish him!”

    • ChutesandLadders says

      June 26, 2017 at 3:46 pm

      I’ll hold your beer any day, CL!

    • Darkstar says

      June 27, 2017 at 11:25 am

      Grace is not backing over cheater with a truck! Awesome comeback CL.

  2. Mandie101 says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:17 am

    I don’t get it. Why are chumps held by cheaters et AL to such high standard of perfection? The recant is the same no one will love us unless we are perfect. While cheaters are horrid persons who are given a bligh for their human failings but still deserve love. Fcuk that noise.

    • ClearWaters says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:33 am

      Yeah, Mandi, why do CHUMPS have to be the saints??

      • Feelingit says

        June 26, 2017 at 6:55 am

        Yes and Tim is certainly one sad sausage!

        Curious, he claims he was a cheater 20 years ago but now he is not, sort of like I was a runner but now I’m not or I was a Bills fan but now I ‘m not. If that is true, what changed? Was there a consequence maybe? If you change once, do you think you could change again?

        We need more one strike and you are out and grace can’t be given unless someone is truly repentant and the surveys on chumps show these cheaters aren’t!

        • MightyE says

          June 26, 2017 at 9:47 am

          I honestly DO believe cheaters can change. Some of them can see the consequences of their choices, decide they sucked, and fix themselves.

          It’s just that they’ll end up applying that lesson in their next relationship, because I don’t see a way anyone could get over some of the crap that’s been done to people here, and I don’t think there ought to be any obligation to try. When you’re done, you’re done.

          • Doingme says

            June 26, 2017 at 10:25 am

            MightyE

            My advice to you would be to fix your picker. Are you with a former cheater? Most OW or the future spouses (victims) believe they are special. By the time a chump dumps the cheater they have learned to go underground and have been cheating repeatedly with multiple partners. The OW the Limited hooked up with shares your view. He sold himself as a victim of emotional abuse. Yet, he was dating/fucking multiple partners until he noted she was the most needy. Weeks after I threw him out I received copy of his health insurance statement. He was getting tested for HIV because he KNEW he was having unprotected sex with multiple women.

            Cheating is about a lack of character and gaining power and control over whomever they ‘select’. The only thing they change is partners and you can bet your ass if he cheated on a loyal spouse of many years, he has no honor to someone he just met.

            It’s a puzzle, mighty. However, if you read here you will see they are not unique in their lack of integrity. Read about the three phases of a narcissistic relationship and the types of narcissists. I was with a covert narcissist, the most malignant in my opinion. They mirror your love, kindness, and empathy. They open doors for the elderly, and YET can abandon their own children.

            If you are with a ‘reformed’ cheater you are wasting your energy. It’s always a lopsided equation. Read the verbally abusive relationship and learn about how an abusive person manipulates their victims. Con artists are very cunning.

            • Tempest says

              June 26, 2017 at 11:41 am

              Raising my hand–married Hannibal because he seemed to exhibit insight about his serial cheating in a former marriage. And now, here I am.

              For what it’s worth, I do think Once a SERIAL cheater, always a cheater. There may be some instances of one-offs, but there certainly aren’t many examples of those from CN.

              • Doingme says

                June 26, 2017 at 1:12 pm

                “But denying hope for a healed marriage is a shift to the opposite extreme.”

                I believe what Tim is really promoting is the belief we have control over a cheating spouse.

                Shouldn’t a one time (that we know of) affair be weighted on a spouses ability to look, act on, lie and have sex with an AP?

                No he offers HOPE, not for the chump, but for the cheater. If only the chump chomps on that shit sandwich all will be well in fuck strange land.

                No he’s not the extreme cheater. He’s a one kinda bad day I fucked strange kinda guy.

                I see it as a lack of character and an indication of a poor investment. We can’t control the outcome. We DO NOT have that power. Cheating should be a deal breaker. Why run the marathon when the race is rigged?

              • QueenBee says

                June 26, 2017 at 6:20 pm

                Absolutely agree!! You don’t spend 20 years of a 22 year marriage serial cheating..profiles on Ashley Madison, Adult Friend Finder, SugarDaddy.com and using Craigs List for random hookups…then magically, when caught, suddenly become the faithful husband. A 45 year old man who has spent all of his adult life cheating will not change, and nobody in this world will convince me that he will.

            • neverwouldhaveimagined says

              June 26, 2017 at 1:22 pm

              Yep, he cheated on last wife, too. Said he learned his lesson. Nope. He just learned how to give yourself permission to violate vows, lie, and deceive. Then hide it.

              • Chumptitude says

                June 26, 2017 at 6:13 pm

                ^^^ THIS ^^^

                I could have written the same comment neverwouldhaveimagined…

                My biggest mistake was to trust my X, now I know better!

            • MightyE says

              June 27, 2017 at 7:52 am

              No, I’m very happily single, and it would take someone really special to change that.

              I just think people can grow if they want to. Trouble is not many really want to be better than they are.

          • horsesrcumin says

            June 26, 2017 at 4:25 pm

            My thoughts exactly, MightyE. Poor Tim. He doesn’t want to ALWAYS be a cheater because he cheated 20 years ago. Just like my ex. He’s a good guy. He fucked up and has worked bloody hard to apologise and understand how to never fuck up again (hint: just don’t fuck other people, works a charm for me.) But he never gets to be a guy who was faithful now. Despite his sad sausage, “but I loved you and was completely faithful for 27 years. I’m so sorry.” Just like I don’t get my lifetime of love and commitment. It fucking sucks. We had such a good thing going. My grace to him is that I still talk nicely to him and don’t point out his lack of character (often.) I’m actually sorry for him. And I do still care about him. Unicorns are pretty. But damned if I have time for all the bullshit that goes into maintaining their sparkling whiteness and redying the rainbows in its mane and tail.

            I’ll admire from afar, and congratulate the person who’s brave enough to take on that dented model. I’m sure never taking on an ‘ex’ cheater.

            • jaded61 says

              June 26, 2017 at 7:55 pm

              He’s a good guy. He fucked up and has worked bloody hard to apologise and understand how to never fuck up again (hint: just don’t fuck other people, works a charm for me.) But he never gets to be a guy who was faithful now.

              ^^^^Yep, this.

              Just like my daughters step-mom will always be a woman who slept with another woman’s husband and played a part in the breakup of their family as they knew it. She can be nice, kind, and loving with them, and I am civil to her and him, but the facts do not change and they both know it.

              They did not offer me grace or hope while lying and cheating to my face, but I am supposed to extend it to them? Civility is all I have to offer.

            • Golfgrrl says

              June 26, 2017 at 7:58 pm

              “Unicorns are pretty. But damned if I have time for all the bullshit that goes into maintaining their sparkling whiteness and redying the rainbows in its mane and tail.”

              Exactly horsesrcumin. And I might add, in order to believe, you need to suspend or entirely change you belief system. Just for the unicorn.

              The thing is you need a lot of hopium to get there. I can’t afford that.

              • horsesrcumin says

                June 27, 2017 at 2:53 am

                Lol. I spent five years desperately trying to will myself to suspend belief, Golfgrrl. Just not in me. Think I ways knew that. Ran outta my hopium supply years ago, and returning to the life that enabled the addiction? As we say down here, yeah, nah. Think I’ll pass on that, thanks.

          • Patsy says

            June 27, 2017 at 6:36 am

            Change? Nope, sorry, I don’t think so. Cheating is about selfishness, its also about inability to genuinely connect to another human being, its about preferring warm fuzzy limerence (projection) for true attachment to another imperfect person with faults.

            I don’t think that magically changes because the latest object that is making you feel good (projection) has darker hair, a few inches shorter or slimmer. He confessed to his two next soulmates that he had had an affair, they were horrified but decided they were special, until they ran into his inability to truly connect. Of which cheating is the finally unacceptably hurtful part of disconnect.

            They remain as deep as a teaspoon.

        • MotherChumper99 says

          June 26, 2017 at 9:59 am

          I got on this guys’ email chain about six months before I found chump lady. I can’t seem to unsubscribe. So I followed some of the crap he sends out. He wanted his marriage back but his wife said no. He has capitalized on his cheating. In one disgusting move last year he had his children do a podcast about how devastating his conduct was to them. Literally horrifying.

          Before I found chump lady and I was reading his website I just kept thinking to myself: “yeah, fucker, this would all be great if my husband felt as you do. But he doesn’t! He wants to fuck his whore! And he thinks it’s all my fault! And he doesn’t value his family at all! And I have tried until I’m blue in the face to talk reason to him!” Tim has no solution for my scenario. I felt like dying when all I had was Tim’s platitudes and his sugar sweet religiousness. I could not make my husband have Tim’s worldview. There was nothing to work with.

          Thank God I found chump lady, I woke up, realized that there was nothing to work with, that it was all on X, realized my worth, started the divorce proceedings, got divorced, and am busy building a life. I don’t feel like dying any longer. I have a lot of joy and peace and happiness. Still grieving the 25 years, the trauma, but I’m going to survive this.

          It’s been nearly 3 years. My ex is still blaming me -he has never once shown an ounce of remorse. And it goes far beyond me. He’s not even remorseful that his own children tried to kill themselves because of what he did. He’s not remorseful that our children do not have a relationship with him. He just blames and blames and blames and lies and lies and lies

          HE SUCKS ASS

          • MotherChumper99 says

            June 26, 2017 at 10:10 am

            I wanted to add: Tim, if you’re reading this, I have all the Grace in the world. If my husband had shown 1 ounce of the type of attitude towards what he did that you espouse on your website and in your blogs, we wouldn’t be getting a divorce today. But my husband refused to stop his affairs– yes, multiples! He refused to stop paying over $5000 dollars a month of our money for the apartment for his mistress of the day. He refused to use any protection when he had these extramarital affair’s and I got an STD. That didn’t stop him. He would text and sext whatever woman he was fucking right in front of our children so that they could see the texts over his shoulder in the car. He told our children he hated being a father when he got found out! He kept disappearing for days on end, I would later find out in our bank records that he had taken whatever woman he was currently fucking on a weekend trip. And I told him in marriage counseling and I told him every single day that I was not willing to live like that! I did not want an open marriage! Now I find out that his infidelities go back 25 years through all four of my pregnancies! So Tim, there’s literally nothing to work with! Again, if my husband was like you, I wouldn’t be here on this website.

          • Whodoesthat says

            June 27, 2017 at 8:56 am

            This is litterally my life . I find solace in the universality of these wankers. Same extreme mental health issues with teen / adult children ….couldnt give a fuck . His new found happiness eclipses all. Not content with fucking me over (in every direction. .emotional…financial. ..social..theres probably more) he sits back while me and the kids are reliant on welfare to make ends meet…and hes on a 6 fig salary !? No shame from him but the dismissal of his own kids? ? Except for the crocodile tears and poor me retorhic you would think he was father of the year trying to reconnect with his kids except for his complete rejection of his responsibilities. We need to share these extreme circumstances between those that have been through it …no one in my day to day life even believes the nightmare me and kids are living.

          • lovedandlost says

            June 27, 2017 at 5:17 pm

            Ya when he said that he was a cheater once, it explained why the spackled ” some cheaters are really good guys if you’d just give them a chance” bullshit!
            No contact is the only way to leave a cheater and gain a life! Richard Grannon is the narcisst expert.

    • Nanki Poo says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:59 am

      I felt as though I was constantly getting this vibe, even from therapists. It was as if I was obligated to be saintly simply because they thought I had the capacity for it, and therefore it was incumbent on me to behave that way.

      I. Do. Not. Get. It.

      At what point are people of higher moral caliber no longer responsible for the shitty actions of assholes? My answer: when we decide that we’re no longer responsible for the shitty actions of assholes, and we can go about our lives channeling our efforts to those we feel actually deserve them.

      • GetMeFree says

        June 26, 2017 at 7:48 am

        Maybe it is similar to the same line “The reward for good work is more work.” We (chumps) do have the greater capacity to hold the relationship together (even if we shouldn’t). The cheaters don’t have a shot in hell of doing it. Therefore, the default is that the responsibility should fall on us.

        So, yes, I agree with your statement, Nanki Poo, that we are the ones who have the capacity. Best chance to save a marriage is through the chump.

      • Ugh no... says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:22 am

        Agreed. The Olympic levels of forgiveness and benevolence required from me seemed astounding. While my cheater just looked raw and kept repeating how “human” he was.
        I mentioned to the marriage counselor presiding over this bad soap opera that the thing that’s actually impossible to achieve is what’s needed- and unless he had a time machine or a memory wipe it couldn’t genuinely happen.
        I feel like the people I know who “forgave” & stayed in their marriage look haunted and beaten down like the crypt keeper. You basically have to conpartmentalilze (not too healthy) what someone did to you and pretend you’re ok. That’s painful and a full time acting job – it must be exhausting to give out all that fake grace

        • Rumblekitty says

          June 26, 2017 at 9:35 am

          Every person I’ve ever met who told me they reconciled with their cheater exhibited the following behaviors:

          * They were constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop. Lot’s o’ anxiety.
          * Had to play marriage police.
          * On some sort of anti-depressant or sleeping medication.
          * Eventually had to deal with another D-day.

          Every. Single. One.

          • GetMeFree says

            June 26, 2017 at 10:41 am

            I would also add
            * constantly trying to get the cheater to value them

            • ANC says

              June 26, 2017 at 10:48 am

              Yes, because a parasite Appreciates you and your efforts but never Values you as an individual human host.

              • ClearWaters says

                June 26, 2017 at 4:31 pm

                Parasites: they do want to keep their hosts alive (we are no use to most parasites if we are dead), some even make some vitamins for their hosts. But at what a cost….

            • lulutoo says

              June 26, 2017 at 6:29 pm

              I would also add:

              *Afraid to make any noise (as in, have needs, express wants, speak about feelings–cheaters OR the chump’s feelings, etc.)

          • StaryEye says

            June 26, 2017 at 3:18 pm

            I was always waiting for the other shoe but was still shocked when it did. ?

            • mila says

              June 26, 2017 at 8:54 pm

              Me too, StaryEYe! But after the shock wears off, I concentrate on myself. And it is a good feeling.

          • QueenBee says

            June 26, 2017 at 6:30 pm

            The first phone call after D Day should be to a lawyer. Posting smiling pictures of you and your husband on social media, making him wear the wedding ring that he stopped wearing years ago, and dragging promises out of him accomplishes nothing. Well, nothing except the erosion of your self respect, your peace, and the gas lighting that will eventually ensue. The sparkly unicorn shares one thing in common with a happy, healthy, loving marriage after repeated infidelity…..merely a mirage.

          • QueenBee says

            June 27, 2017 at 6:24 pm

            Rumble kitty I think that is so true. I also believe that is why so many of the chumps that stay and seem SO happy… are merely trying to convince themselves that they have discovered a Super sparkly unicorn… Unfortunately, that enthusiasm is nothing more than industrial strength spackle. This is why so many here have experienced multiple D Days…leopards don’t change their spots. It matters not if it is a wife or the OW. They are all the same to someone who is very good at playing the lying, manipulation game.

          • SpecialistInHope says

            June 28, 2017 at 1:17 am

            Abso-fricking-lutley! Rumblekitty, you speak the truth. This was my EXACT experience.

      • Ohana says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:37 am

        Agree 100% Nanki Poo.

        I had a friend say “You will always have to be the bigger person” with regard to post-divorce interactions with x.

        Um….why?

        No contact was a much better solution.

        • kiwichump says

          June 26, 2017 at 1:18 pm

          “You will always have to be the bigger person”
          Can the reconciliation apologists answer this: Why should the chump waste their life being the bigger person next to a loser cheater who needs them to be the bigger person when they could enjoy their life being happy among equally big persons?
          I’m now happy to give up the moral high ground for a peaceful life full of respect and free of exploitation.

          • GoodMazal says

            June 26, 2017 at 7:58 pm

            Expecting the chump to take the high ground is part of the gaslighting. Ex (I refuse to say “my” he is nothing of mine) actually tried to write into our child custody document that all parties must give the other the benefit of the doubt even if it looks like one party is not following the agreement. I kid you not.

            He is a lawyer and tried to fuck me over at every turn. We are not responsible to make them good people, give them grace, the benefit of the doubt, try to understand them, or have anything to do with them.

            Our responsibilities are to heal ourselves and figure out how to sniff out and reject those who wave red flags at us in the future. In hindsight, ex treated me miserably from the start (flirting non-stop, leaving me at all social functions to hang out with other women, looking at me shark eyes, lying about wanting to work it out, lying in therapy, lying every minute for five years, making me think I was going crazy, yelling at me when I asked if he was having an affair when he was, being impossible to talk to about finances, never respecting my wishes for my son such as not wheeling him in the street—this is domestic violence, and he a complete asshole–just viscerally revolting). Knowing what I know now, I would not give him a minute of my time.

            I was not surprised to find that Tim is a cheater. Only a cheater would demand grace from a violated person. Cheating comes along with overall disrespect and violations. Ex too spoke like Tim. He wrote me a doozy of an email saying its been one year since the divorce and can;t things be more “pleasant.” I ignored him, deleted it. I have nothing to do with him.

            Great response Tracy. They speak to disregard chumps’ experiences.

            To life, l’chaim!

            • Nanki Poo says

              June 27, 2017 at 6:40 am

              Of course, I’m not advocating being an asshole, but I’m not going to subject myself to more crap just for the sake of it.

              Example: I don’t speak to my cheating ex wife except via text and email and in those cases about custody matters only, no exceptions. This presumably drives her nuts, and probably gives her friends some chatter fodder about me being a meanie, but I honestly don’t give a flying fuck about either of those things. Not speaking to her is for my protection as the survivor of her abuse, and anyone who doesn’t get that can get bent. Why? Because their social comfort level isn’t more important than my mental health, that’s why.

            • Whodoesthat says

              June 28, 2017 at 7:17 am

              Its just so lame …. after fucking me over and leaving us with $200 …. taking me off the health insurance. .. forcing the house into near repossession. …spreading lies about me and turning my remaining friends against me…he wants us to have a united front at daughters graduation. Really???? As if this was just a formality to cooperate over. I think it just helps to maintain that horrific mental map we have to remind ourselves of. These people are NUTS.

    • Chumpalicious says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:24 am

      I am going to get a tshirt that says “fuck that noise”.

      • MissDeltaGirl says

        June 26, 2017 at 2:25 pm

        This^^^^^

    • Lucky says

      June 26, 2017 at 11:08 am

      Thank you for stating something I have been feeling for a very long time.
      My cheater had a long laundry list of all my offences and shortcomings.

      The problem was that I loved him “as is”.
      He was looking for justifiable reasons to leave the marriage and pin the blame on chump-y old me.

      If I tried to change – the rules would change.

      He was a terrible person in many ways, but as Tracy said “I spackled ” over the whole hot mess and took him at face value.

      I will no longer try to fix, perceive potential or change a person to suit my needs.

      Why can they be such utter pieces of crap and demand perfection from us. No thank you. My give a fuck is broken and it won’t be fixed til Tuesday!

      • Lyn says

        June 26, 2017 at 1:04 pm

        CL once said that to be codependent is to become addicted to the “potential” in someone else. We keep trying to change them.

    • ChumpedOff says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:59 pm

      Much in the same way some simpering parents explain their son’s poor behavior with “Oh, you know, boys will be boys” which also grinds my (_!_) no end and tosses their accountability right out the window! Is it any wonder we now have an entire generation of self-entitled narsisistic pricks who feel they deserve “it all” at the cost to everyone else around them? Grrrr…..

  3. nomar says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:24 am

    The slow clap starts here, folks.

    Today, CL wins the Internet.

    Sorry, Tim. You probably meant we’ll, but you are ignorant on the topic you addressed. Likely you are ignorant because you are lucky, for which I am glad for you. But the advice of ignorant lucky people to unlucky people still in harm’s way is bad 10 times out of 10.

    Chump Nation is flipping the script on indifelity therapy to focus on the chumps. The cheaters will lookout for themselves, as they always have. Therapists need to take note or risk becoming as irrelevant as leeches have become to modern medicine.

    • Scuffy says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:28 am

      I want to defend Tim. I found his website before I found Chumplady, and I felt like he gave good advice, advice that was actually consistent with Chumplady’s.

      It’s possible that I held out too long trying to make it work, but that was my own fault; he spoke truth from the start on gauging the seriousness of your cheater and counseled cutting your losses if the sincerity wasn’t there. He said it more nicely than did CL, but he basically says the same thing.

      • WisedUp says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:07 am

        Please share the link for Tim’s web site.

        • WisedUp says

          June 26, 2017 at 9:27 am

          hmm nevermind. easily found by googling

      • This is Not a Test. says

        June 26, 2017 at 3:16 pm

        Scuffy- You said you “held out too long trying to make it work, but that was your own fault.”

        Please help me understand how you stop an adult from seeking and obtaining sex outside the marriage. Drones? Super glue? Trained crocodiles? Mossoud agents?

        Do you see the self blame trick Tim has pulled that CL is exposing? When someone is conned with a love fraud, it is one of the rare, horrifying instances where there IS a black and white. No grey. There are not two sides to these pancake. There is a wronged party and a scumbag.

        One person is used, abused and kept in the dark so the other person can get their rocks off with strange ass. Which many of us would have liked to have done, could have done but decided to honor covenants, promises & vows.

        So, no matter how many mental leap frogs Tim tries to eek out, in his unwholesome obsession to show that a cheater could attain grace, absolution, atonement or enlightenment-

        for those who have trudged this nightmare, located on the corner of West Shit and I am in Hell Avenue- it is just another manipulation to push some blame/shame/fault back on us.

        NO way, No how- would I let his words penetrate my consciousness. We have come too far. It is deadly, deceitful and diabolical.

        • Giddy Eagle says

          June 26, 2017 at 5:37 pm

          I remember thinking after DD1 that I’d love to take a 1 year sabbatical from our marriage so I could experience the high of a new relationship.

          My DD1 was the discovery of an “online affair” more than a year after it was over. In his effort to reconcile, he admitted to a short physical affair years before — which I rationalized as a reaction to the death of his mom. I probed to make sure he was not having one affair after another, since he travels almost weekly for business. His response was “No, I’m not a monster.” Of course, he lied in MC numerous other affairs which I discovered DD2.

          I thought I married a kind, gentle man. I now know he’s a narcissistic monster.

          • This is Not a Test. says

            June 26, 2017 at 6:41 pm

            It is so true, Giddy Eagle! Who wouldn’t like the thrill of new lips, in the long slog of a long term marriage or relationship?

            We are not beasts. Men or women would gladly welcome us in their arms, their bed. We could ride the roller coaster of secret texts, lusty hotel sex and the biological excitement of new skin.

            But we have those pesky consciences. We would feel like we had sludge in our hearts. We could not scoop out the ice cream and smile at our mates and children with the strange scent of another on us. Because we do not delight in deception.

            The moon can fall, the sun can melt, penguins can do calculus, but Giddy- I will never forgive. I don’t forgive monsters, as you aptly stated.

            • MotherChumper99 says

              June 26, 2017 at 9:33 pm

              Wow…TINAT….amazing writing! You hit it out of the park! ???

            • Giddy Eagle says

              June 15, 2019 at 10:03 pm

              THANK YOU!!

              I am so sick of everyone saying you have to forgive to move on. I will accept that what happened happened, but I will never forgive.

              Why would I forgive the ONE person who was supposed to live and protect me ended up being the person that abused me? Give me a fucking break.

              I am working on forgiving myself for staying in a marriage where I didn’t feel loved and didn’t feed my soul.

              But at least I know why. I stayed because I didn’t want my child to grow up without a father like I did and I didn’t want to be a single mother like my mother was.

              I had been married 10 years and together 13.5 when I had my child at 40. I thought I was in a rock solid marriage. Turns out he was cheating before we got pregnant. Who does that? A narcissist who likes his image and lifestyle.

        • Scuffy says

          June 27, 2017 at 12:37 am

          I’m not rationalizing cheating; yes, it’s black and white and ugly. I’m saying that, if my cheater had been sincere about repairing our marriage, I’d have accepted her back. Here’s what Tim wrote about making that call: http://www.affairhealing.com/guard-your-heart-after-an-affair.html

          • Traffic_Spiral says

            June 27, 2017 at 5:51 am

            And if you had, she’d have fucked you over again. Tim is a cheater whose wife left him, and in between making his children write testimonials about how her anger over his affair was so horribly damaging, he’s created a narrative of “Oh I stumbled and strayed, but I really was such a good man and I could have totally been a good husband if that unforgiving bitch hadn’t had kicked me out!”

            All his “guard your heart” shit is just elaborate justification so he can spin his narrative of “I’m not like all those other guys! I’m different!”

          • Giddy Eagle says

            June 15, 2019 at 10:08 pm

            This comment will probably not go over well, but I think you get one mistake. You start an affair and you recognize what you’re doing and you either fix it or get out. It really is that simple.

            Ideally you figure it out before you actually sleep with someone… But there’s no rationalizing once the deed is done. Fix it or leave. Don’t string your spouse along for years. It’s cruel and narcissist.

    • Kar marie says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:56 am

      You go nomar!! Well said!!

      • Doingme says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:06 am

        Hell, Yeah, Nomar.

    • ca-chump says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:57 am

      Sadly, being a unicorn milkmaid pays better than unicorn slayer. How many places on the internet can you find a therapist that actually states, out loud, that cheating is bad without immediately minimizing or qualifying it in some way.

    • NoMoreNarcs says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:23 am

      “But the advice of ignorant lucky people to unlucky people still in harm’s way is bad 10 times out of 10”

      Well said. But I would add that it’s more than ‘bad’. “Insert least favorite food here” is bad. The advice ignorant, lucky people give those who are dealing with the disordered is harmful.

      Very harmful. There is no safe dose.

  4. ClearWaters says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:31 am

    Poor Tim…

    As I struggled through his review I kept thinking to my self: this guy is a cheater, wanna bet?! Well, there it is around his last words of wisdom. “Unique vulnerabilities” indeed.

    The content and condescending style of Tim’s poor review also makes me think that he is still a narcisist. More therapy for you Tim!

    As usual, brilliant logic from CL. Tim didn’t have the guts to give you a 1 star like he really wanted to.

    • kaycan says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:55 am

      Exactly. As soon as he got to the passive voice and repetition of “vulnerabilities at play,” I knew he was a cheater!

      Thanks, Chump Lady and Chump Nation, for teaching me this super power!

      • StartofSomethingGood says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:12 am

        Agreed.

        He lost me at: “I was a cheater.”

        After that, his opinion means nothing.

        • Jodi Lynch says

          June 26, 2017 at 11:31 am

          This.

          His opinion means nothing.

          • Hesatthecurb says

            June 26, 2017 at 1:10 pm

            I feel compelled to say to Tim what I said to POP about the forgive and forget option:

            “Go fuck yourself.”

            • Happily ever after says

              June 26, 2017 at 4:25 pm

              Yes, simple but effective. A full sentence.

      • marriagedetective says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:58 am

        Yes! I detected a bit of cheater speak in his “unique vulnerabilities” circle jerk because ….. this is EXACTLY the kind of language my cheater used.

        Telling it like it actually is what CL does. I was really convinced that my X was “different.” I was convinced that he was different from all the other cheaters out there. I looked everywhere and to everyone for my “story,” the one story that was identical to mine and then I wanted to know what people had done about it. The thing that I love about CL is that she doesn’t minimize any cheating. Cheating is cheating. But then she also goes on to talk about common behaviors that all cheaters seem to have in common. It’s those behaviors that send you over the edge. For me the behaviors were present BEFORE the cheating. I had plenty of reasons to divorce before I found out about the cheating. It was the cheating that really sent me over the edge and magnified the behaviors. Gaslighting, talking in circles and cheater speak (like what Tim is doing here), lying, stealing money, blameshifting everything onto me, treating me like absolute garbage, etc., etc.

        I gave 3 years of grace. My X never caught that virtue. But he did catch an even bigger sense of entitlement. Life on the other side is better. 3 years was 3 years too long.

      • conniered says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:15 am

        Oh yes I thought the same thing….is he a cheater. then he confirmed it. Done.

      • GoodMazal says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:04 pm

        Yes kaycan! I too noticed the passive voice and thought “this guy is taking the responsibility out of cheating” and so it was.

    • Amiisfree says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:56 am

      Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand… This. This this this this, this this this. Oh, and also, THIS.

      The only surprise his last statement revealed for me is that he openly admitted it.

    • Janet says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:12 am

      I thought the same thing – he’s a cheater !

    • nodancing says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:52 am

      I pegged him as a cheater too, he reveled way too much in the uniqueness of cheaters. He may not be cheating on his wife but he is a narcissist and one thing you cannot tell a narcissist is that they are just ordinary and not a unique paradigm of humanity with extraordinary pain that led them to where they are.

      • marriagedetective says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:03 am

        +1! This +100.

        I seem to recall the CL says something to the effect of letting them keep their cake means that we allow them to keep that image that we are gifted with the splendidness that is them. They all seem to have this complex and if I may, Tim is using that same language to continue to justify what he did. Now he’s so special that he completely and thoroughly understands all the dynamics in infidelity.

    • conniered says

      June 26, 2017 at 11:22 am

      And this “former” cheater is now a marriage counselor….brilliant. Narcissist.

      • Mandie101 says

        June 26, 2017 at 12:34 pm

        Indeed! Some convert to pastors, presidents and motivational speakers….All categories talk a good game

  5. Lola Granola says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:35 am

    Tim was a cheater. So naturally he sees the whole thing from the cheater perspective. If Tim had ever been chumped, he would change his tune.

    Next.

    • Lady b says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:28 am

      Asshats first two girlfriends cheated on him, he was heart broken. I was his third and was for 13 years, he cheated on me. Go figure, what an asshole.

      • nomoreskankboy says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:27 am

        Lady b, insane isn’t it. On dday, skankboy shares with me his ex wife had cheated on him. (Why he told me this on Dday is beyond me.) I said to him, “you do to me what Kathy did to you? I just shook my head and continued to throw his crap into garbage bags! There will be no Grace coming from me now or EVAH!!

        • Lady b says

          June 26, 2017 at 9:12 am

          Silly me thought he would never cheat because he had been on the receiving end,, how silly and naive of me.
          Not anymore this sucker has wised the fuck up.

          • Waffles says

            June 26, 2017 at 3:37 pm

            I thought the exact same when XH said he’d been so decimated by ALL former GFs cheating. (First missed red flag) In retrospect, I think that was a lie. That lie is just the first step in order to line this chump up.

            I suspect they give you the sob story to gauge your reaction. Makes the kibbles so much yummier when they KNOW you aren’t like them. You’re just some naive oaf that’s buying their bullshit, and boy oh boy, isn’t DD so much fun for them when they see just how much they gutted you? Must make them feel almost godlike to make you suffer like that.

            How many of CN had a serial cheater that cried over how hurt they were when they were cheated on? I suspect it’s a tactic to lower your defenses.

            • Sucker Punched by a Saffa says

              June 26, 2017 at 5:33 pm

              The pity play…look out !

              Why does this person want me to feel sorry for him/her ? Because I can be of use to said person ! Money, a listening ear as s/he drones about life’s woes,take your pick.

              Run for the hills !

      • Blindside says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:00 am

        My wife claimed that her fiance before me cheated on her, and so she left him. Looking back at how she lied her way through the second half of our marriage, I highly doubt that’s what really happened. More realistically, I think she probably cheated on him.

        Heck she was trying to tell me I was cheating on her when I caught her, so I’m sure her story going forward will be that I was the cheater. I guess if you tell yourself a lie long enough, you’ll believe it. No thanks to that mindfuck.

        • Lady b says

          June 26, 2017 at 9:15 am

          I was cheating on him 25 years ago when we where friends and I was sleeping around being all boho and liberated. He was my friend not my boyfriend but this according to him was me cheating, wtf, grasping at straws or thinks he owns me.

        • chumpinrecovery says

          June 26, 2017 at 12:49 pm

          You must have been cheating on her. She said so and she would know better than you.

      • MightyE says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:57 am

        Mine too! His previous girlfriend got pregnant with someone else’s baby, broke his heart. But even having experienced it firsthand didn’t stop him?! WTF?!

        Meanwhile, I had opportunities out the ass to cheat, and shut them all down cold. (I’m cute and friendly, what can I say?) I just made the mistake of assuming he’d do the same. :/

      • NoMoreNarcs says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:18 am

        Ever wonder if your ex was ‘confused’ and that he projected his infidelity onto his then wife?

        Or that he cheated on her, but once he found out that she was cheating too, that became the focus?

        • kiwichump says

          June 26, 2017 at 1:28 pm

          That’s what I think happens more than that they were really cheated on. They projected their own cheating on the ex to excuse their behaviour.
          Traitor tried to claim that he wasn’t sure his third son was his. He was studying 300kms away while wife was at home with the first 2 little boys. Mr was enjoying the student life in his 30s, boarding with an old lady, left wife supposedly when the third boy was 3 months old, and only then hooked up with his landlady’s 24 year old grand daughter… Yeah, right.
          So what does he do? Starts insinuating that he wasn’t sure the infant was his son…
          DARVO.

  6. SingleMotherOf3 says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:35 am

    I left room for grace for 16 fucking years, so there. NaNaNaNa FooFoo!!

    • ClearWaters says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:07 am

      Yeah, SMO3, that’s a great way of gauging chump-grace.

      I gave my cheater THIRTY EIGHT years of grace. Now, maybe Saint Tim of Graceful Cheating should tell us chumps what the Magic Number is of grace-giving years before we give up.

      • Mandie101 says

        June 26, 2017 at 12:56 pm

        70*70. Like Jesus said. Cause chump is a synonym for martyr and when we show our human side are unforgiving, bitter, etc. We are not turning the other cheek. Funny how at that point in the circumstances cheaters can cue biblical references. They even know about grace and redemption. But never ever restitution, compassion, repentance.
        I’m not up for sainthood… God can forgive them. I won’t. Let that be my one mortal flaw. Toodles!

    • Guest says

      June 26, 2017 at 5:27 pm

      We had room in our marriage for Grace. I just didn’t realize that Grace was the name of a stripper.

      • Traffic_Spiral says

        June 27, 2017 at 5:54 am

        Hee! Yup.

  7. nomar says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:40 am

    BTW, post-nups leave room for grace, while reducing (but far from eliminating) the chump’s exposure to further devastation. And my guess is that the percentage of cheaters willing to accept an ironclad post-nup heavily favoring the chump is minuscule. Are therapists like Tim willing to counsel cheaters otherwise, so they might be worthy of grace?

    • ClearWaters says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:10 am

      Yeah Nomar, the Key Word here is: “worthy of grace”.

      Married for 38 years, my cheater wanted to reconcile, but did not accept my offer of a post-nup…..

    • ca-chump says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:09 am

      Has a couples therapist ever recommended a post-nup to protect the chump? How about STD testing to protect the chump? They’d rather deal in nebulous issues like “offering grace” and “poor communication skills” than address the hard reality of harm reduction for the chump.

      When you feed off of suffering, the idea is to prolong it — how many extra sessions can you book when the pregnant chump finds herself with a gonorrhea diagnosis? Or that poor guy who finds out that his cheating wife was hiding $50K in credit card debt?

    • MotherChumper99 says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:35 am

      I offered my ex the chance for a post nup if he wanted me to put the divorce on hold and to give him another chance. His response? he called me a bully!

  8. Rebecca says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:42 am

    Well said, Nomar!!!

    “Flipping the script on infidelity therapy to focus on the chumps”

    We are a NATION because Chump Lady has given us a safe, supportive space to speak out and support each other. A place where the reality of what was done to us, without our knowledge or consent, is shared openly.

    Tim, you should check out the site’s metrics, including how fast this Nation has grown. We are making our voices heard and we will be louder than anything previously seen!

    Hear us roar!

    • Isis says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:23 am

      “We are a NATION because Chump Lady has given us a safe, supportive space to speak out and support each other. A place where the reality of what was done to us, without our knowledge or consent, is shared openly.” THIS. This site helped save me after years of betrayal. It was the only place I could go where I wasn’t reminded that I was “at least partly responsible” for my partner violating our commitment and destroying our family. I offered nearly a decade-long “grace” period. That’s A LOT of interest to pay on that loan I took against my life.

  9. coolbreezeout says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:42 am

    I am a member of Tim’s site and have commented on his forum (encouraging people to visit here often). Let me say this – he may be a ‘former cheater’, but he was a HORRIBLE cheater. He has shared his story and he treated his wife terribly and she never, ever recovered. He turned her adult children against her – and admits it. He says she didn’t take the infidelity well and was unable to ‘move on’ as she should have. He moved in with his whore and left her alone to raise the children, then got upset that depression consumed her.

    He did a podcast with his grown children where he had them recount everything his wife ‘did wrong’ when dealing with his long term affair in which he finally decided to leave her and the children for his whore.

    He is now supposedly happily married, while his ex-wife still suffers from the emotional trauma and now has children that disrespect her ‘weakness’.

    He touts ‘grace’ while people are in their ‘affair fog’. Yes, you are supposed to give your cheater space while they decide if they want you or not. And, if you are honored enough to be chosen by them, be happy and ‘safe’ and don’t make them feel bad about what the ‘affair fog’ did to them. See, it wasn’t them or their failure, it was the fog!

    He may be reformed in his new marriage, but the fact that he left his ex-wife in shambles and mocks her inability to simply move on when he chose the whore over her means he is still very much a cheater at heart.

    • ClearWaters says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:51 am

      There you have It… Tim, you are a phony…

      • Cactusflower says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:48 am

        Yowza!! Tim sounds like a narcissist who reinvented himself to get more attention (not from his whores) My ex goes around with his sad basset hound face and tells everyone “I want to talk to her, but I can’t, because she HATES me”. THAT “sad sausage”. (Oh and he’s made absolutely no effort to talk to me … or “make amends” cuz he’s “working a program of honesty” – eyeroll.) The scapegoating/deflection that chumps have to endure is unbelievable-and in this case not only from their partner, but from the RIC.

        Now I’m going to listen to the grunge classic “in and out of grace” by Mudhoney on “11” and jump around the room. The only thing Tim gets thanks for is giving me that ear worm to start off my week with great rock n roll.

        Rock on Chump Nation!

    • nomar says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:51 am

      Wow. If that’s true, Tim is a monster. No wonder he prefers a world including his concept of “grace.” Blech. Reminds me of my cheating ex-wife’s fondness for “unconditional love.” Emotionally immature and entirely self serving. I prefer to live in a world of integrity, reciprocity, and earned consequences. Most adults do.

      • coolbreezeout says

        June 26, 2017 at 6:59 am

        If you can find his site, it is podcast 107 and it made my stomach turn. A good, reformed man would have had his ex-wife as a part of the conversation. Instead, it was his grown children recounting at the ‘ridiculous’, ‘inappropriate’ things his wife did and discussing how just was remiss in her parenting duties because she spent so much time in her bedroom crying.

        • unicornomore says

          June 26, 2017 at 8:16 am

          So she was a bad mom for crying but he was just dandy even though he wasn’t even there.
          I can’t even.

        • StartofSomethingGood says

          June 26, 2017 at 8:16 am

          We need to send the ex wife a copy of CL’s book!

          I have copies in my trunk!

        • KibbleFree_MightyMe says

          June 26, 2017 at 10:45 am

          Thank you, Coolbreezeout, for telling Chump Nation the TRUTH. This douchebag, Tim, STILL doesn’t care that half-truths are lies. We know this b/c he writes that he was a cheater, but now isn’t, but conveniently leaves out the facts that he is happily AN EMOTIONAL ABUSER of his x-wife, someone who pit her own children against her, and has no problem victim-shaming and blaming her for experiencing the mental and emotional trauma HE caused.

          Tim needs a good bitch-slapping, and then some healthy fingerpointing and disgust at his trauma when he experiences the pain. What a douche. And seriously?? He’s employed as a therapist??

          • QueenMother says

            June 26, 2017 at 5:17 pm

            Why does his AP/now wife condone his abuse of his ex-wife?

            • Sucker Punched by a Saffa says

              June 26, 2017 at 5:45 pm

              Fellow narc or doesn’t want to take a good,hard look at who she married. Or $$$$$$

        • kiwichump says

          June 26, 2017 at 1:35 pm

          Yes, that’s were I went wrong, all that fucking crying in the car, in the shower, out on the farm. And the few times the kids saw it, that’s what doomed me.
          Because the chumps isn’t allowed to have feelings, their hurt doesn’t count. The chump is like an appliance, chattels. When they can’t perform their duties to their usual level, they are worth nothing, a new host is better for the parasite.

          • Ohana says

            June 26, 2017 at 2:58 pm

            Brutal, kiwichump, but sadly accurate.

          • Feelingit says

            June 26, 2017 at 8:30 pm

            Oh kiwi chump, you couldn’t just stuff your emotions like a good little chump- how unattractive. You are not going to raise good little narcs if you let them see that it is ok to have feelings and express them. Go back to super Mr. Tim’s website and learn how to get your hair done, do your makeup and put on your happy face. Do not let your kids see you down- Life is all rainbows and unicorns

            P.s. Thanks for giving me a good laugh with your sarcasm

      • Mandie101 says

        June 26, 2017 at 7:34 am

        Was about to comment that reading Tim’s tripe I concluded that he was an unrepentant cheat. And even if he doesn’t cheat on his current wife (I doubt) he’s still an asshole who believes his own hype. Cheating (and the accompanying behaviors) is symptomatic of a very warped person. Therefore sorry but I don’t think that a cheater is ever cured.

      • MightyE says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:01 am

        Love between adults is inherently conditional. Unconditional love is for your children.

    • Feelingit says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:06 am

      Thanks for the reminder cool breeze out. I listened to his kids on that podcast early on after day. They were cutting on their mom for crying all the time and letting her pain show. We can’t expect kids to be the caretakers of our emotions and problems and it is horrible for them to have to see their mom like that but if as adults, they can’t appreciate what she went through to some degree and realize your dad needs to take the blame for being out fucking around while mom was maintaining the homelife then I feel sorry for their spouses. It sounds like they got the entitled gene too! I feel my blood pressure rising!

      • coolbreezeout says

        June 26, 2017 at 7:08 am

        Yup. I was horrified in hearing the podcast, because I could see the ex-wife being dragged through the mud yet again – years after the affair and relationship had ended.

        How can she ever get to ‘meh’ is she is being publicly made to look like a fool for having her heart broken by a man she loved.

        • horsesrcumin says

          June 26, 2017 at 4:40 pm

          Tim is a cunt.

          Yep. That word I used to clutch at my pearls about. I use it now, when it’s due. Tim earned the title. Don’t be like Tim.

      • KB22 says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:25 am

        Many children of narcissists tend to take the narc parent’s side just to stay in their good graces. They perceive the narc parent as the strong one and panic at the thought of discard. Please do not think that I am bashing Tim’s ex wife but his ex may have been a doormat throughout the marriage (narcs love doormats but not for long) and then completely crumbled when he cheated and left. She may have dropped the ball on parenting her kids as she was too wrapped up and depressed her husband left her. The kids would naturally resent the mom for not being supportive. Hopefully one day the kids will recognize their piece of shit father for what he really is but at the moment he’s all they’ve got, in their minds anyway.

        • Sucker Punched by a Saffa says

          June 26, 2017 at 5:57 pm

          I’m the one that went no contact with our father “Harlow” (nod to that experiment with baby monkeys and their wire surrogates) whilst my brother grew up to be a narcopath. Waiting for the shoe to drop in my brother’s marriage-he is entitled,selfish and lacks empathy but expects others to be there when he needs something.

      • kiwichump says

        June 26, 2017 at 1:37 pm

        +1000, FeelingIt, the apples don’t fall far from the tree.
        KB22, I hope you’re right, but if you’re not, heaven help their spouses, they’ve married narcs.

    • QueenMother says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:39 am

      Wow. What a piece of shit Tim is.

    • QueenMother says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:40 am

      Tim’s stance falls into the excuse, “it’s not what I did, it’s your reaction, that is the problem.”

      • NoKibble4U says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:56 am

        Exactly like that wing nut David Brooks.

      • Feelingit says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:33 pm

        Bingo!

    • Meh or Bust says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:49 am

      I was actually preparing a response until I read your comments CBO. Then I realized there was no point… no “pick me dance” for Timmo. You can’t have a rational conversation with an irrational person. He sounds cruel and disturbed. And, this only furthers my belief that out of all the “therapists” in the world, maybe 1% are really any good. CL, while not a therapist, is in the 1%. ‘Nuf said.

      I’m going to mosey on over to Amazon and leave my own review now.

      • WisedUp says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:15 am

        Yes, I already went and clicked on “this review was not helpful.”

        • Meh or Bust says

          June 26, 2017 at 11:41 am

          WU, great idea – I did that too. Timmo is getting some feedback from others of us here, too, LOL…

      • marriagedetective says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:12 am

        No Pick Me Dance for Timmo! Woot! Agreed. You can’t argue with crazy. Throw your hands up and leave that cheater!

    • Chumpy UK says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:55 am

      put this under his review on the amazon.com site!!

      He’s making money out of being a nasty ‘man’ – what a weasel.

    • unicornomore says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:02 am

      Oh my God, that is absolutely chilling. So he rips her to pieces then complains that he doesnt like how she acts in her destroyed state. monstrous.

      • Sad Shelby says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:48 am

        Which is exactly how all other entitled cheaters act. Just like a spoiled child destroying a favorite toy then throwing a tantrum that it’s now non-functional.

    • chumpinrecovery says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:06 am

      Wow what an asshole! Blaming the chump for being weak because she couldn’t just get over and move on from the trauma he caused he. And her kids? What a bunch of stupid and ungrateful little gits. She is the one who stayed and took care of them even if she did feel the need to cry in her room sometimes. Would they have preferred that she cry in front of them? Its too bad Chump Nation wasn’t around 20 years ago to offer her the support she needed and to help her recognize the value of having his self serving ass out of her life..

    • chumpinrecovery says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:08 am

      PS. Thank you for outing him as the monster he is.

      • StartofSomethingGood says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:17 am

        Agreed!!!

    • /Beth says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:23 am

      I get Tim and David Brooks are best buds. They are certainly cut from the same cloth.

      • /Beth says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:24 am

        Ugh. *bet, not get. #fuckin’monday

      • NoKibble4U says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:59 am

        I posted the same about David Brooks a few posts up. It’s bad enough that you cheat and fuck over a spouse, but then you’re pissed because they’re upset.

    • GraceInMotion says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:55 am

      Coolbreezeout, I knew there was a chump out there that he had harmed, felt it in my bones. I pray she finds us. That poor soul.

      I would like to hit Tim in the face, gracefully of course, with this beer I am holding.

    • WisedUp says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:13 am

      Can you share the link for Tim’s site?

      • coolbreezeout says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:25 am

        I am not sure the rules of posting a direct link. But, the name of the site is affair healing. If you google ‘affair healing’ it should come up first for you.

        The podcast I was referring to was number 107

        There is a forum as well with a lot of hurting people that are being counseled to sit around and wait for the ‘affair fog’ to clear in the mind of their cheater.

        No contact is encouraged, but only to the extent that it keeps you from pressuring the cheater back if that isn’t really what they want. Basically – it makes you look needy and not as attractive to the cheater.

        Also, when you listen to the podcast, you will hear him laugh about lying to his ex-wife and the children about the affair being over. The kids said mom was driving past his house and saw the whore there and would see him with the whore. He admits (and chuckles) about lying to her and telling her he wasn’t with the whore, even though he was. So, he was literally driving this woman crazy and gas lighting her. However, he feels it was all just ‘affair fog’.

    • marriagedetective says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:07 am

      This is just awful! My heart goes out to the ex-wife. Poor lady needs to join our ranks.

    • Hopium4years says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:12 am

      O.M.G. I literally sit here with my mouth hanging open.

      This makes me feel sick.

      I found his site. Couldn’t stomach listening to much of the podcast, but I heard more than enough! I heard his daughter say about his affair, “REGARDLESS IF YOU MADE A MISTAKE…” and I about gagged. No wonder he’s OK with her talking about this for all the world to hear because he has obviously trained her to think about his affair as a “mistake.” Aaaaaargh!

      If his daughter had a healthier, more realistic, less blame-the-chump outlook on the devastation that cheating does, there’s no way he would have put her on a podcast because it wouldn’t have made him look good (narc much?). And I agree with Feelingit: it DOES sound like the entitled gene has been passed on. Daughter of cheater father, if your mother was emotional and overwhelmed at times, how can you gloss over the fact that HE did this to her, for crying out loud! He’s the asshole who wounded her so deeply.

      All that aside – REGARDLESS IF HE MADE THE MISTAKE of getting his adult children to talk in public about his mistake/affair – I’m still shocked at the idea that someone like him is doing post-affair counseling for couples!! If he had any concept of ethical behavior, he would not go NEAR that area. He has NO business COUNSELING anybody who’s been cheated on! How can he be fair in a couples counseling situation?

      Even doing individual counseling for cheater character-repair should be off-limits because he obviously has more work to do on HIS OWN character-repair. If he truly owned his asshole-ness and taught had taught his children more compassion and empathy toward their mother, THEN he might be ethically OK to do individual cheater therapy.

      But I’m not even sure he should be doing counseling AT ALL, since he’s not likely to help anyone who’s secretive or lying about anything, since that was his own MO and he doesn’t seem to have learned enough to know that behavior is atrocious – NOT just a “mistake.”

      • Sucker Punched by a Saffa says

        June 26, 2017 at 6:07 pm

        Does the forum have a list of wingnut therapists to stay away from ? Ethical or legal dilemma of outing trauma inducing charlatans ?

    • Chump Lady says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:20 am

      Coolbreeze — I’m curious, how do you know this Tim of the podcast infamy is the same Tim therapist leaving a review?

      Are there coincidentally more than one self-confessed cheater Tim therapists who do “affair recovery”?

      Seems a long-shot but I’d hate to tar the guy if it’s not him.

      • coolbreezeout says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:49 am

        He posted the same review on his forum. There was a discussion about your book on the forum. He had originally said he didn’t finish the book at first because of your use of the word “chump”. He then came back and said he finished the book and had written a review. I actually thought you were talking about the review on his page – I didn’t know he review it on Amazon as well.

        Leave a Cheater, Gain a Life was the actual name of a thread: https://community.affairhealing.com/post/leave-a-cheater-gain-a-life-8513419?highlight=chump&pid=1296321189

        • coolbreezeout says

          June 26, 2017 at 11:53 am

          I am not “coolbreeze” over there. My screen name that I use on that sight was taken when I registered here. So, I settled on coolbreezeout – which is another one with meaning for me 🙂

        • ClearWaters says

          June 26, 2017 at 4:44 pm

          So it’s the “C” word that bothers Tim, eh? Why should it bother him so much to the point of not finishing a highly entertaining, brilliantly argued book?

          Chump, chump, chump, to you Tim.

          Funny, my ex hated it when I called myself chump and hates it when I call him cheater. He says he is NOT a cheater….

      • coolbreezeout says

        June 26, 2017 at 12:03 pm

        You can feel free to delete my link to the forum, it may not show for people. This is the link I should have used:

        http://www.affairhealing.com/blog/leave-a-cheater-gain-a-life-book-review

    • Mom Of The Good Guys says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:07 pm

      Oh, wow!!!!!

      That’s…unconscionable. I’ve often felt that the chumped spouse should “get” the kids when an affair leads to a dissolution of the marriage. For littles, that means the chump gets primary custody, (barring extenuating circumstances.) And, older or grown kids need to rally to the side of the cheated-on partner.

      The fact that these kids are Team Tim tells me that either he did quite a brainwashing job on them and/or they inherited their father’s “character”, (or, lack thereof.) Talk about insult to injury!

    • cheaterssuck says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:37 pm

      I doubt he’s reformed at all. What he’s learned is that his actions had consequences and he probably lost half his assets and had to pay child support. Plus his old stinky wife won’t give him a pass, a high five and remain besties with him while buying into the narrative that they “just grew apart.”

      That’s what he’s reformed about. He doesn’t want that to happen again and if that’s true then he learned a valuable lesson that he can use on his second wife. He never would have learned that lesson however if his first wife didn’t levy consequences.

    • Lyn says

      June 26, 2017 at 1:09 pm

      That just makes me sick to think of him having his kids talk about his ex wife crying too much, etc.
      Typical cheater logic — the problem isn’t what he’s done, but her reaction to it. They always wonder why everyone can’t move on and just be friends?

  10. The Ex-orcist says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:45 am

    This dude doesn’t know that CL’s collective anger on will be blowing hellfire in his direction. ??I’m meh and happy today. Without this blog I would still be with a cheating drunk rude miserable lying abusuve full blown sociopath.
    This site saved me and gave me strength and clarity when I had nothing left to work with. I found out cheaters say and do the same stupid shit, kind of like this guy with platitudes galore for the RIC. Fuck that.

    • The Ex-orcist says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:50 am

      Pardon my typos?

    • Feelingit says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:30 am

      Oh yes, and they keep saying on the podcast that she is all cool with everything now and they are just one big happy family.

      Really? Let’s here that from from the horses mouth!

  11. neverwouldhaveimagined says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:49 am

    Infidelity and betrayal kills trust which is essential for a successful relationship. You simply cannot unring that bell. Much of his review pointed out your strengths followed by a “but” so he sounds like he feels guilty for cheating and needs to justify this unjustifiable behavior. His comment reads like he is still seeking redemption.

    Reading that “couples can and do reconcile in ways that are satisfying to both of them” really stuck a chord with me. I now know chumps who have shared with me that they reconciled with their cheater and stayed married but still suffer feelings of profound sorrow and are deeply unhappy. They still feel betrayed, bear a tremendous sense of loss, and constantly fear it will happen again. They fear they will never be truly happy, but they are loyal so they stayed. What a price to pay.

    I, too, have four DDays. I realized no matter what he said, his actions told me he did NOT want to honor our wedding vows. CL helped me understand the cheater wanted cake. That level of deception, living a duel life, is most definitely a perversion of marriage that jeopardizes the faithful spouse’s physical, emotional, and even financial well being. Pretending to be a faithful spouse while keeping someone on the side is a total mindfuck. And it is abusive. I lived it and survived by getting out.

    • neverwouldhaveimagined says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:58 am

      Dual, not duel. (Well, not yet anyway. Lol)

      Coolbreezeout, your comment above was very enlightening. I will NOT be visiting his site, but I will take your word for it. What you wrote makes him sound like he is looking for a free pass. Cheaters don’t seem to get the trauma their actions have inflicted upon another.

      • coolbreezeout says

        June 26, 2017 at 7:06 am

        His daughter talks about being 14 and being exposed to the ‘mom’s pain’ and that it was an unhealthy environment to have to deal with.

        He spent a significant amount of time talking about it being unfair that he had not been given an opportunity to tell ‘his side’ and that things were being said about him that weren’t true.

        However, he was moving in and out of state, shacking up with the whore, and he is still telling his kids that he had a ‘side’ and things weren’t all his fault.

        • Feelingit says

          June 26, 2017 at 7:41 am

          I can’t count how many times stbx has told my children there are two sides to this story and you are never going to know mine. We want to put that on his tombstone when he dies!

          As my son said, we are never going to know his because it’s always changing.

          And follow the money Tim, first, betray your wife and now exploit her to make a buck. I just hope your royalties are part of her settlement.

          Can you ask for grace while you are still sinning?

        • QueenMother says

          June 26, 2017 at 7:45 am

          I pity Tim’s kids and their chances of having healthy marriages.

          Welcome to Chump Nation, Tim’s chump!!! May you come here and find truth and enjoy a good belly laugh, and feel the healing from that alone.

          You’ll see that you are right and that Tim is a big, stinking turd.

          Come here, and join hands with us on the road to Meh, and the state of Mighty.

        • chumpinrecovery says

          June 26, 2017 at 8:20 am

          Yeah, being exposed to Mom’s pain was bad but that was Dad’s fault not Mom’s.

          • /Beth says

            June 26, 2017 at 8:25 am

            EXACTLY!

          • coolbreezeout says

            June 26, 2017 at 9:08 am

            And, mom’s pain was not just a one shot deal – it was constant. He admits in the podcast that he was lying and telling her and the kids he had ended things with the whore. Mom would drive past (with the kids in the car) and see the whore was at his house or he was out with the whore.

            He literally laughs in the podcast when he tells the kids that yes, he was lying to them all at the time about the affair being over. So, he was literally torturing this poor woman. Of course she was acting crazy – he was literally gas lighting her!

            • Hopium4years says

              June 26, 2017 at 10:20 am

              I couldn’t bear to listen all the way through, but hearing that he chuckles about his continued cheating and lying about it to his family is SICKENING.

        • Roberta says

          June 26, 2017 at 9:25 am

          Does Tim realize that HE created that “unhealthy” environment his dear daughter was living in? Without he and his AP it NEVER would have existed! Sounds like he mindfucked his own kids! What a Prince!

        • Sad Shelby says

          June 26, 2017 at 9:59 am

          It is extremely unhealthy that a 14 yo had to deal with her mother’s pain. Caused by her POS cheating scumbag father fucking her mother around. And either side of the story is the wife is being a wife, raising a family, MARRIED to that POS and he’s FUCKING AROUND AND LYING ABOUT IT. What more needs to be said? He was sad and wanted out? Then leave. He wanted more sex? Then get counseling or leave. He was unfulfilled? Then get counseling and take up a hobby OR LEAVE! It’s not a difficult concept. Unless he spoke to his wife and said “I need something else or this relationship isn’t working for me anymore” and then they had a rational discussion about him having a secret slut whore on the side and her being okay with it, this is all. His. Fault. His wife didn’t find his whore and hook them up, then take his pants off and force his dick in her. He wanted to cheat. He liked the power and kibbles. He freaking LAUGHS about it! Tim you are a fucking MONSTER! And your ex-wife is still traumatized because you TORTURED HER!

          • Feelingit says

            June 26, 2017 at 2:24 pm

            They just can’t pass up that cake!

          • Sucker Punched by a Saffa says

            June 26, 2017 at 6:14 pm

            Guess my father’s expensive hobby of stamp collecting wasn’t enough…Needed that post box in town because of said hobby. Yup-hiding money from my mother and no doubt having affairs with the p.o. box !

  12. DesertGuy says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:51 am

    Tim…you say that you want to live in a world that values grace and has room for it…
    So would all of us. I wanted to live with a spouse who valued me, our children, our commitment and didn’t have room for another man. I guess we don’t get what we want all the time, do we? And what do we do when we don’t get what we want? We understand the world that we do live in.
    My x was always asking when i would forgive her – forgiveness is not telling her that what she did was all right – forgiveness is me laying down my wrath and desire to hurt her back – people do not understand forgiveness – it is choosing to give up the innate desire to retaliate.
    People do not understand grace – they want a one sided grace – that what modern churches sell – one sided grace. One sided grace says – God forgives me, so…. It’s all good.
    Real grace profoundly changes the recipient – they see the depravity of their actions, the condition of their soul, the horror of their actions on others – and they are broken by it. Real grace is vary rare – because it has been so diluted these days – Think about it – Amazing grace, so sweet the sound – that saved a WRETCH like me…. Nowadays…pop in to church on Sunday – sing a few bars of some catchy tune about how God is my friend…hear the 7 habits of effective people… God loves you and forgive everything – done.

    That is cheap grace that mocks everything grace is.

    • nomar says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:53 am

      Nailed it.

      • LovedaJackass says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:27 am

        Yep.

    • Chump Lady says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:56 am

      Great comment!

      I’d add that the guy who wrote “Amazing Grace” had been a slave dealer. A wretched person indeed.

      • DesertGuy says

        June 26, 2017 at 7:08 am

        CL – do you track the comment rate?…i.e. comments per hour…i can always tell how deeply you have touched the nation by how quickly the comments flow…Bravo on this one – bunches of responses right away – a bad day for Tim…

        • StartofSomethingGood says

          June 26, 2017 at 8:19 am

          Ain’t THIS the truth!!

      • FightingChumpiness says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:56 pm

        From what I know of John Newton, he never got over what he had done while a slave trader. While receiving Amazing grace, John never ‘forgave himself’ from what he had done and it haunted him the rest of his life. That sounds like repentence to me.
        NOT this Tim therapist!!!!!!>:(

    • Thankful says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:27 am

      Real grace is amazing,
      Fake grace sucks the life out of you while demanding more.

    • Tempest says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:59 am

      Standing ovation, DesertGuy.

    • ClearWaters says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:23 am

      Desert Guy,

      Your comment brings tears.
      So true about what true grace is.

      That is why I like, no, LOVE CL and CN. It really is all about honesty and true grace.

    • Beth says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:27 am

      Brilliant comment Desertguy. Thank you.

    • MsMachete says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:36 am

      “Real grace profoundly changes the recipient – they see the depravity of their actions, the condition of their soul, the horror of their actions on others – and they are broken by it.”

      This right here. ☝️☝️☝️

    • Kar marie says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:51 am

      Bravo desert guy bravo! Well said. Apparantly TIM didnt bother to read chump ladys story or any of us here. He would know way more of grace. Four ddays for me over 30 years. I gave him grace four times. No more. My best advice to anyone would be eat no more shit sandwiches from anyone.

      • Mandie101 says

        June 26, 2017 at 4:17 pm

        This grace is sounding like a combination of rugsweeping and ‘forgiveness’. More kibbles.

    • Spackley says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:52 am

      Thank you!
      I’ve been looking for the perfect response for all the chuckleheads who are telling me I HAVE to forgive.
      My version of forgiveness is just what you wrote. I too have laid down my wrath and desire to retaliate because that level of hatred was unhealthy for me. Cheaty has more than enough hate and bitterness in his heart for both of us. I no longer see the point in carrying that burden in my own heart.

    • kiwichump says

      June 26, 2017 at 1:49 pm

      Desert Guy, I hope you write a guest column one of these days. Beautiful post. Thank you.

    • HELENA says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:47 pm

      Your view on grace and forgiveness is right on the money, totally agree and well said

    • Cleopatra says

      June 27, 2017 at 7:46 am

      Brilliant! That comment is inspired, Desert Guy.

  13. CleotheFormerChump says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:53 am

    This:

    *You want “grace”? Meh is Really. Fucking. Hard. It’s a goddamn achievement.*

    Brava, Chump Lady!

  14. Jessica says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:54 am

    Considering how many cheaters actually disguise personality disorders (or reveal through that very action?), perhaps all of them, encouraging people to stay and reconcile means ultimately becoming responsible for a certain number of assaults and homicides. It’s domestic abuse, let’s stop spinning this any other way once and for all, Tim!

  15. unicornomore says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:55 am

    Well, BAM!! For CL’s response !!

    “What makes you think we didn’t already offer cheaters grace and get kicked in the teeth? Again and again and again and again? (Four D-Days here, Tim. FOUR. What’s my grace score?)”

    Wanna hear about Grace? I will show you some Grace… I was a good and faithful wife for 26 years, I never even called my (then) husband a bad name. I went to daily Mass and prayed for his soul for 7 years – while he living 3000 miles away claiming to simply be working there but odd that his OW had also gotten a job in that city quite far from the city where her fiance lived.

    And I took him back and wreckonciled my family and later learned that not only did he never tell the truth, he had cheated for most of our marriage…his side of the marriage was a big giant lie, but I was all in. I was on my knees praying for his soul and I must have done quite a good job since God (who gave him more chances than I did) decided to end this charade and scooped his ass off of planet earth.

    He was a liar and cheat and rager. I stayed with him to his last breath and gave him a hero’s funeral – only yo learn that he had lied like a thousand times worse than I had ever guessed…I left lots of room for Grace, but my right to have agency in my own life was stolen from me.

    Most of us here left the door wide open for a long time and got kicked in the teeth for it.

    • Roberta says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:36 am

      I’m right there with you Unicornnomore, and many others at CN. Try as I might I just had to throw in the towel finally, but got hoovered back! I gave much much better than I got from him. Part of my resentment now is knowing he NEVER would have done for me what I did for him in the end. But if Tim wants to talk about grace then he should have been sitting with me night after night watching my cheater die. I didn’t see Tim at the beautiful funeral I gave my cheater! Where are you Tim? Mr. Paragon of virtue? I call BS on Tim and his crappy review!

      • Doingme says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:55 am

        Roberta

        I just love you! Your story has touched me since joining CL. When faced with the most devastating challenges you repeatedly showed strength and grace. What you did in the end was the most selfless act of kindness. You never deserved to be treated with such disrespect and indifference. You deserve to have peace and joy in your life. You are a mighty amazing woman I admire. Thank you.

        • Roberta says

          June 26, 2017 at 12:29 pm

          Awwww, Doingme, thank you, but I’m just a regular run of the mill chump trying to do my best so I’m able to sleep at night! This blog is chock full of guys and lady chumps who are just amazing, including you Doingme! We all are dealing with the unimaginable end of our “dream” lives, but by God, we at least get to write the ending! And from what I see here we have so many Mighty heroes and I’m so proud to be associated with these chumps if only on a blog! This shit is hard, but we are facing it head on with CL’s help and getting up everyday and building that better life we all deserve! The best revenge is living well!!! It kills these cheaters to know they didn’t destroy you. They really resent us and it eats them alive to know we really can do very well without them!

          • Doingme says

            June 26, 2017 at 8:37 pm

            “It kills the. Cheaters to know they didn’t destroy you!”

            So true Roberta.

            • Tessie says

              June 26, 2017 at 10:17 pm

              I, personally think both of you rock, Roberta and Doingme! You are both examples of courage, grace and good character, and a great big hug to both of you. Count me in as a member of your fan club!

    • Lyn says

      June 26, 2017 at 1:19 pm

      “my right to have agency in my own life was stolen from me.”

      So true.

  16. SeeTheLight says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:58 am

    Sounds like a poor joke…that was my life. Cheater got Grace, and then Brianna, Gabrielle, Anne, Scarlett, Dawn, Andrea….

    • Tempest says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:57 am

      lol!!

      • unicornomore says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:05 am

        Oh snap !

    • nomoreskankboy says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:18 am

      Probably a George in there as well!

    • Beth says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:29 am

      Mic drop. Hahahahahaha.

    • Waffles says

      June 26, 2017 at 4:13 pm

      Chastity and Prudence both said fuck off, cheater.

  17. neverwouldhaveimagined says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:01 am

    Your story is so powerful. And you are so mighty!

    • neverwouldhaveimagined says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:26 am

      @ unicornomore

      • unicornomore says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:11 am

        Thanks, I hope that God forgives my profanity laced rants in the 2 years since I learned how badly chumped I was.

        I did pray for his soul and I meant it. Sometimes people tell me that they hope or assume that he is in Hell…I surely don’t want that…I worked too hard and sacrificed too much for that. I am convinced that he needed me to get to Heaven and I did my part. If I get there myself, I hope that Im not required to interact with him.

        I asked for truth and eventually got it, but it was cloaked from me for a while. Truth is so powerful that it took on flesh and walked the Earth…don’t forget that, Chumps.

        • StartofSomethingGood says

          June 26, 2017 at 8:23 am

          Brilliant!

        • kimsoverit says

          June 26, 2017 at 11:55 am

          lol, “If I get there myself, I hope that Im not required to interact with him.” My friend’s MIL was dying from ALS, quite religious family, and she was discussing Heaven with her grown son and he said, “yes, Mom, everyone you’ve ever known will be there with you” and she replied “Well, let’s hope not EVERYone… Let’s not go crazy with that”… 😉

        • kiwichump says

          June 26, 2017 at 1:52 pm

          UnicornNoMore, don’t worry, you won’t be required to interact with him because God is not marriage counsellor from the RIC.

  18. ANC says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:01 am

    Therapist Former Cheater Tim forgets to mention Empathy. As in where the Fuck was that from the cheater to the chump target?!!

    Why must the chump offer a cheater anything? They, the cheater, have already consumed the chump’s time, money and all sorts of emotional investments from kids to shared finances. Grace? Now you think Grace is what the chump must give to the cheater?

    What really needs to be served to the cheater is a lawsuit for fraud, theft and manslaughter (if the cheater knowlingly gave the chump an STD). Since that doesn’t happen in the Real World, Grace is best served to the chump to NopeTheFuckOut of a one-sided dysfunctional ‘relationship’ with a person who intrinsically lacks integrity, a moral compass and sound character.

    Reformed Cheater Tim-What I have seen from people in this profession who are dysfunctional is that they try their hardest to project their continued bullshit onto others via therapized speak. At their core they are still who they are; any therapist knows that one’s character is pretty much set between the ages of 3-6yrs old. What they do with their therapy knowledge is cover themselves with different frosting, facades, glitter to proclaim they are Healed or Aware. But their actions reveal they are the SAME manipulative, destructive person time after time after time.

    So back to Empathy. Without ever having been taught to consider the feelings of others during early childhood, cheating is a huge indicator of the lack of empathy, it is absolutely ridiculous for anyone to pontificate that a cheater be given a Period of Grace from their victims. Empathy is what distinguishes a cheater from a chump. The marriage or relationship involved BOTH parties and maybe it was horrible through and through but the chump didn’t cheat. All the ‘temptations’ in the World would not make a chump cheat on their partner because they were raised to be empathetic towards others.

    Leave a dysfunctional asshole and regain an authentic life.

    • neverwouldhaveimagined says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:33 am

      Yes, ANC, all of this. Cheaters “lack integrity, a moral compass, and sound character” and are “manipulate, destructive” so chumps have the terrible choice ti leave or continue to be taken advantage of.

    • QueenMother says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:51 am

      Just yesterday I was reading that teaching cheaters empathy only gives them new tools to manipulate you with, does not help them become empathetic.

      • Tempest says

        June 26, 2017 at 7:57 am

        Exactly. They learn to fake empathy better and thus seduce even MORE people. My X was so offensive to many people when I first met him that his family thought I was the best thing that happened to him as I didn’t tolerate his bad behavior. He improved over time, dramatically, but what I see now is that he learned from me to be diplomatic, to mirror people’s emotions, to feign empathy. His seduction abilities thus improved, and his impression management improved, at my expense.

        [And for the record–yes, I would like a time machine to go back and slap my younger self for staying with someone so obviously narcissistic and socially grating. No more ‘projects’ for me.]

        • KathleenK says

          June 26, 2017 at 9:09 am

          My two year wreckonciation was basically a tutorial for my X to learn to feign taking responsibility, empathy, remorse etc. I went to his therapy a couple of times with him and was regaled by his therapist about how he “cries real tears every session”. Yeah, but his tears were only for himself. And I unknowingly taught him that. Damn!

        • Nikki Lynn says

          June 26, 2017 at 10:12 am

          And, if the cheater does group recovery work, the standard of care, they learn more and better ways to stay on the down low as they cheat. Win, win, win for everybody . . .

        • JesssMom says

          June 26, 2017 at 12:55 pm

          It took me more than two decades of slow burn to realize that this was true for my STBX as well.

          He was such an asshole to everyone (but me) when I met him … but, over time, he started mimicking my social cues. And, of course, once shit started to hit the fan he started to superficially co-opt my moral compass. So creepy in hindsight.

      • ANC says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:11 am

        Yeah. Therapy for the disordered is a training manual to project Normalcy and manipulate others.

        • Datdamwuf says

          June 26, 2017 at 9:02 am

          Yep, Lundy’s book “Why Does He Do That” tells you NEVER go to marriage counseling with an abuser. All you end up with is an abuser who has new tools to abuse you with.

          • kimsoverit says

            June 26, 2017 at 12:07 pm

            I wish I had known that at our first attempt at MC a dozen year ago. Dick put on an Oscar-worthy performance for a few sessions and stated we were there to “take our marriage to the next level”… um, no, we were there because his disordered family was interfering in our lives in very negative ways.. When the MC called him out on HIS issues and the lack of boundaries with HIS FOO, he ceased to be interested in counseling. Oops, that wasn’t his intention. Then I just ‘hated his family’…not true, but I did hate their lack of BOUNDARIES and disrespect of MINE! I’m sure he picked up some new manipulative techniques for the price of admission ($150/hr).

          • Chumptitude says

            June 26, 2017 at 6:21 pm

            Excellent point Dat, the abuser types described in “Why does he do this?” were an amazing help: https://www.facebook.com/notes/rebecca-cummings/abuser-profiles-from-why-does-he-do-that-by-lundy-bancroft/480862655302912/

            A unique blend of Mr. Sensitive, The Victim and The Water Torturer, my X is one sucky soul in an aging package for his wifetress to enjoy, ah sweet sweet karma!

      • NoMoreNarcs says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:08 am

        Sam Vaknin calls this ‘cold empathy’ – and likens it to the skills a predator needs to capture prey.

        I def saw that in my ex (a narc). He used therapy to learn better behavior – at least for short spurts. Until the stress got too high one day and the mask fell off.

        Luckily for me, I had the good sense to run and never look back. Even more luckily for me, that was the phase I found Chump Lady add started flipping the narratives back into reality.

        Getting serious about fixing my picker is NO JOKE. I’m so proud to see how many Chumps are commenting here that their spider senses were all over Tim before his cheater reveal.

        We are mighty

    • Lyn says

      June 26, 2017 at 1:26 pm

      My ex actually told me once he knew how to get his employees to do anything he wanted. When I asked, “What’s that?” He said, “I just have to act like I care.” I remember feeling shocked and answering, “No, you REALLY need to care.” Too bad I didn’t realize what his statement truly meant back then.

  19. VulcanChump says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:02 am

    Spot on as usual, CL. Why do so many people misunderstand what you’re doing here?

  20. Patsy says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:02 am

    Dear Tim,

    I assure you I offered him grace (5 years of ‘reconciliation’) and I got kicked in the teeth because he didn’t want to look at himself. At all.

    I don’t want a lot in life. But I do want to be respected and cherished. Infidelity really does the opposite.

  21. cheaterssuck says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:05 am

    Tim was a cheater. I am shocked!!! :-0

    No Tim, Chump Lady has never said “Once a cheater, always a cheater” and I don’t believe most of us here believe that either but cheating, even just one time, detonates a bomb over a relationship. Forgiving a cheater without levying big consequences just demonstrates to them that you’re willing to be a doormat. We teach people how to treat us and staying in a relationship after infidelity teaches a cheater to treat you like shit. Ask me how I know.

    The majority of the people here did give another chance to the cheater and showed them grace but they never found the elusive unicorn. The majority of who are left weren’t given that opportunity but they would have tried again. There are only a few who asserted their boundaries immediately. We call them mighty! We admire the GRACE they had for themselves.

    If you are a counselor Tim, take notice. The numbers are growing. The message is out there and its spreading like wildfire.

    • nomoreskankboy says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:11 am

      CS, wow! “There are only a few who asserted their boundaries immediately. We call them mighty! We admire the GRACE they had for themselves.” I love this! I never looked at it like that.

      • jumper says

        June 27, 2017 at 9:43 pm

        I kicked cheater out the day I discovered his double life, after 44 years of marriage. I see him most days, briefly, and I am civil. We share family holiday events. That is more grace than I would ever expect from him.

    • Off the crazy train says

      June 26, 2017 at 3:48 pm

      On this ‘once a cheater, always a cheater’ milarky; I think there’s a slightly different way to frame it.

      Someone that commits murder once, and only once, will forever be a murderer.

      I don’t think the point is to say that people can’t change, people can’t better themselves. I’m sure that they can. I prefer optimism.

      But the point is, that be it cheating or murdering, you have demonstrated that you are capable of acting out behaviours and actions that harm other people. Harm on a completely different scale and spectrum, of course. But still- it IS knowingly and willingly harming someone else.

      So when we say ‘once a cheater, always a cheater’ I personally don’t take that to mean that person will cheat again, but that they have the characteristics, capability and have actually put those into action.

      I’d be wary of a reformed murderer, and I’d be wary of getting involved with a reformed cheater.

      • Feelingit says

        June 26, 2017 at 5:00 pm

        Good point off the crazy train! I will add that “once a cheater, always a cheater” were the exact words my cheater used when he wanted me to kick him out and I was trying to give him another chance. Now, I don’t trust anything he says but I do believe him on that!

        Also, I have been reading here for a few months now and nothing has touched a nerve like today. Tim represents the jackass therapists and people who blame the victim all the way to the bank. They populate the web and prey on chumps at their weakest moment like ambulance chasing attorneys. They are sick , twisted and greedy.

      • MissDeltaGirl says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:22 pm

        Exactly!!!!!!!!!!!!! We can never unknow what we now know. And cheaters can never unfuck that whore.

      • NotANiceChump says

        June 27, 2017 at 1:30 am

        As it has been put to me: once you see what someone is capable of, you can never unsee it. That goes for terrible things like cheating and betrayal as well as awesome things like mightiness. I look at the “once a cheater, always a cheater” thing more like addiction (and NO, I’m not saying sex addiction is a thing)–like and alcoholic may never have another drink in their life, but a true alcoholic always considers themselves such no matter they’re 20 years sobriety. A cheater may never cheat again, but 9 times out of ten it’s because they had the fear of god shoved into them…not because they truly don’t want to cheat because they know the pain it causes and it because it just feels wrong. So, in essence, they aren’t reformed, they are just fighting on the reg to abstain for their own safety. I’ll save 1% for the real unicorns…but we all know how rare those are.

        And then the question my therapist would have you ask yourself: Is this acceptable to you?

        My cheater stopped his affair and did not pursue another until the day he asked for a divorce, but I could tell for all those almost 3 years what a goddamn struggle it was for him…to just be a decent human being and husband in this regard. Because once he cracked that door into cheating, there was not closing it, not really. And that is not acceptable to me, at all.

        • AuntieMame says

          June 27, 2017 at 9:12 am

          “Because once he cracked that door into cheating, there was not closing it, not really.”

          Recently, I found out that my XH cheated on his first wife with an “exit” affair. I believe opening that door creates an easy way to deal with things. So when our marriage hit a slump, instead of discussing it, going to counseling, or working at it, it was easy for him to cheat.

  22. Ohana says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:08 am

    If Tim wants a blog to support reformed cheaters, he should start one.

    He might be surprised at what he finds.

    Great response, Chump Lady.

    • ShrylKL says

      June 26, 2017 at 1:31 pm

      He will find crickets.

      Awesome post Chump Lady

  23. kmanning says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:08 am

    As my ex stood outside the courthouse (minutes after our divorce was finalized) blubbering because he “didn’t feel good about this” and asking me to give him a hug, I had my epiphany.

    I don’t feel sorry for you, you sad-sausage, lying, cheating, disordered human being.

    You blew up our lives (mine and our son) after 16 years of emotionally abusive behavior. I don’t feel sorry for you.

    My ex was on the receiving end of thousands of moments of grace that I gave him with my love and trust. He willfully stomped all over them. So when I finally, finally had my moment of clarity-I don’t feel sorry for you, my ex-I had earned it. Shame on you, Tim, for trying to make us question those hard-won moments.

    • Doingme says

      June 26, 2017 at 11:05 am

      kmanning

      When I was waiting for MY lawyer to give me and the cheater a copy of the settlement he pathetically said, “I think about you all the time.” I raised my arms, gave him my back and shouted, “I’m single.” He was so entitled he couldn’t believe I would ever divorce his sorry ass.

  24. Kathleen says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:12 am

    Difficult to read, I find these articles insulting to us chumps. Discovering your spouse has been fucking around.. sometimes for most of your marriage.. is the worst thing that someone can do to you.

    Tim, either your a cheater or intend to become one- stop writing reviews in something you know nothing about.

    • GraceInMotion says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:04 am

      Kathleen, I found this one difficult too. Scroll up and find the post from Coolbreezeout, he is a cheater of the worst kind….he used their children against her. 🙁

      • Kathleen says

        June 26, 2017 at 2:54 pm

        GraceInMotion,

        OMG! Just read it… son of a bitch He’s
        he has the “balls” to print the article?

        Tim… you are a fraud, cheater & a 100% NARC
        Keep your opinions to yourself. Used your kids against her??

        Scumbag

  25. Thankful says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:17 am

    OMG! Yes.

    Where is the cheaters grace towards the faithful spouse when they are emotionally spent trying to work out what the fuck is going wrong behind closed doors in their publicly perfect marriage?
    Where is the cheaters grace when the Chump is left to question their sanity, to the very core of who they are because the cheaters capacity to lie and deceive in order to keep their kibble supply is academy award winning?
    Where is the grace for the Chump who has to pick up the pieces of their shattered life while the cheater acts like they have no idea what the problem is? Who then begins to draw battle lines amongst family and friends because they need to be seen as the victim, to minimise possible consequences.

    I have grace for myself, forgiveness for myself, and hope for myself. I have non of these things for my cheater because despite his claims he does not need them from me, because he got them from a God and The Church, I have learned not to cast my pearls before swine.

  26. Stormyweather says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:23 am

    Tim,

    Let me tell you about grace.

    A decade ago I received a bill for an STD screen in my husband’s name. We’d been married for 16 years at that point, with two small children. The tests, luckily, were negative.
    I loved him, and believed we could make it through this difficult patch with the right help. We went to marriage counselling.

    The unique vulnerabilities at play, according to the marriage counsellor?
    His lack of self confidence.
    His need to ‘explore outside the marriage’ with prostitutes.
    My inability to put my career as a doctor aside.

    I dug deep. I internalised blame and found forgiveness. I took a step back from my medical career. I made room for grace.

    We rebuilt trust and intimacy over ten long years. Ten long years in which I believed he was committed to change, and I basked in the glow of our hard-won grace.

    Ten long years in which he continued to pursue high-risk casual sex with men and women outside our marriage, without my knowledge or consent.

    I made room for grace, and look where that got me.

    Fuck grace. Get mighty instead.

    • MaryC says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:39 am

      Exactly this. After years of internalizing and accepting blame for my ex’s abusive behavior, I finally got to the place where I rejected that particular mind-f*ck.

      And now Tim is gonna tell me it’s still all my fault?

      No way. Cheaters make their choices time after time after time thinking only about themselves. Now that I claim myself as a priority in my own life, I will not apologize for it or backtrack.

      • Lady B says

        June 26, 2017 at 7:55 am

        I took mine back after throwing him out thinking it was an Internet affair because she lived in Germany. He had the perfect opportunity to commit to his family and kiss her ass goodbye. He did not and I found out it was a full affair and promptly kicked his ass out again three weeks later. He played my grace. I remember sitting in the car the moment I said he could come back after thinking I had been to harsh about an EA and he smiled and said ‘you are too good for me and Im a fuck up’ sooo true.
        It’s a rigged game, chump only wins by regaining their life, hard and painful but you got to look at the long term.

    • QueenMother says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:02 am

      Stormyweather, your story makes me think we need a whole re-work of marriage counseling. We need therapists who live in this century, who know this reality, and expect men to become equal partners.

      Why oh why would a therapist countenance that a wife who is a doctor put aside her career? That is some fucked up advice. Make the wife less, so asshole can be more? Sick.

      Therapist should have told him to give you emotional and mental support and encouragement. Therapist should have encouraged him to think about the marriage as a unit and what he could do for the marriage, instead of focusing his thoughts on himself as being in need of confidence boosters.

      If he needed confidence boosters, why couldn’t he look in the right places?

      Why would that therapist let you internalize blame? If the therapist was out of the picture, why did the therapist let that happen and leave you to yourself?

      Chumps, could some of you consider becoming the new therapists that our world needs, and start a new therapy / healing modality? I think one mark of the new therapy would be straight talk to the cheater. Just saying.

      • chumpinrecovery says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:44 am

        “Therapist should have told him to give you emotional and mental support and encouragement. Therapist should have encouraged him to think about the marriage as a unit and what he could do for the marriage, instead of focusing his thoughts on himself as being in need of confidence boosters.”

        Our therapist did try to do that. Actually he told us both that we needed to do that. Guess which one of us was ready and willing and eager to commit to the process and which one decided that was too much to ask and ran away?

        • Lyn says

          June 26, 2017 at 1:28 pm

          They shy away from anything that would make them look too deeply into themselves! They’d rather bail or blame.

      • Spackley says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:21 am

        I think therapists should handle cheating the same way they should handle physical abuse. Absolutely refuse to have both partners in couples counseling and only require both to be in individual counseling for at least a year. Use individual counseling to boost the chump and gauge the authenticity of the cheater’s desire for true reconciliation before making a verdict regarding the appropriatness of couples therapy for that specific relationship. Anything less than, is irresponsible and perpetuating further abuse on the chump.
        I’m still trying to decide if I’m going to write letters to my 5 former therapists, asking them if I repeatedly came into counseling sessions with a black eye or fat lip, would they have taken the same approach with me. Because in between sessions that’s exactly what stbx was emotionally doing to me. I reported that I was waking up in panic attacks and/or hysterics from the nightmares I was having ONLY when I slept in the same bed as him. For 8 months I some how found a way to survive off of less than 4 hours of sleep a night. When I finally took up a friend’s offer to stay in her home, I automatically started sleeping 5-6 hours a night. After I got my own place from the first night on I’ve been sleeping 7-9 hours a night. My heart AND my mind may be a pair of dumbasses, but my.body sure as hell knew that what the fuck was going on.

        • Tempest says

          June 26, 2017 at 11:55 am

          Yes, Spackley–write to those therapists. Educate them individually & advance the Chump Revolution.

        • QueenMother says

          June 26, 2017 at 2:00 pm

          I wonder if they can be sanctioned, or at least give you a refund.

    • MJB says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:17 am

      Yep I ate that shit sandwich for 10+ years. During that time, I did start to see his character. Really it was all about him. Never about me. So why should I be surprised he would do it again? I couldn’t believe he would chose schmoopie over his kids. I found out he’s trying to screw around with a young schmoopie at our kids high school. Who does that? Who thinks their wants or needs outweigh those of their wife and kids? How fucking embarrasing!! I don’t owe that loser anything. Not grace, not forgiveness.

      To those out there reading this and trying to untangle that skein, don’t buy this bullshit that you can control the narrative and if only you’re willing to offer grace. I know you’re grasping at straws. But you didn’t cause this, you can’t control this. This is who they are. Whatever reasons they give themselves to cheat doesn’t matter. This is who they are. Whenever the situation arises again, and it will, this is what they do. This is who they are.

    • chumpinrecovery says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:41 am

      In the first few weeks after D-Day I questions myself constantly over whether or not I caused the problems in my marriage by not giving in on a handful of things he wanted that would have required me to give up a part of my identity, including giving up my career as an engineer when my daughter was born. He wanted me to be a SAHM and I refused. Did I cause a rift in my marriage because of that? He did list my career as one of his resentments. According to him he cheated because my career got too much of my time and he felt unloved.

      I am so sorry that you did put your career on hold for your asshole and it wasn’t worth it. Stories like yours make me so glad I didn’t do the same as it clarifies the fact that my marriage would have blown up anyway. He would have found some other reason to resent me. I am only sorry that there are so many stories like yours out there to help me realize that.

    • Datdamwuf says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:05 am

      Same, forgave and learned to trust the cheater at year 7. Ten years later found out it was a sham, years of my life wasted on an asshole. Maybe a cheater can reform for someone else, but not for you. Once you take them back they think they know where your boundary is and they will almost certainly fuck you over again.

    • kimsoverit says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:15 pm

      “Fuck grace. Get mighty instead” I want THIS on a T-shirt!!! 🙂

      • Chumptitude says

        June 26, 2017 at 6:10 pm

        Me too kimsoverit, and on the back of the T-Shirt, I would add “That’s what “we’re over” looks like…”

  27. cashmere says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:28 am

    Oh, boy. Grace, is it? I extended grace–not even of the “let’s reconcile” variety, but merely of the “I support your healing” variety–for nearly a year.

    That made plenty of room for the cheater to lie, blame, continue his affair, mess with the kids’ heads, and engage in legal and financial shenanigans for that entire time period.

    True grace? Finding CL/CN, disconnecting from all abuse, and getting on with a cheater free life.

    • Nikki Lynn says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:11 am

      “True Grace? Finding CL/CN …”. This X 1000

    • ClearWaters says

      June 26, 2017 at 4:52 pm

      “True grace? Finding CL/CN, disconnecting from all abuse, and getting on with a cheater free life.” X 1000000

  28. ICanSeeTheMehComing! says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:30 am

    I went to two different MCs with Mr. Sparkles. The first one identified my “righteous anger” about the online activity (I was still in denial that he actually fucked somebody)… but he was winding down to retirement so he passed us along to another MC.

    The new MC said that it will only work if we both come prepared to work. If only one person comes, one person will get well and the other one won’t and the marriage will fail. Mr. Sparkles refused to go back after 4 sessions and so did I (though I knew by then I had married a serial adulterer).

    After Mr. Sparkles announced he was leaving us, breaking up his THIRD FAMILY, I found my own therapist. She called him a NARCISSIST in our first session and my life only get better from there.

    CHUMPS… if you’ve got a reconciliation focused MC, I challenge you to find one for yourself that understands the personality disordered… those with aggressive personality (no, that doesn’t mean violent)… manipulators… controllers. I dare you to not sit in those sessions like a bobble-doll. The chump struggle is real AND we must change the narrative for future Chumps.

    Tim – sorry buddy. We’re not your tribe. We are warriors for the truth, love, honesty and being our own saving grace.

  29. Newlady15 says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:32 am

    Ya I tried grace–4 years of it( you know the convo–I can’t “nag” and can never refuse sex because it’s soooo important to him) What did it get me? Four years for him to commit massive financial abuse, stop working so I wouldn’t get spousal support and every other type of abuse, years in which I was abjectly miserable and almost went crazy( something he wanted me to believe anyway). Things would have been very different if I had known about post nups(likely it would have ended the marriage when it should have ended–after the first DDay). And tim you are just another sparkly turd…

    • Lady B says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:00 am

      If I hadn’t found this site I would have gone insane living with him and buying the mind fuck, guaranteed!

  30. MyRedSandals says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:37 am

    Hmm, I wonder if “Tim” has ever asked his chump of a wife how she feels about his betrayal 20 years ago?

    • Tempest says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:52 am

      She’s spackled it, or she wouldn’t have been able to stay.

    • cheaterssuck says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:53 am

      He never does mention who he cheated on or if he’s still with her. I think that speaks volumes right there. If he was still with her he would have said for sure.

      It doesn’t fit his narrative to be with someone else so he leaves that salient point out. My bet is that he’s not with her anymore which makes Chump Lady’s point.

    • MissDeltaGirl says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:47 am

      According to the post by CoolBreezeOut at 6:42 a.m., he abandoned his wife and married the affair partner. He continues to drag ex wife through the mud through podcast interviews with his (now) adult children. AND he evidently runs an infidelity site. See the post for all the details. He is a horrible, horrible person.

      • coolbreezeout says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:50 am

        He abandoned them to keep the ‘relationship’ with the whore. He eventually decided to dump that lady and married yet another one. The new one had originally been married to a cheater and got a divorce, then found ‘reformed’ Tim. They are both counselors whose entire practice is built on showing ‘grace’ and to be patient while the cheater is in the ‘affair fog’ and better yourself so that when they come out of the fog and pick you, you will be a ‘better spouse’ for your magically reformed teacher.

        • coolbreezeout says

          June 26, 2017 at 8:51 am

          cheater, not teacher.

        • MissDeltaGirl says

          June 26, 2017 at 11:25 pm

          I stand corrected. Thx.

      • No Shit Cupcakes says

        June 10, 2019 at 3:11 pm

        No, it appears that he has been married three times (thank you Indiana). Original wife (whose heart he stomped), second wife (who knows where he found her) and now wife #3 whose husband cheated AND she is an RIC therapist.

        Or maybe only twice, but there are only so many of them with the same first name and middle initial.

    • coolbreezeout says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:48 am

      He left his wife for the whore (he calls the affair partner). He ended up marrying someone else, who had formally been married to another cheater. His new wife is also a counselor along with him – talking strongly about grace and the need to pick me dance until the cheater decides to come out of the ‘affair fog’.

      • Expatchump says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:02 am

        What’s the name of his blog/podcast?

        • MissDeltaGirl says

          June 26, 2017 at 2:41 pm

          I looked up this dude and think I found him. I think this is him. @CoolBreezeOut let me know if this is not the correct affair recovery specialist with a podcast interviewing his adult children re: mom’s poor response to the affair and divorce. Chumps, be warned:
          Tim Tedder
          http://www.affairhealing.com/podcast107.html

          • MissDeltaGirl says

            June 26, 2017 at 2:43 pm

            Ok. Just realized DatDamWuf already posted further down. Sorry for the repeat.

  31. Anita says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:42 am

    I was thinking about this just this morning, and I think it is absolutely correct that There is no grace for cheating. I think it is a marriage ending deal breaker of the highest order. U think any cheating should end any relationship.

    Once a person has broken your trust, you need to get them out of your life. One and done, the end. This, for me, applies to all levels if cheating. One thing that seems to confound chumps and keep them stuck with these losers us that the cheater convinces them it didn’t get “physical”. Well, so fucking what? That shouldn’t be your tolerance any way. Your tolerance should be that the person you married , lived with, was monogamous with yourself is sneaking around in a pseudo sexual/romantic relationship with another person. That is ALL you need to know.

    I had what appeared to be a successful reconciliation, but guess what, it wasn’t. There was nothing that could ever undo the shit that was done. Why even bother. I did not trust him, I did but ” love ” him, I lost my will to commit to him. Things can never be right after cheating, and I don’t think there are any exceptions.

  32. Patsy says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:42 am

    A therapist told me that in his whole time practising as a therapist, he only ever came across a marriage healed after an affair once.

    Once.

    Why? Because the cheater got it. He got what a truly horrible, shitty thing he did to his wife, and he showed her that he got it. They would come to therapy and apparently he would sit there and sob, session after session.

    All I got was self pity, ‘when are you going to stop making such a fuss’ and refusal to examine himself.

  33. Tempest says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:50 am

    Tim writes: “But couples can and do reconcile in ways that are satisfying to both of them.”

    WHERE IS HIS DATA? And especially, where is his long-term data? Because even if we admit that those of us in Chump Nation are self-selected because we married (often) massive serial cheating fuckwits, the data from this site is overwhelming that (a) people who cheat in a relationship are VERY likely to cheat again in the same relationship; (b) reconciling leads to an emotional excrement buffet worthy of a cruise ship, sans the ice sculptures. Until the chump finally wises up years down the road and tosses out the cheater once and for all.

    Tim will think me even meaner than ChumpLady–I do not, under 99.9999999999999999999% of circumstances, think a person who has been betrayed should EVER reconcile. The power imbalance in a relationship is so altered by deception and cheating that it cannot be re-balanced. Nor is it worth it to try and re-balance it. Game over.

    • QueenMother says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:05 am

      Right?

      Tim did not reconcile with his chump, so end of discussion.

    • Nikki Lynn says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:25 am

      Yes, this N=1 would have been in the “successful reconciliation” drawer of the therapists seen over the years (to their knowledge and mine for that matter).

      Annnnnnnnd, it coudn’t have been further from the truth.

      Time to shine a bright light on such therapists – especially those that are cheaters who have, cleverly, found a way to flip the script and make money off of their “mistakes.”

    • chumpinrecovery says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:55 am

      Schmoopie reconciled with her husband after he cheated. See how well that turned out? All it did was make a cheater out of her too (although I still like to think I would not have done that if STBX and I had fake reconciled).

    • Aletheia says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:58 am

      I agree. 12 years of wreckonciliation and I didn’t even get a lousy t-shirt. I wasted those years and provided myself as a target for heaps of lies, blame and more gaslighting.

      It was not ever satisfying to me. I made the best of it and he dragged me down. I am so much more without that anchor.

      It sounds like mr. Sparkly reviewer is still torturing his ex, why not just leave her alone and move on already? Oh, because he is still a cheater at the core and feels entitled to a movie script post divorce where “mistakes were made, but we are now BFFs.” Centrality.

      • Tempest says

        June 26, 2017 at 2:04 pm

        “12 years of wreckonciliation and I didn’t even get a lousy t-shirt.”

        Excellent, Aletheia! That should be on a T-shirt….oh, wait…..

    • Anita says

      June 27, 2017 at 6:08 am

      You are so right, Tempest. My thoughts toward x were totally different after i found out he was actually a lying cheating whoremonger. I never would have married that. I think I hated him from the first moment I knew it but convinced myself otherwise. I fell into one of those false love situations you hear about. All those really take to hum along is some sex, and lovey dovey actions, and some dysfunction. Just like an affair. Ugh disgusting!!

  34. One Step at a Time says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:51 am

    I love the sound of a mic drop in the morning!!! Great job, CL!!!

  35. LovedaJackass says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:01 am

    Dear Tim, No one comes here hating their cheating spouse, although lots of us are devastated and angry in equal measure. We come here in shock and despair. One of the most common phrases from chumps in the beginning and middle of the experience of being betrayed is: “I want my old life back.” Most of us want to turn back the clock to the point where we were telling ourselves we were loved, the point before we knew we were being betrayed.

    One thing your response doesn’t consider is how cheaters have to devalue their spouses in order to cheat in the first place. There must be a moment in which the cheater says, “My interest in sex with another person or the thrill of the chase is more important the deepest, most vulnerable feelings and needs or my spouse. This person I married is less important than my need for excitement and external validation.” This devaluation shows up in criticism, in treating the chump like a “spouse appliance,” in a home life where one person’s wants are catered to while the other one’s legitimate needs are ignored. That kind of life leaves chumps in a bad way, not only broken-hearted but broken down. In the aftermath of discovering the affair, it’s almost impossible not to feel like a bag of trash that’s been tossed to the side of the road, without worth or value.

    The problem with reconciliation is that chumps never really gets a chance to heal. The focus is on saving the marriage, rather than allowing those who were betrayed to take the time to look at what the betrayal involved, how it happened, and what it took out of them to live in such a marriage. I think reconciliation is possible, but only after chump have learned to separate their own survival and self-interest from that of their betrayer. Truly remorseful cheaters will understand this and see time apart as a chance to deal with the character issues that led to this exploitive, abusive behavior. And that’s the real problem with reconciliation: unless therapists and cheater start to see cheating as a form of emotional and psychological abouse (and physical abuse, for those who end up with STDs or stress-related illness), reconciliation will always be more about saving a marriage than healing the people involved in the marriage.

    Finally, if the cheater is disordered (a substance abuser, a psychopath or someone with a serious personality disorder), the chump just needs to walk away. These people aren’t really available for healthy relationships. The first thing my therapist said to me was, “You can never go back.” Because her primary concern was not a marriage or relationship, but me.

    • rockette says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:05 am

      Thank you lovedajackass!! Love this:

      One thing your response doesn’t consider is how cheaters have to devalue their spouses in order to cheat in the first place. There must be a moment in which the cheater says, “My interest in sex with another person or the thrill of the chase is more important the deepest, most vulnerable feelings and needs or my spouse. This person I married is less important than my need for excitement and external validation.”

      THIS resonates so much for me in trying to work out why cheating is so so sooo horrible. My ex completely devalued me in order to justify everything, reasoning that even the birthday gifts I thoughtfully chose for him just weren’t what he liked. They will take everything and anything you do as justification for cheating. And if you had done it the opposite way, that would not have been what they wanted either.

      My mom just told me this morning that my dad had recently told her the last time he felt truly connected to her and valued in their partnership was on their honeymoon. Also known as, that’s the last time he wasn’t cheating on her. He has been gaslighting and devaluing her my entire life to justify his cheating, no matter how she acts, no matter what it is, it will never be what he wants. He has spent probably tens of thousands on sex workers over the course of their marriage and yet it has always been my mom who is completely wasteful and spending all their money, to the point where I would go to sleep as a kid to the sounds of his yelling about the credit card bills. Fuckwad.

      • LovedaJackass says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:31 am

        The spouse who can never be please is an abuser, albeit one that isn’t using his or her fists. I feel for your mother. And this is truly a case that shows that cheating and other forms of abuse (verbal, financial, psychological) appear together.

      • Sucker Punched by a Saffa says

        June 26, 2017 at 6:37 pm

        Sorry your dad is such a colossal ASSHOLE !

    • Doingme says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:44 am

      So powerful, LAJ. To be validated rather than exploited finally came when I found my kick ass therapist who told me, “If you go back it will kill you.” It took me a few months to accept the fact I was married to a toxic narcissist. I filed still loving my abuser. He also recommended finding a blog; this is how I found CL/CN.

      Tim states, “To be clear, I am not suggesting that traumatized spouses should just roll over with an “It’s okay, I still love you attitude.” Real grace will still establish real boundaries. Grace is not the same thing as trust. Some cheaters should never be trusted again, but I would still encourage a consideration of grace, not just pure justice.”

      To this I say, “Cheating is a deal breaker, always.” Cheating is always about power and control. Real boundaries: recognize cheating as abuse, it requires agency, every action is planned and executed repeatedly. Justice is gathering evidence, documentation, and serving up consequences for the disordered in getting child support, alimony, and a favorable settlement.

      Just laughing at the thought of his expectation of the VICTIM having grace. RUN, gracefully and leave the scorched earth behind you as MEH awaits.

    • geekmom says

      June 27, 2017 at 8:14 pm

      Wow. Just. . . wow. Exactly right.

  36. MJB says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:02 am

    Wow so Tim thinks the chump should extend some grace during the affair fog (or what I call the ho high). If so, his ex wife may have been able to bring him back to the marriage versus him ruuning off with the ho? That’s just blowing smoke up the chump’s ass that they might control the outcome. Maybe the cheater will chose the chump over the ho. Who can make their needs smaller while throwing more kibbles? Ho? Chump? Who is willing to eat the shit sandwhich and keep it down and actually look/fake like they are enjoying it? Eeny meeny miny moe pick a doormat by it’s toe…

  37. PF says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:03 am

    Dear: Tiny Tim

    “Grace” is not putting your adult children on your “show” and publicly shaming your chump ex wife.

    Seems you’re still a prick.

    • cashmere says

      June 26, 2017 at 3:28 pm

      Agree.

  38. Tundra Woman says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:14 am

    I damn well knew from the first paragraph you are a Cluster B Personality Disorder, Tim. A walking talking shitting pontificating malignantly terminal asshole. Oh but indeed I DO have the letters behind my name to make that (horror of horrors!) ass-essment and decades of experience to back it up. I have time on mah side, baby and after spending the better part of several decades with people whose job description is succinctly described as “I kill people for a living,” I’m well versed in the various forms of asshattery people assume to cover their lack of conscience.

    Tim, the simple reason why you’re allegedly not cheating now is you can’t afford to unless you wanna pay for it. Upfront, cash, credit card “will do nicely thank you. Would you like to see me do the shimmy again?” (Props to Tina Turner, “Private Dancer.”) If you were ever hawt, now you’re not. Twenty years puts you solidly in the demographic of: On the downward slide of middle age, not quite yet to decrepitude but working on it. Simply put, your opportunities have become far more limited numerically. In view of your age you damn well better ante up more for your 401k and pay off the vacation home and the only way you could figure out to to achieve that is to become a snake oil peddler. You pay yourself for telling people, very vulnerable people not only what they wanna hear but by dumping the responsibility for someone else’s morally and ethically bankrupt choices on the victim. That dawg don’t hunt in my world.

    There are some behaviors that are simply wrong. Period. The people who have engaged in these behaviors KNOW they’re wrong. How do we know that? Oh, what a thorny academic question, let’s ponder deeply what a 5 yr. old already damn well knows: If ya gotta hide what you’re doing, you KNOW IT’S WRONG. Full Stop. Considering you’re suppose to evolve (along with Individuate) even further morally from your five year old self, you’re a pre-school Head Start flunk out. Congratulations. Don’t you dare sit there and tell me “I didn’t kill anyone.” Yes, you did. Infidelity like suicide always kills at least two. I deal wth people who have enough of a conscience that when left to their own devices (and sadly, many HAVE been) would kill themselves for the self-lacerating guilt they experience living with the after effects of what we might euphemistically call a “A Rather Robust Diplomatic Failure to Communicate.”

    Tim, sell as much hopium and bulk shit as ya can. If you weren’t so transparently hiding in plain sight (and thus illuminating the military definition of “Stealth”) you’d be walking up and down 7th Ave. sporting a sandwich board that says “Slippery When Wet, Greasy when Dry” for Col. Sanders Chicken Fry. One quick read of your excuses and a 5 yr. old could determine you’re a couple French fries short of a small, oily gas bag.

    And make sure you tell em about the DARVO Special. Wouldn’t want people to die for lack of self-flaeggelation.

    • Doingme says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:01 am

      TW

      ” I’m well versed in the various forms of asshattery people assume to cover their lack of conscience.”

      Just love your entire post TW. You nailed it.

    • Meh or Bust says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:10 am

      Damn TW. You are my idol. PS: What is DARVO?

      • LovedaJackass says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:37 am

        It’s an acronym for: Deny, Attack, and Reverse Victim and Offender.

        This is a tactic used by abusers to turn the tables on their victims. “I don’t spend too much time golfing with Schmoopie. I’m not the one who never wants to go out. You’re the one who spends all her time taking care of the kids…”

        It’s a form of blame shifting and gaslighting. Abusive and manipulative.

    • DancesWithMeh says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:45 am

      TW, your assessment even more brilliant TGIF not CL’s.

      Thanks for putting this self-important, over-the-hill has-bag in his place.

      • DancesWithMeh says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:46 am

        That was supposed to read “more brilliant than CL’s”. I think my autocorrect is a cheater too!

    • pregnant chump says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:28 am

      I was recently having a conversation with my mum who was married to my serial cheating father until he left for his last OW. This was 16 years ago and he is now married to OW. He has basically told my mum that the only reason he hasn’t cheated on OW is because he is old and no one would want him now. As well as the fact that she has no children and does everything for him.

    • rockette says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:53 pm

      Haha love love love it TW!

    • Sucker Punched by a Saffa says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:41 pm

      LMAO !

    • AllOutofKibble says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:44 pm

      You rock TW!

    • OneStuckChump says

      June 29, 2017 at 6:41 pm

      This is the best thing I have ever read on the internet. I am crying happy, healing tears from laughing so hard. And trust me, I have read A LOT on the internet!!

  39. JC says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:19 am

    CL’s best point, IMO, is that we ALL left room for grace.

    I gave my wife multiple chances to be graceful, do the right thing, and recommit to the marriage. To “encourage” her to do this (back when I mistakenly believed that I could control someone else’s actions), I pick-me danced like crazy. I also attended marriage counseling. I even left her once to “scare” her into seeing what she was giving up.

    At every one of those decision points, of which there were several major ones and thousands of little ones, my wife chose to be graceless.

    …And that’s not the end of the story. As fellow chumps know, after I left my wife for good, she continued her lack of “grace,” helping to destroy her AP’s engagement and marriage…all while asking me for more chances and claiming she’d changed.

    I wholeheartedly agree that there’s ample available “room for grace” by cheaters: recommit, beg for your marriage, be humble and admit your mistakes and faults, don’t blameshift, don’t lie. Or, actually admit that you are not capable of being faithful to your chosen spouse and therefore must divorce openly and honestly.

    The room for grace is right there, staring cheaters in the face. My ex wife avoided that room at all costs, as did ‘most every cheater discussed on this site.

    • Free Vix says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:32 pm

      This is exactly what jumped out at me, too. I gave my ex Olympic pools full of grace, and he squandered every drop. And yet the RIC holds no expectation that the cheater should ever have to act with grace themselves, only the Chump. My ex offered me not an ounce of grace for the years of perceived wrongs he believed I committed against him. (How dare I ask for help or expect him to use words when discussing important subjects.) While I offered him grace time after time, he instead kept score and exacted revenge.

      There is no room for grace when it is not valued by the cheater. There is no room for grace when the cheater refuses to act with it. There is no room for grace when it is used to manipulate rather than to heal.

      I have good friends who are a unicorn couple. Like most chumps, he offered grace. It only matters now because she valued it, worked hard on personal change, and acted with grace in return. This is where most cheaters fall short. They expect all things for themselves, and usually refuse to act with reciprocity.

      So go stuff it, Tim.

      • Skinwalker says

        June 28, 2017 at 5:55 am

        FreeVix,

        There are a lot of great posts, but this one really spoke to me!

        >>>There is no room for grace when it is not valued by the cheater. There is no room for grace when the cheater refuses to act with it. There is no room for grace when it is used to manipulate rather than to heal.<<<

        Yes! I took a screenshot for posterity!

  40. A survivor says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:27 am

    There is an article at salon.com titled the secret family I hid from my wife. If ever an article that needed to be put through the UBT, it is this one. This guy has the audacity to try to get his wife to return to the workforce so that he could support his mistress and love child they so badly wanted. I would link it, but I don’t know how. Could someone please get this one to chumplady?

    • Tempest says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:58 am

      http://www.salon.com/2011/04/12/secret_family/

      • Tempest says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:02 am

        And I think these quotes will give a pretty good indication of the author’s morality and character:

        “So, I decided to marry the girl I was dating. She was no better or worse than the scores of other girlfriends, whose names I have long forgotten and whose faces I cannot remember. I guess marriage to me was like musical chairs — when the music stopped, I married the one left standing.”

        “I grew up in the U.K., and though I moved to the States, I never much cared for American women. I found them too materialistic and emotionally needy, spiritually warped by commercial television.” [cuz we’re all the same, dontchaknow?]

        “[OW’s] Her friends, weaned on the cheap morality of tabloid TV and glossy magazines, believed there was no greater crime than a man cheating on his wife.”

        • NWBiblio says

          June 26, 2017 at 10:46 am

          Yeah, it’s definitely the tabloid TV and glossy magazines that make cheating a bad thing. Definitely.

          • Tempest says

            June 26, 2017 at 12:00 pm

            Exactly. Blame People magazine.

            Signed, your materialistic, emotionally needy, spiritually warped American friend ; )

        • rockette says

          June 26, 2017 at 1:01 pm

          Wow, this is horrible. Yea, blame it on “reality” you delusional psychopath.

          Some credentials he boasts: PJ McDowell is the pen name of an East Coast writer and blogger. He has four children and two estranged partners.

        • Tempest says

          June 26, 2017 at 2:01 pm

          Whoa, just found this little nugget from the salon article, with denial, projection, rationalization, DARVO all rolled into one:

          “But the most important rule for me was that I would never hurt my kids. Many times Lisa and I had rued how society insists if a partner is unfaithful, the next stop is the attorney. That’s whom my wife would call if I told her. Why, we asked, could grown-ups not just agree the magic was gone and find others to fill that emotional need but still keep the family together? The truly selfish act wasn’t infidelity; it was putting your own hurt and sense of betrayal before the children’s interests. Kids need the reassurance of stability. I’d seen statistics that children from broken homes show higher rates of drug use, psychological and other emotional issues. Wasn’t I taking the ethical road — putting my desires and dreams second, even if others disapproved, even if it meant Lisa and I only got to see each other a few days during the month?”

          In other words, his WIFE would be the selfish one for divorcing him due to an affair, and “putting [her] own sense of betrayal before the children’s interests?” There are some people lightning bolts should hit just on principle.

          • QueenBee says

            June 26, 2017 at 6:56 pm

            This kind of logic astounds me. Several months ago, I read an article about a man who had been married for years. The marriage had gotten progressively worse. They tried counseling, but to no avail. Both spouses were miserable, though neither cheated. In the article, he claimed that she eventually became emotionally abusive, and they were both miserable. Though the thought was that they would stay for the kids, it became apparent that simply was not the appropriate choice. So, he finally left and filed for divorce, and his wife told all of their friends and family that he was a “bastard.” In the article, he said that in his opinion, it is the men who are miserable in marriages, yet stay for their kids, and become serial cheaters to cope with their unhappiness that are the bastards. An interesting thought…..

            • AuntieMame says

              June 27, 2017 at 9:27 am

              Yeah no. We didn’t have kids. He wasn’t staying for the kids. He was staying so he could have lots and lots of kibbles from different sources.

              What I’m finding, when I have discussions with chumps, is a lot were similar to my marriage. The cheater continually set up situations to make the chump angry and then the cheater could claim being unhappy because of a miserable marriage.

              And the situations were sometimes big, but often small things that just added up and up. Example, chump asks cheater to do something to help with the house. Cheater doesn’t do it. Chump asks again, cheater does it but wrong. Chump does it his/herself. Next time, chump ask once, twice, third time it gets done but wrong. Chump has to pick up the pieces. Chump gets angry. Cheater is hurt! “I can’t do anything right to make you happy!”

              Wash, rinse, repeat. Over and over. Now Cheater is justified in their cheating. Their SO can never be happy! They give and give and give and get nothing but anger in response.

              • geekmom says

                June 27, 2017 at 8:34 pm

                So true. I got up on Sunday morning to the smell of coffee brewing, he didn’t drink coffee so that was a treat. Only problem? He neglected to put a paper filter in the coffeemaker, so I had an overflowing mess of hot, undrinkable “coffee” on the counter, dripping on the floor, and a coffeemaker I had to completely disassemble to clean out. Took 1/2 an hour to clean up the mess; fine way to start an early Sunday.

                And, did he apologize – offer to clean up or at least help? Nope. He sat with the TV on, computer in his lap, and moaned about “losing all his husband points because he never does anything right” and how he could never please me despite his best efforts and he’d stay out of the kitchen forever now. Like he ever helped before.

                It was just one more log on the fire of “She’s NEVER happy with anything I do and she thinks I’m stupid!”

              • AuntieMame says

                June 27, 2017 at 9:48 pm

                This could’ve happened between me and Ex-Hole! Well, he would’ve said he was sorry. But he said it like a robot, with no sincerity behind it. He said he was sorry the exact same way, whether is was “forgetting” to get something at the store or cheating.

      • Soldiering On says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:57 am

        Oh, barf. I couldn’t read more than a couple of paragraphs before I had to quit. What a smarmy bastid (as the fully evolved Brits would say as they’re screwing around on their perfect spouses.)

        • Sucker Punched by a Saffa says

          June 26, 2017 at 7:21 pm

          I made it to the end.

          Congratulations “PJ McDipshit” You have four children and two estranged partners-don’t you sound like a catch ?

          • Nora says

            June 26, 2017 at 8:35 pm

            Oh, but he has his memories. That makes it all okay.

            ::eyeroll::

  41. Doingme says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:38 am

    “Over 20 years ago, I was a cheater. I am not a cheater now. And I know many other former cheaters who have long years of evidence pointing to their trustworthiness.”

    Straight from the mouth of a cheater. Yeah, Tim that’s what she said. “He will never cheat on ME.” Personally, I do believe ‘once a cheater always a cheater’. And the reformed cheater narrative? First this comment blames the innocent spouse. I only cheated on HER. The luck cunt gets the new improved pedestal of my wonderfulness. Secondly, your evidence is supported by former cheaters/predators?

    Hey, Tim when I say Grace every night I thank the lord for all the blessings in my life. That would be my cheater free life.

    Chump Lady, I can’t thank you and the mighty chumps enough for saving my life.

    • Doingme says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:51 am

      And Tim, I give you ‘0’ stars for your cheater ‘vulnerabilities’ bullshit. Straight out of the cheater’s handbook. Sad, sad, sausage.

    • coolbreezeout says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:01 am

      He speaks often of “affair fog”, so there is a built in ‘get out of jail free’ card for all cheaters. While he does encourage no contact, it is to give space to the cheater to allow them to figure out what they want. So basically, don’t hound them into staying with you.

      He believes that the chump must provide full forgiveness, which means not requiring any form of restitution if you do accept the cheater back. Well, really – if the cheater decides to ‘pick you’ instead of the affair partner.

      He is a Jesus Cheater and was working for a church at the time of his cheating. He admits to lying to his ex-wife and children for years even after d-day. He said the relationship had ended when he was still actively seeing the whore and claiming to have been ‘restored’. So, why we are supposed to believe him now is crazy.

      I belonged to his site early after d-day because he was saying what I wanted to hear – that marriages could survive. When I found out he was a cheater, I went back through all of his blogs and writings and saw the craziness of it all.

      • Anita says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:18 am

        These losers come out of that affair fog pretty quickly when you apply consequences to them, and throw their asses out. No more affair, no more fog.

      • Feelingit says

        June 26, 2017 at 9:04 pm

        Scenario one: driver A runs his car into the back of Driver B’s car on a foggy day.

        Scenario two: driver A runs his car into the back of Driver B’s car on a clear day.

        I’m pretty sure the cars are wrecked in both scenarios.

    • Feelingit says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:54 pm

      Love this post!

  42. GonnaBeOK says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:39 am

    I’m at work so this is going to be short.

    Gave him grace and he gave me another kick in the teeth: another woman yet again plus Craigslist meeting with a garter belt wearing man at Red Roof Inn.

    Gosh, maybe I just don’t know how to give grace properly. My bad.

  43. beenchumped says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:40 am

    MY first d-day was 9 years before MY 2nd d-day. In reality my 1st was his 4 long term affair, and who knows how many strangers in hotel lobbies at “work” conferences and trade shows (he traveled constantly; (now I know some was for work and some was for his “hobby.”). There were also hooker(s?) in Las Vegas trade shows. Between MY 1st and 2nd d-day there were more and more of the same. My “grace” (I call stupidity) cost me 9 more years of my life, 9 more years of lost career and money making potential (which I could really fucking use now that I’m a single mom w/ 3 jobs. returning to work after being a sahm for 18 years. I made more money and outranked him when I quit to halp him feel like a manly provider. I had a personal secretary; now I basically am a secretary. That “grace” fucked me over. It cost me my heart, sanity, happiness and years of my life. It cost my childrens’ ability to have moved on and given them a non raging, actually home occasionally, loving, good example of a man, stepfather.

    This “review” by a cheater really hits a hot button with me! This POS therapist is out there costing other chumps years of their lives to under the guise of grace. What sad, vulnerable, new chump who feels like yesterday’s unworthy garbage wants to say, ” yeah, on top of being unsexy, unattractive, dumb for not knowing what was going on in front me, I feel like hell and I think being hot by a truck must feel better than this. Oh, and guess what?! I also am such a loser I have no grace.

    No one in that seat needs to be told they have no grace! They are already looking at pulling the plug on their kids’ whole world and in my case, their kids’ financial security as well. They feel as low as a person can feel. Ugh! This Tim guy SUCKS!

  44. Nigella says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:44 am

    Grrr, thanks for decoding that review Chumplady. Most of us on here, I don’t doubt, left ample room for “grace” – whatever precisely that may be.

    For me “grace” meant being willing to believe that there was a future with my lying, cheating horror show of a husband. It meant sitting through ghastly counselling sessions, where somehow I seemed to be to blame for his cake-eating habit. It meant over-coming my physical revulsion and sharing a bed with him again. It meant not telling all our friends and family immediately what an utter arsehole he was to try and preserve some chance of ‘making a go of it’. I managed that state of “grace” for one awful year. What a TOTAL waste of my time. What a horribly, humiliating year of private stress and grief.

    Where was his “grace” for me? Blame shifting bastard didn’t show me any at all.

  45. Got-a-brain says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:49 am

    In my own experience, hypocritical Christian cheaters are full of expected “grace” … or maybe it’s simply entitlement wrapped in the words of religion (because grace is something extended to someone else, not demanded of them). Chew on that little nugget Tim. In the words of CL, how exactly is my “grace score” calculated?
    10 (years of obsessive porn use)
    +5 (years of hook-up sites, church interventions and extended “grace”)
    +1 (affair with stripper 20 years his junior) + 4 (years false reconciliation)
    + 1X (variable number of escort services contacted [phone bills and google are a chumps friend]… and 1 text message negotiating and sealing the deal with time, cost, and location of sex).
    + X (variable number of times cheater had STD testing and failed to mention, hey… I might be putting you at risk. But hey, I’ll play Russian roulette with your health and hope you don’t get a bullet in the chamber).

    I’d say anyone who’s score is over 1 (which IMHO is way too high a score) has passed the “grace test”. Guess who deserves a chumps grace? A chump! Yes Tim, grace placed appropriately is lacking, because as the name “Chump” suggests, way too much grace is misappropriated to cheaters. All these warm and fuzzy words… “grace, forgiveness, healing, vulnerability, respect” , those things that are assessed as the end all be all of a marriage… yes it’s true, it is the “end all” once a chump learns to extend those things to themselves. The marriage the cheater attempted to murder, hanging by a thread in the ICU, becomes just another death statistic. At some point you have to realize there is just nothing more you can do besides save yourself, by extending yourself some grace!

    My grace score…. ? %

  46. Beth says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:58 am

    Tim, here’s something I’ve learned from being part of CN: 1- Don’t listen to relationship advice from someone who derives their income from being part of the Wreakonciliation Industry; they care more about earning money then they do about a Chump’s personal wellbeing. Afterall, their livelihood depends on “fixing marriages” not fixing people. 2- Don’t listen to relationship advice from a Cheater; they’ve already shown their needs are paramount over everything else. 3- NEVER, EVER listen to relationship advice from cheater who is part of the Wreakonciliation Industry. They may sugarcoat it a little like you tried to do, Tim, but in the end it still comes down to the Chump eating a giant candy coated (GRACE) shit sandwich.

  47. GraceInMotion says

    June 26, 2017 at 9:06 am

    How many of us found the truth of Chump Nation difficult to swallow at first? Tim did that rating to boost his own.

    I hope grace kicks him in the ass.

  48. WisedUp says

    June 26, 2017 at 9:11 am

    Hey, a long time ago I worked in a small office where the bosses found out the bookkeeper had been embezzling. The bookkeeper apparently had a secret “vulnerability” of lots of gambling debt. The day the bosses found out the bookkeeper had been stealing, they fired him and told him to put his personal items in a cardboard box and get out of the office then and there. The fact that the bookkeeper wasn’t a thief many other times that he had the opportunity to steal, didn’t compel the bosses to show “grace” and consider the vulnerability and many life issues of the embezzler.

  49. Rumblekitty says

    June 26, 2017 at 9:16 am

    “The unfaithful spouse had a multitude of other choices they could have made, but understanding the various influences at play in a person’s life is necessary for healing, whether or not the marriage survives. Many cheaters did not choose to cheat before, even when there was an opportunity to do so. It’s important to gain insight into the vulnerabilities at play so that appropriate changes can be made and necessary boundaries established. Only then can there be a secure return to trustworthiness.”

    Wait what? Necessary boundaries??? Like . . . don’t fuck other people? Was I supposed to say that out loud so he’d understand what fidelity meant?

    So much word salad. I’m still trying to understand just what the fuck this means, but I’m clear that I needed to gain insight into “the vulnerabilities at play” here so I can understand why my X stuck his penis in a vagina that didn’t belong to me. Turns out, there were multiple other vaginas. Had I untangled the various vulnerabilities, we might still be together today!

    Oh noes!

    • LovedaJackass says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:42 am

      I”m thinking that the marriage ceremony itself is supposed to establish the “necessary boundaries” of not having sex or been emotionally intimate with other people in ways that threaten the marriage and expose the marital partner to all sorts of pain and risk.

      • Rumblekitty says

        June 26, 2017 at 10:19 am

        That’s what I thought too!

    • cheaterssuck says

      June 26, 2017 at 11:04 am

      “Many cheaters did not choose to cheat before, even when there was an opportunity to do so.”

      Sounds like a bitch cookie!

      • Rumblekitty says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:41 am

        Yep.

        “Look at all the times I could have fucked around on you but I DIDN’T See!? See how good I am!?”

        • Stephanie says

          June 26, 2017 at 8:50 pm

          Bitch cookie! 😀

      • ChutesandLadders says

        June 26, 2017 at 4:03 pm

        HA! Thought the exact same thing! Here’s your bitch cookie, Tim! Go choke on it!

  50. That Is Not A Thing says

    June 26, 2017 at 9:17 am

    What motivates a therapist to promote grace as a response to being betrayed in the most intimate possible way? He’s a cheater, that’s what.

    • Doingme says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:57 am

      That is not a thing

      MONEY! I believe these cheater therapists are losing ground ($$$) with their reconciliation con. What does every naive chump want more than anything? To believe there is hope. It’s outdated to sell snake oil. He’s selling hopium pipes. Another con artist justifying his actions manipulating innocents.

  51. Datdamwuf says

    June 26, 2017 at 9:18 am

    His name is Tim Tedder. He is a member of the RIC. His bio says he’s been an MC for 25 years. His review says he cheated 20 years ago, so he was ‘helping’ marriages while he blew up his own…

    Tim’s site is: http://www.affairhealing.com/
    Here is the podcast with his children mentioned above: http://www.affairhealing.com/podcast107.html

    • DancesWithMeh says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:32 am

      Hey CN… a couple things occcurred to me here…

      Since he’s quite willing to post a 4 star review on a book intended for chumps, and then try to manipulate said chumps back into further abuse on behalf of his fellow cheaters, isn’t turnabout fair play?

      I’d just love to forever link this guy’s site to chumplady, as a warning to other chumps that they may wish to check out other resources that don’t promote staying in an abusive relationship.

      I say we review his website also, from a chump perspective.

      Thanks for posting his info, Dat.

      • Doingme says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:38 am

        Dances
        “Since he’s quite willing to post a 4 star review on a book intended for chumps, and then try to manipulate said chumps back into further abuse on behalf of his fellow cheaters, isn’t turnabout fair play?”

        His posting a four star review was motivated by his need to gain centrality and to manipulate chumps, in my opinion. Fifteen million and growing strong scares Tiny Tim Timid forest creature. He posted the four stars to promote his lame reconciliation cheater speak word salad. He wants the hits for self promotion. The best way to handle a narcissist asshole is to IGNORE. We’ve got his attention why not leave him to his own demise. No Contact really works.

        • Doingme says

          June 26, 2017 at 11:56 am

          Instead of giving him hits on his site, lets all write our own review of CL’s book?

    • That Is Not A Thing says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:51 am

      Self-promoting much, Tim? Thinking others will go looking for you, hopium dealer? Trust that you suck.

    • Tempest says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:03 pm

      Do we know for certain these Tims are one and the same person?

      • Datdamwuf says

        June 26, 2017 at 12:08 pm

        Yes, it is the same person, easy to find his last name. I just clicked his name on Amazon and read his other reviews. He signed his full name to the previous book review of another marriage book.

  52. DancesWithMeh says

    June 26, 2017 at 9:30 am

    This guy has just posted an epic ad for the type of “therapist” one does NOT want to experience as a chump. These are the ones that help keep you in limbo and blaming yourself for everything the cheater did wrong for YEARS, and keep you trapped in a bad marriage.

    Was I reading this wrong, or did this particular “therapist” use his own cheating as an example of how cheaters can “recover”? Sheesh, no wonder he wants “grace”… he probably needs kibble supply himself!

    Thank you for standing up for us once again, CL.

  53. LovedaJackass says

    June 26, 2017 at 9:44 am

    Oh, Tim is just trolling for attention from Chump Nation and CL’s readers. “See here, I gave her 4 stars. Come over here and see how you can indeed save your marriage or at least hang out and build my readership because…

    It’s all about me.”

    • LovedaJackass says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:45 am

      And thanks to everyone who exposed the game he’s playing. Don’t click on his links. We need to be “no contact…”

      • Chumpfree says

        June 26, 2017 at 8:28 pm

        I love your name. It cracks me up every time I see your posts.

    • Tempest says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:04 pm

      Oops, too late for most of us to ‘benefit’ from RIC advice. Thank goodness.

  54. NoMoreNarcs says

    June 26, 2017 at 9:44 am

    So Tim is a cheater. That means Tim’s review of Chump Lady’s book was all about him.

    I wonder what his wife would say? Has 20 years been enough to wipe the images of her husband with another woman from her mind? Has she ever really stopped playing marriage police? Does her eye twitch when they talk anything that came from ‘those times’?

    Tim, you wanna show us a thing or two about grace? Give your wife a very generous postnup already.

  55. KarenE says

    June 26, 2017 at 9:45 am

    I have come to think that all cheaters who feel bad about what they’ve done and want to do better DO deserve another chance.

    In their NEXT relationship.

    Cheating, along w/physical violence, financial dishonesty and other forms of abuse, should be ‘one and done’.

    Then if the abuser does the therapy, works on themself, makes that huge effort to be better? Good for them!!!! But not the Chump’s job to stick around for that, stuffing their own needs and hurt.

    Of course, I don’t believe most cheaters, especially the long-term or repeat ones, will EVER do that. But hey! If there really are exceptions, good for them!

    • NWBiblio says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:48 am

      Yep. I have come to realize I was just a practice marriage for XH, just a springboard to launch himself off into his real life with OW.

  56. ChumptyDumpty says

    June 26, 2017 at 9:52 am

    Yep, pegged him as a cheater a few words in.
    Reluctant mini-kudos for admitting it. But Giant f.u.-dos for failing to express remorse, regret, or any other “Grace” for his own Chump(s?).

    Just another blameshifter tooting his own horn.
    Eh, Timmy? Can’t hear ya over the Chump Nation Drums.

  57. WifeOfKingTantalus says

    June 26, 2017 at 10:23 am

    I gave my cheating STBX husband grace… in addition to love, forgiveness, and patience for over two years. What did he do? He abused me, degraded me, blamed me, lied to me, and then cheated on me again. The first time with a married scumbag with two young children. This time with a woman he met on Tinder and a prostitute. It was a waste of grace. A waste of fucking grace. There’s no guarantee that grace will work. How many years do we need to waste on providing grace to a selfish narcissistic cheating piece of egotistical garbage? He told me a few days ago that I did it to myself. Had I listened to his simple requests to “have a dark tan all year, get tattooed, dress like a whore, cook dinner in a garter and heels” (plus 100 other “simple” requests) that I would have kept his attention. (and might i note: I work full time and he had a home cooked meal ready every day when he came home. Sometimes while I still had my suit and heels on. After running back and forth between my garden and the stove for herbs and vegetables. But without the garter belt and hooker heels I was undeserving of a hello or a kiss when he walked in.) I am not what he tells me I am. I am an educated woman with an MBA that takes pride in her appearance and gave 100% to her marriage. I agree with the others… our beautiful grace is wasted on an entitled man. I now have two years of DV and ptsd to try to overcome. CL has been my saving grace and has kept me alive.

    • FMT says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:14 pm

      Your ex is a complete dipshit.

      No really. ((hugs))

    • Lady b says

      June 27, 2017 at 8:59 am

      What a douche, does he live in soft porn land.
      Take comfort in the fact he will never have anyone as awesome as you again and you will keep rocking your own world.

  58. NoKibble4U says

    June 26, 2017 at 10:29 am

    For what it’s worth, my therapist LOVED Chumplady’s advice. When we had concluded our sessions, he told me to keep reading her blog.

    When Tim speaks of “unique vulnerabilities”, I think that’s where victim blaming comes in. “Oh, Sally wouldn’t have cheated on you John, if you would have met her unexpressed needs. John, let’s discuss your part in the failure in your marriage to Sally.”

    And a therapist that was a cheater? That’s a bit scary. Should we send victims of domestic violence to counseling with “former” wife/husband beaters?

    • Nigella says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:52 am

      Agree about the victim blaming. That’s the maggoty shit sandwich of unexpressed needs I was repeatedly served in marriage counselling.

  59. GladIt'sOver says

    June 26, 2017 at 10:30 am

    I extended so much “grace” to my cheating ex, I’m surprised I don’t have a halo shining over my head. You know what all that grace got me? Ever-increasing emotional abuse, being majorly screwed financially, and a case of PTSD. As far as he was concerned, “grace” simply meant I was a doormat who really wouldn’t take drastic action no matter how much he cheated. Thank God I finally got the cajones to go ahead and divorce that freak.

    Fuck grace. If the cheater ever GENUINELY changes and wants to make amends, they can look you up after the divorce, IMHO.

  60. GladIt'sOver says

    June 26, 2017 at 10:38 am

    “Many cheaters did not choose to cheat before, even when there was an opportunity to do so,” says Mr. Cheating MC Tim.

    I can see attorneys using this excellent defense: “Your honor, my client didn’t murder/rape/abuse children before, even when there was an opportunity to do so. Please extend him grace, instead of justice, because of this magnanimous goodness. You’ll be a better person for doing so.”

    • anewwoman says

      June 26, 2017 at 1:01 pm

      This was the funniest line from the review. “Well, he didn’t do it before so…. He didn’t fuck EVERY woman he’s ever met.” Here’s your gold star sticker!

  61. DancesWithMeh says

    June 26, 2017 at 10:42 am

    IF any of you would care to leave your comments about Tim’s comments on Tracy’s book, you can do so at this Link:

    http://www.affairhealing.com/blog/leave-a-cheater-gain-a-life-book-review

    You can also leave comments on his Facebook page:

    https://m.facebook.com/pg/findhealing/posts/?ref=page_internal&mt_nav=1#!/pg/findhealing/posts/?ref=page_internal&mt_nav=1

    It occurs to me that it might be useful to chumps to have a choice presented to them based on experience from chumps, rather than this cheater.

    • Tempest says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:09 pm

      Thank you; that is the evidence we needed that they are one and the same ‘Tim.’

      Another quote from the review that struck me, “There so much I love about this book, but I would not recommend it to someone who has just found out about their spouse’s affair any more than I would recommend a “You Must Save Your Marriage” book. Wise balance is needed.”

      BALANCE? What the fuck balance did any of us have right after discovering our partners were cheating on us? My preference (were it not illegal) would be to kidnap each and every newly-minted chump and not let them out until they had read CL’s book. Then we would perform a ceremonial burning of RIC books, send the chump home with a good lawyer recommendation and a flashdrive to copy evidence.

    • coolbreezeout says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:29 pm

      Sorry, didn’t see your post when I posted mine later down!

  62. conniered says

    June 26, 2017 at 10:46 am

    I love this so much Chump Lady!!! I love that you totally destroyed his fluffy fluff piece….written by a former cheater. No wonder he is miffed by the “no grace for cheaters but save it for yourself” message.

    Also, it feels so great to have someone defend my honor, my justice, my grace, my future, the grace I already offered.

    Thank you Chump Lady.

    Shut up Tim.

    • Lyn says

      June 26, 2017 at 11:15 am

      I think Chumps don’t need to worry so much about finding grace for their cheater. We need it more for ourselves.

      • conniered says

        June 26, 2017 at 2:18 pm

        absolutely. 100% agree Lyn.

  63. NWBiblio says

    June 26, 2017 at 10:58 am

    DesertGuy, above, already neatly dispatched with Tim’s flippant use of the word “grace,” which, in its true form, packs profound meaning. So I won’t get into my original intent, which was to try to figure out what HE means by “grace,” since it differs so much from what I know the word to signify.

    But I will say this: Three years. It’s been three years for me since Dday, and I think I *have* achieved some level of “grace” around the whole situation, seeing things a bit from XH’s perspective (I was fortunate and did not have a serial cheater but instead a runaway husband/exit-affair situation). On some level, I actually feel bad for him, how it all ended, due to his bad behavior, impatience, and lack of self-control. That, to me, is a form of grace: making room in my heart to allow for his human weaknesses.

    But I could NEVER have done that at the time of Dday. Never. And CL’s book is not for those of us who are several years down the road of recovery but instead for those chumps who are still wrestling with “what to do, what to do, what to do???” and that needs to focus entirely on the chump. We all know we chumps have to be taught and validated that it’s OKAY for us to think of ourselves first for once. We give and we give and we give, until when it’s time to secure the oxygen mask over our own faces, we haven’t the strength left to do so.

    This is what Tim is asking of us chumps (and of CL’s book): for just that last scrap of food from our plates, that last breath of oxygen … give THAT to the cheater, go ahead, just give it over. At a time when our very lives and hearts and minds are under siege, we are also expected to have “grace.” Maybe later, but not at the time, no.

    • NWBiblio says

      June 26, 2017 at 11:01 am

      (Addendum: This having been said, I have no interest — grace or no — in having any sort of relationship with XH [we have no kids], and if he walked in front of my car today, I do think I would still have to work really hard not to run him over. That’s as “grace”y as I’m likely to ever be about this whole thing.)

    • JesssMom says

      June 26, 2017 at 2:52 pm

      “This is what Tim is asking of us chumps (and of CL’s book): for just that last scrap of food from our plates, that last breath of oxygen … give THAT to the cheater, go ahead, just give it over.”

      This is stated perfectly.

  64. K says

    June 26, 2017 at 11:16 am

    Hmph. I’m a therapist and I don’t see the numbers he’s describing. Most of the couples I’ve treated for this, I am pretty much hoping will just break up, because it’s so clear their relationship is fuct. I have *rarely* seen a real unicorn, not never, but then, I also don’t do follow-up studies after I get people out of crisis. In my personal life, knowing many, many chumps? I don’t know ONE SINGLE person who claims their marriage is better after infidelity. I do know many who left their cheater and went on to a marry a much more fabulous person, however.

    Take that, TIM.

    • NoMoreNarcs says

      June 26, 2017 at 11:35 am

      K, it is so wonderful to hear from a therapist. I’m gonna keep an eye out for your comments 🙂

      • MissDeltaGirl says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:31 pm

        Ditto!

  65. A survivor says

    June 26, 2017 at 11:20 am

    Thank you for posting that link Tempest. Even if Chumplady does not use it, it might be useful for people like Tim to see the things people are not telling him. For example, I married my wife so I would not have to raise my siblings child. Or, now that I have to chose between overtime and spending more time with my goddess and our perfect love child, time for the wifey to return to work so she can unknowingly support them both. I know that the terms narcissist and sociopath are flung around lightly by everybody these days, but I am pretty sure this guy is both. I couldn’t take the kind of crap you guys write about. I drive myself crazy worrying about my chump.

    • Tempest says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:13 pm

      The author of that piece absolutely has a Cluster B personality disorder.

  66. Ciaobella says

    June 26, 2017 at 11:27 am

    The first time the ex had an affair, 7 years into the marriage, he claimed it was a one time thing & it would never happen again. I believed him. My mother thought I was nuts. 10 years & 3 kids later, guess what? He met a hideous woman on social media & they fell in “love”. The only grace Mr. Cantkeephisdickinhispants gets from me is that he’s lucky I didn’t beat the shit out of him.

    • Datdamwuf says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:14 pm

      What is it with the 10 year thing? A few others have posted this and the exasshole also did this. Does it just take them 10 years to get sloppy enough to be caught?

  67. Smurfette says

    June 26, 2017 at 11:38 am

    Per reviewer Tim, “Many cheaters did not choose to cheat before, even when there was an opportunity to do so.”

    Wow! Should we start the applause now and distribute awards to these noble humans who resisted such an ample buffet of previous temptation?

    My STBXH (a former radio deejay) had the audacity to say a similar statement to me, “I should get CREDIT for all of the years I didn’t cheat! I had SO MANY opportunities! All of the other deejays were having sex with random listeners in the studio, but I never did!” He went on and on about all of the missed infidelity possibilities throughout our quarter century relationship when finally admitting to “one drunken mistake”. (Regarding that “one” encounter of cheating, please note that as more evidence has come forth. the timeline of his cheating continues to recede back even further than his diminishing hairline! He has only admitted to one Schmoopie so far. When I questioned him about another particular suspected affair partner, his response was, “Of course not! She’s fat!” So apparently our marriage vows had no impact on that decision! Guess I should feel lucky that she is “fat”!)

    • Datdamwuf says

      June 26, 2017 at 12:15 pm

      Yep, they always want a bitch cookie…

    • chumpinrecovery says

      June 26, 2017 at 1:21 pm

      The best way to resist temptation is to avoid it. Clearly this guy didn’t do that if he spent so much time resisting it. STBX had the same problem. Before he cheated he spent years seeking temptation.

  68. Keepin'Calm says

    June 26, 2017 at 11:38 am

    Amazing post, CL! Love it, love it! I don’t want to feel guilty for not giving my ex a chance (he didn’t want it anyway) or looking back on my marriage and thinking, “If only I’d done this, maybe he wouldn’t have cheated.” Nope. It was 100% his decision. Not my fault AT ALL.

    Thank you for doing what you do.

  69. aFOOLforLOVE..noMORE says

    June 26, 2017 at 11:57 am

    Right on sister!!! I’ve read for the last six months and finally decided to post after reading your response… CL you are the best!!

  70. rickb89 says

    June 26, 2017 at 12:18 pm

    My example of giving grace was a two year in-house separation, and then when I kicked her out, 3 more years of separation with me as a single parent.

    The ENTIRE time she was sleeping with my cousin.

    Fuck that, grace for a cheater sucks ass. Tim sucks ass too.

    My advice = strike first, strike hard, no mercy sensei!

  71. coolbreezeout says

    June 26, 2017 at 12:20 pm

    I called the author out, but wanted to show that he isn’t really ‘hiding’. He put up a public blog post, with a thumbnail of the book.

    http://www.affairhealing.com/blog/leave-a-cheater-gain-a-life-book-review

    • cheaterssuck says

      June 26, 2017 at 3:41 pm

      He replied. He WILL have the last word! What a schmuck!

  72. FedupChump says

    June 26, 2017 at 12:25 pm

    I challenge Tim to read this blog spot. Reading story, after story and the similarities there of, perhaps he’ll come to a more sound conclusion regarding the uniqueness of the cheater or situation at hand. We come from all walks of life, world wide, and though each of our lives are unique, one common denominator is the banality and indifference these cheaters have toward their betrayal.
    That seems to be the recurring constant in all of our stories.
    It validates the theory that the issue at hand isn’t the cheating but a sense of empathy which these cheaters are severely lacking.
    If you go to the website “Out of the FOG”, you’ll find that many of the traits you see in the disordered on their site, matches unequivocally with the cheaters on this blog spot.
    You will also note that there is not much that can be done with these individuals as their disorder lies within their personality; the very essence of who they are. Medications aren’t going to reform a cheater any more than putting air in a flat tire is going to patch up the gaping hole that caused it.

  73. Aeronaut says

    June 26, 2017 at 12:31 pm

    I suspect we could condense Tim’s review down to this:

    “Cheating is bad, but there are unicorns out there, I’ve seen them. Marriages can work after infidelity.”

    The question I’d have is this – of those marriages that were saved by counseling, how many of them lasted another ten years? How about ten years with no more cheating? How many of those chumps can honestly say “My cheater has been a saint since our counseling, takes great care of me and my emotional state, contributes to our family, and I’m lucky to be married to him/her.” I’d bet not many.

    The issue is that cheating usually isn’t the disease, it’s a symptom. The disease is entitlement and narcissism, the notion that me doing what I want to be happy is more important than keeping my word, valuing my family, and not hurting those closest to me. And if the cheating stops, the entitlement and narcissism is still present, and will either manifest itself in other ways, like cheating again, or doing something else equally offensive to the chump and family.

    Any therapists out there ever had an entitled narcissist in therapy and got them to see the error of their ways, changing them into a considerate and selfless person? Now that’s a unicorn, not some pony that Tim stapled a cardboard horn onto.

    Hugs. Strength. Peace.
    aeronaut

    • QueenMother says

      June 26, 2017 at 1:49 pm

      Hey Aeronaut — did you see the part about Tim blameshifting the wife he cheated on? Destroyed her emotionally? Left her for the OW. That marriage wasn’t saved. He destroyed it.

      You raise good questions about reconciliations (above) — like: Did it last? How long? What was the quality of the marriage?

      That’s a good point too about the cheating being a symptom.

      So here’s my question: can cheating make someone happy?

      • JesssMom says

        June 26, 2017 at 3:01 pm

        My dad is a serial cheater … never happy, even when marriages ended and he moved on with one of the side pieces. Still not happy, but declining with age — so, as he told my STBX last year: “I just don’t have the energy to do that stuff anymore.”

        My mom cheated on her current husband (an asshole, child abuser) with two men, one of whom was younger than me. Nope — she’s not happy.

        My STBX serial-cheated his way through our marriage. I kicked him out and he’s swimming in the sadz.

        If cheating makes people happy for longer than it takes to have sex, I have yet to see it.

        My conclusion (even as a child): Why in the HELL get married at all? A vow is kind of like a promise on speed — and even little kids know it’s bad to break a promise. Egads. Some people really suck.

  74. chumpinrecovery says

    June 26, 2017 at 12:34 pm

    Why do these cheaters want or think they are entitled to “Grace”? Because they are in the driver’s seat. If they don’t like your demands for repentance, they have another option (Schmoopie) so they get to call the shots. The best defense is to let Schmoopie have him/her. Then Cheater is stuck with a bad mistake.

  75. Fireball says

    June 26, 2017 at 12:45 pm

    Thanks CL for “enlightening” Tim, A Typical cheater wanting to always clear his name and not look like the dick that he is. He had some real balls to even comment on the reviews. Over ratting his own importance, NOBODY gives a shit what you think. Chumps really never recover.

    GRACE is a gift and chumps get to decide if they want to extend that gift. It is also ABUSED by counselors who like the shared responsibility label. The cheaters are rarely held accountable. I was a FOOL that extended GRACE to a Jesus cheater for 31 years. It got me nothing and nowhere!

    My divorce was final over a year ago and I regret all the years I wasted grace on him. WHY ???? All I got was a severely addicted porn addict (which he hid 30 yrs) liar, serial cheater, broken heart, broken family, disordered man with distorted thinking that thought I was like GOD and would continue to extend grace and forgiveness to him like it was my duty. He CHOOSE his life and behaviors. He is a GRACE ABUSER. Cheaters SUCK and NEVER change. That is their character!

    Living now in the land of Meh ~~

  76. Fireball says

    June 26, 2017 at 12:53 pm

    BTW, my xh LIED to every single therapist he went to. He had accountability partners, christian counselors, secular counselors,his parents are ministers, he talked with many people about his cheating but never revealed to anyone that he had been addicted to porn for 50 years. SECRETS make you SICK! He would not change fro save his live. Therefore being the coward that he is, he waited me out to file for divorce, leaving behind a beautiful family and life that we had built for over 3 decades. I don’t mind being alone, its much better than living a lie!

  77. mila says

    June 26, 2017 at 12:58 pm

    Grace??? Are you f …kidding me? Cheaters cheat, and I have yet to see a reformed cheater. Cheaters never assume the responsibility for their actions, and that is a fact. They always have to try to find fault with chumps, always. Just over it. Your book CL is great! It calls a spade a spade, none of this new-agey pseudo philosophy, and thankfully no suggestion of yoga or meditation (all good, but certainly not the cure all). It’s plain and simple a cheater does not love you or your kids, no space for anybody but himself and his instant gratification. To hell with them. So yeah, your book for me was the wake up call I needed. And I am grateful for it. Forgiveness is overrated!

  78. Onwards says

    June 26, 2017 at 1:23 pm

    DD1 Gave him grace (shame on him)
    DD2 decided giving him grace would be shame on me.
    Now I seek Tuesday. They say that
    “Tuesday’s child is full of grace”
    May they be mighty with grace for themselves

    PS ‘that ‘Tim’ should be on some register of toxic cheaters for chumps to avoid.

  79. Giddy Eagle says

    June 26, 2017 at 1:33 pm

    “What makes chumps chumps is having spent entire relationships being lopsidedly, slavishly devoted to cheaters’ wants, needs, and potential.”

    POTENTIAL — I saw his potential, which I supported and nurtured, at the expense of my own career. He saw inequity in our relationship and instead of acknowledging my support, felt EMASCULATED and fed his low self-esteem with affairs. All the while not wanting to give up the LIFESTYLE he enjoyed that was dependent on my income.

    When I asked him in MC why he picked me, he said “because you were successful.” And when I asked him why he had a child with me he said “because I thought you would leave me.” I regret not processing those statements and recognizing the narcissistic man I married. I bought into the reconciliation fallacy and wasted another 5 years of my life until I discovered yet another affair.

    This time it was “true love.” Yet when I asked him what his plan was, he said he didn’t have one. He was just going to carry on his double life and possibly ask for a divorce after our daughter went to college — after he was done using me.

    A year and a half later and the affair is still going strong — he’s latched himself onto another high-income woman — which supports his elevated view of himself. It is a long distance relationship, but in the end, I expect history will repeat itself as he doesn’t have the spine to address his underlying self-worth issues.

    I am not clearly not at “meh” yet — I still feel anger — no, RAGE at the exploitation — and regret, for losing my prime adult years to a life without real love and support.

    At yet, I have glimpses of a future that is filled with laughter, light and love. Whether that turns out to be a series of relationships, or a long term committed relationship is yet to be seen. But I welcome a new life built on honesty and choose to have people in my life that show depth of character. And I thank those who have gathered around me to offer their love and support.

  80. Diane Strickland says

    June 26, 2017 at 1:57 pm

    My whole experience of leaving a cheater and gaining a life has been grace upon grace. His assumption that grace has to mean the happy ending that HE wants is just…well….what it always is….a feature of patriarchal entitlement. He doesn’t get to decide whether my new life (which is sooooooooo much more wonderful that it’s kind of stupid) is a witness to grace. He seems to have a limited capacity for discerning grace or understanding it. There’s nothing for terrifying to this kind of guy than a woman who lives deeply and well as if her life is that precious. Period. IMO

    • MissDeltaGirl says

      June 26, 2017 at 2:51 pm

      yes Yes YES!!!!

    • Lady b says

      June 26, 2017 at 5:39 pm

      …patriarchal entitlement….Thank you..
      Not playing little woman anymore.

  81. wrecked but alive. says

    June 26, 2017 at 2:08 pm

    Bravo Tracey!!! Thank you for putting into words how so many of us feel.
    Fuck Grace. It is over rated..

  82. LiningUpDucks says

    June 26, 2017 at 2:27 pm

    To me, it’s not about giving grace to the cheater. You can give all the grace you want to the cheater. Even with a completely remorseful cheater, it might be a moot point, since the relationship might already be too damaged.

  83. MissDeltaGirl says

    June 26, 2017 at 2:49 pm

    My takeaways from today’s post:
    1. Individual counseling is preferable to marriage counseling
    2. If you are a chump, vet your individual counselor thoroughly. Try to find out if this person is divorced and, if so, was infidelity involved. If so, was this person the cheater or the chump. If the former, stay away or leave that counselor. I don’t care if they are reformed or not. We don’t have time or money to waste trying to figure it out.

    • Keepin'Calm says

      June 26, 2017 at 4:35 pm

      I echo that recommendation, MissDeltaGirl. My counselor actually had the same thing happen to her – her husband cheated on her when she had a tiny baby. So she totally gets where I’m coming from, bless her. She’s been in my corner from day one.

      • MissDeltaGirl says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:41 pm

        ?

  84. mila says

    June 26, 2017 at 2:59 pm

    My favorite comments on Tim’s sanctimonious review taken from Amazon:

    er.Sephage4 hours ago
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    You’ve got a vested interest in compartmentalizing affairs by type, given your line of work. I think that you’re therefore far overstating the percentage of truly remorseful cheating spouses.

    Your review, while favorable, is self-serving. To that end, the author has dismantled your arguments quite adroitly at https://www.chumplady.com/2017/06/ubt-cheaters-grace/
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    Harvey B4 hours ago
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    As this review is from someone who committed adultery and behaved badly towards their spouse, naturally they are going to believe in “grace” and forgiveness. Maybe they should have the “grace” to accept that infidelity is usually unforgivable and accept it’s actually the adulterers who need to work towards it, not the victims of their disgusting behavior and lack of self control?
    Leave a reply
    Mama x 45 hours ago
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    One more thing, the only reason you aren’t a cheater anymore is because you left your wife for your affair partner and are now married to her.

    I especially love the one from Mama x, sums it up nicely!!!

  85. Enraged says

    June 26, 2017 at 3:16 pm

    One hell of a data set!

    I liked most:
    Four D-Days here, Tim. FOUR. What’s my grace score?
    Dude, there are no “unique vulnerabilities” at play. There are only so many ways to manipulate a person. Cheaters say the same stupid, banal shit.
    I do think once a cheater, you’ve put a bullet in that relationship
    Tim, consider our radical perspective here – that does NOT revolve around what the cheater wants, needs, or might become.

    Chump Lady, your grace score is in the website stats! Millions!

    • ChutesandLadders says

      June 26, 2017 at 4:13 pm

      “Does it MATTER? Are you going to preach “grace” to the guy with a shattered nose?”

      Once again, victims are asked to forgive and forget. To that, I throw CL’s beer I’ve been holding for her in Tim’s fucking face. I’ll buy her another.

  86. Mama duck says quack quack says

    June 26, 2017 at 3:36 pm

    “unique vulnerabilities” = the faithful spouse shares some (all) the blame for the cheating, drove them to cheat, unmet needs, same old, same old blame shifting, blame sharing lame ass talk. They are all the same and do not change their language, even when “reformed”???????????. WHAT THE FUCK???? That tells us they are indeed reformed. NOT.
    I personally do know two guys who do not cheat anymore. Old age brought them limp, good for pee only dicks. Impotence does NOT mean reformed or faithfulness.
    This Tim guy is an entitled narc. Compassion, forgiveness and grace for cheaters. Fuck all them “reformed” asses. Their “reform” can not, will not undo the damage in our souls, hearts, body, family, community … this people are so fucked up, do not even consider their victims. Where is the faithful spouse’s compassion and grace Tim? Where? I so wish cheaters were still being stoned to death. It would be some kind of justice for their victms. It is not vengeance it is justice for their crimes. His review was a huge trigger for me, the ass hole told me that if I just forgive him the marriage can be fixed, for him of course, because it benefits him only. NO!!!!!!!!! FUCKING NO!!!! Fuck the forgiveness crowd.!!! I only forgive myself for staying married to him so long, for staying with him after the first betrayal (before marriage), I forgive myself for ignoring the red flags, for trusting so blindly . I have use for all my grace and forgiveness towards ME. This son of a bitch almost destroyed the children and I. Sorry for the rant. I’m sooooo pissed by this grace and forgiveness self serving talk . They’re takers,want all that is good for themselves and give NOTHING but shit and contempt to others. Sorry again CN. I’m really pissed by this Tim guy and his crew. Thank you so much Tracy for not wavering . We love you, you understand.

    • Lady b says

      June 26, 2017 at 5:25 pm

      Im asked for forgiveness and compassion,,,is that crickets I hear.
      I forgive myself for being so naive and trusting. That line turns into ‘she wouldnt forgive me and is bitter now’
      Forgiveness means we go all soft and tender and they give us a little smirk and think shes all cool with it now, water under the bridge,, blah blah as mine calls it an ‘episode’
      Like someone said never forget the pain when it no longer hurts.
      As for forGIVEness I choose to GIVE nothing to the undeserving.

  87. Mama duck says quack quack says

    June 26, 2017 at 3:42 pm

    forgot to add “unique vulnerabilities” also =”sex addiction”. Cheater talk all the way.

  88. Off the crazy train says

    June 26, 2017 at 3:57 pm

    ‘Grace’ is a funny one for me in the course of my chumpdom. During the affair, and the height of the emotional torture, I was sitting round the dinner table with cheating ex and our two very young children. As I was eating, ex turned to me and said “you lack any kind of grace at all.” Out of the blue, shot me down. Cheers, man.

    Always remembered that. Perhaps I was eating too messily? Too quickly? I’d got spaghetti on my face? But given I was trying to feed a two year old and a six month old, I’ll forgive myself for eating hastily.

    I’m now happily eating without criticism. It’s nice.

  89. UnsinkableMollyXinAlabama says

    June 26, 2017 at 4:19 pm

    A few thoughts:

    BOOM! nailed it, Chump Lady!!!!

    People like Tim just irk me so… I am neither Jesus nor an Ahlzheimers patient/victim — I will never forget either exhusbands betrayals (ex#2 arrived very quickly right after divorce #1, so I guess I could be a Double-Chump, or Chump-Squared, but whatever…), and the very idea of “forgiving” either is more of me getting to Meh-topia where I live… for exh#1, it came years ago, and as far as exh#2/the evil one goes, nah, I’ll save it for a rainy day….

    Not even willing to consider the idea of grace. My grade towards bith exh’s is more of a “Good Karma” way of thinking. To me, I do not intentionally wish exh ill will or bad things happen to them… I just know they will, and I sit back in silent amusement when it does…at least to their faces, lol

    I feel grace towards me, and the more grace I feel around me/towards me, the less that I desire to *make* bad things happen… I am all outta fucks about their lives

    I have a long way to go still in some areas, but what I appreciate about my time alone is seeing them both for who and what they are. I am no longer their insurance provider, bill payer, cook, laundry maiden, housekeeper, sex apparatus, mood stabalizer, support network, etc. while I got next to nothing in return except lies, betrayal, emotional, financial, and verbal abuse…here in Alabama, child support is enforced, thankfully. He can’t get away with shirking his responsibilities any longer…

    Like today. Im negative in the bank, I fumes in my car’s tank, a bad tooth and I have a narc boss that I’m desperately trying to get away from. Yet, as I lay here on my busted up couch, I am happy. Ive been cheater-free two years now and its a beautiful day in which I spent outside raking leaves. I have my children, my friends, my health, my sanity and peace…

    Excellent post today, Tracy, standing ovation!!!

  90. K says

    June 26, 2017 at 4:24 pm

    A PS now occurs to me: I have actually seen a small number of “unicorns” in clinical practice, and they did ALL the things that Tracy prescribed someone do if they are really sorry: seek counseling, be humble, and do whatever it takes to ease the chump’s mind, including re-negotiating a post-nup. Considering I’ve seen literally hundreds of the latter type of cheater (not really sorry, def not humble, most likely will do it again, naugahyde remorse), the fact that the other type are less than a handful should tell you something. Also, I have no idea if any of those unicorns managed to maintain that status. Not all cheaters are narcissists, but in my experience, all narcs are cheaters.

    • Tempest says

      June 26, 2017 at 5:09 pm

      I’m not sure blanket generalizations work either way; I’ve known several narcissists who were not cheaters (dated one before I dated Hannibal, and he had not been a cheater either in marriage or his subsequent relationships. Yes, I know to take what narcs say with a grain of salt, but feel fairly certain he was telling the truth). There’s simply lots of overlap between the two categories.

  91. Perrcival says

    June 26, 2017 at 4:37 pm

    I read his review and thought it was a fair assessment of CL’s style and my curiosity was peaked. I read several articles from his website and thought a lot of what he wrote made since when taken from the perspective of a Christian counselor. I’ve been reading CL’s post for over 6 years now and have watched this blog grow from a small group to millions of views. When I first stumbled on it I was in extreme pain and confusion after discovering that what I thought was a happy and healthy marriage had been a total sham for half of our time together (17+ years at the time.) To me CL is a place that people should come to make sense of the insanity that comes with infidelity but not a place to linger and allow resentment and hatred to grow. Increasingly I’ve watched as dissenting voices are shouted down and bullied. There’s no longer room for dialogue and there’s a kind of orthodoxy that’s taken hold here. It’s not unique as I’ve seen the same thing on other blogs. In 6 years there’s one thing I’ve learned – all that vitriol has it’s place but after going through the stages of grief the only one it hurts in the end is ourselves. I’m not a Christian but I do believe you have to move on and that there is a place for forgiveness and grace for everyone. Still haven’t personally reached MEH but I am beyond the anger…

    • Tempest says

      June 26, 2017 at 5:25 pm

      Moving on, forgiving, and having grace are 3 completely different things. Some of us stay at CL to help those who are still in the throes of the pain and need support + examples that life does get better. And I don’t think anger is necessarily a bad thing; it evolved for a reason and compels us to take action. Would this blog even exist if Tracy was not angry at the injustice of the Reconciliation Industrial Complex? Was Rosa Parks happy at the state of U.S. policy when she refused to give up her seat on the bus and helped spark a much-needed revolution for racial equality?

      And I resist the imperative that we have to forgive in order to ‘gain a life,’ or to grant grace. My college boyfriend treated me badly, and broke up in a disrespectful way. I have never forgiven him, nor will I, because he has no remorse, has never apologized, etc. Has it affected my life one iota after the initial pain of the breakup? Nope, I went on to complete an advanced degree, get married, raise children, have a fulfilling life. Never think about him except when a college reunion bulletin comes around, and even seeing pictures of him from the reunions has no effect on my emotions. Meh.

      There are now plenty of philosophers (e.g., Jeffrie Murphy) and therapists who argue that forgiveness may not be good for individuals or societies, and that it is often foisted on the already-downtrodden or oppressed as a way to maintain the power status quo.

      Dissenting voices are everywhere in society; the push for forgiveness is felt from all angles, not just Christian counselors. Why should CL not permit a forum for those who want to push back against the typical narrative that favors cheaters and other wrongdoers?

      • K says

        June 26, 2017 at 6:18 pm

        This:

        “There are now plenty of philosophers (e.g., Jeffrie Murphy) and therapists who argue that forgiveness may not be good for individuals or societies, and that it is often foisted on the already-downtrodden or oppressed as a way to maintain the power status quo.”

        YASSS. To forgive or not forgive, my choice. I choose to heal, and I am doing that just fine without forgiveness, thank you very much. I accept, yes, but to me forgiveness is an interpersonal, relational process, not a solo one. I probably would/could forgive my cheater if he sincerely had expressed true remorse, been humble, said sorry from his heart, etc. But I also don’t NEED that. If someone finds that forgiveness helps their healing, I totally support that.

        • Tempest says

          June 26, 2017 at 6:23 pm

          Love that, K–“forgiveness is a…relational process, not a solo one.”

        • MissDeltaGirl says

          June 26, 2017 at 11:45 pm

          Thank you for this.

    • cheaterssuck says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:39 pm

      I’ve been on this site for three years and I’ve seen a lot of people come and go. The people that stay, mostly do so to help new chumps. They will tell their stories sometimes colorfully with a bit of sarcasm but that lightens the mood.

      Honestly the only vitriol I see is typically against “internet trolls” who come on this site and want to drop a bomb of contrary thinking as if there aren’t enough reconciliation sites on the planet. The tag line says it all: Leave a Cheater; Gain a Life. That’s what we talk about here. Other respectful opinions are considered but anyone who comes here to preach about reconciliation or anything else routinely peddled along with the typical Reconciliation Industrial Complex tripe should expect the village to revolt.

      Grace is letting go of the anger for yourself once it’s powered you out of inaction. Grace is forgiving yourself for not enforcing your boundaries sooner. That’s the kind of grace we look for here. And grace is also keeping the cheaters out of our lives for good or treating them to grey rock transactions about the children and not plotting revenge against them. When you think about what they did, that is really all the grace they should expect.

    • cashmere says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:54 pm

      I have to say that I actually have not seen much vitriol here. Lots of pain, confusion, frustration, anxiety, and sadness, yes, and what I consider to be a very healthy dollop of righteous anger, with just a sprinkling of also very healthy gallows humor.

      I think it is important to move on toward claiming our lives, free of cheaters, but just as crucial never entirely to forget what we experienced, and what we learned.

      Recalling painful and awkward beginnings is the very stuff of which excellent mentoring is spun.

      This Tim illustrates everything most of us have had to learn, the hard way, to overcome. He subtly shifts the blame to the betrayed (or to “the marriage,” which is just a blame-shifting strategy), he minimizes the pain of the betrayed, he appeals to the very ethics that he had no qualms about utterly ignoring, and he makes reaction to the infidelity–understandably generally not very enthusiastic, to say the least–the focus, rather than taking a good hard look at the infidelity itself.

      Recognizing that pattern is just sane and smart.

      I enjoy and am consistently buoyed by the honesty and the wit, here, as well as the collective intelligence.

    • AllOutofKibble says

      June 26, 2017 at 10:28 pm

      Wait, so this isn’t a place people should linger but you’ve been coming here six years? That makes no sense.

      Of course there is a place for forgiveness and grace. The problem for most of us is that we extended grace and it was not appreciated. In fact it was abused and taken advantage of. Exactly how much grace do you recommend? Come to think of it how does one quantify grace? How do you define it? The same thing with forgiveness, how do you define that? Personally I’m all biblical about the forgiveness. Narkles the Clown didn’t ask for it, didn’t repent, didnt’t even apologize for his actions. Exactly what am I supposed to forgive?

      I let go of the anger. I am No Contact,the path to the peace and the light, and I will carry that lantern into the darkness of chumpitude in hopes of lighting the way for others. I come here in hopes of helping others. Offline I’ve helped three other chumps find their mighty. I hope to help more here and sometimes that means offering a chump the same 2×4 of love that has been given to me. The words that help us the most aren’t always the prettiest, sometimes they are simply the truest.

  92. seriously? says

    June 26, 2017 at 5:06 pm

    I do not agree we need to forgive. Why?
    I think it is is healthier to be able to accept non forgiveness. No, I will never forgive my ex. The reason ? His behaviour does not warrant it.
    Why should I?
    Can i become a person who does not let him ruin the rest of my life – yes.
    That does not mean reconciliation, it does not mean grace, it means ignore.
    This pressure to forgive hideous behaviour . Why? All these people doing awful things know it is wrong. They choose to do it. Why do we have to think ” oh, poor dears, let us forgive them”.

    Fact is, half of society seems to think control and decency is the way forward, and the other half rail against it. We pitch ourselves as right, and so do they.
    They think we are mugs, and we put ourselves under this mad pressure to “forgive” their little “human problems”.
    We need to accept they have totally different morals, and they have no interest in forgiveness. Nothing to forgive, and the only people interested in forgiveness are the very people who avoid doing all the shitty stuff in the first place.

  93. Sarah says

    June 26, 2017 at 5:14 pm

    I have a question. I’ll get to it in a minute. First, I want to say that overall, this place helped me so much when I was wading through shit after discovery etc. The D-days were horrible and the trust brutally broken, AND I had to set some of the harshest boundaries I’ve ever set. (I don’t regret it, it was just hard throwing my husband out of the house in -30 weather with pretty much only what he had on him. But I told him “then don’t get caught cheating in -30 weather! You’re Canadian Moron!”) He was a fucking asshole during that time to be quite frank. His words didn’t mean much to me at the time because he so burned that to a crisp. I went to trauma therapy over his bullshit in fact.

    We separated awhile. He bottomed out. He wanted back home, I said No. He went and got treatment for alcohol addiction and individual counseling. (He was NOT a drinker when I married him and stayed sober five years). My next step was filing for divorce (it takes a year of separation in Canada).

    Post-treatment was a completely different animal.

    He didn’t push me for reconciliation and I ripped into him lots of times over the shit he put me through. He only responded with empathy. Near the end of treatment in one of his groups they discussed things that build love and trust and things that kill it. He brought me the sheet back from his group and told me exactly what he did that killed it and my rather stoic husband burst into tears saying “it must have been absolute torture for you.” I said, “yes, it absolutely was.” Then I cried too and we hugged for awhile.

    He showed up for our daughter and didn’t screw around with that. He supported her and started making financial amends to me. He did not lay any expectation down at my feet but let me know that he knew he had supremely fucked up our family and that he wanted our family, but understood 110% if I could not be with him anymore because he knew he broke every promise and behaved with incredible disregard for me, my health etc etc etc etc. He, on his OWN VOLITION, has been to half a dozen parenting groups to develop a good relationship with our daughter and not raise her with the same fucked-up mentality he was raised with. He also went to a domestic violence group (let me clarify, he had been verbally abusive at times. And when I read The Verbally Abusive Relationship I realized I had also been verbally abusive at times.) As well, he asked me to come to marital counseling and made the arrangements for it. I didn’t like the first counselor. No problem, we switch. The biggest thing to me was that I not end up with a fucking cheater apologist. So we found one that wasn’t.

    We attend weekly marital counseling. My request. He continues to see his Individual addiction counselor. We date. The biggest change I notice though is that he invests in ME. Not like the usual cheater, sparkle-bullshit stuff like “Oh Hey I Bought You This Big Sparkly Thing. Now STFU!” But, nice, normal partner stuff. I lead a Brownie group, he watches our 1 year-old son for the weekend and I come back to a clean house and groceries bought and “I really missed you, it felt kind of empty here.” Plus a couple errands I couldn’t run he ran for me. [It’s just an example]. Everything educationally, business-wise etc. that I want to do, any goal I have, he’s supportive and helps if I want or need and gives me space if I ask. We plan things together. We share feelings, talk about our day, do fun stuff with the kids together.

    Sexually he’s not a one-minute wonder anymore. etc. (I don’t want to get graphic).

    But he has by what I can see put in solid effort into reconnecting with me. He’s also left his insanely dysfunctional behavior pattern behind and his dysfunctional family too when his mother showed she had zero respect for his boundaries or even as a human being. I don’t want to say “it’s all his mother’s fault” because he was an adult at the time. Old enough to know better of course. The only thing I will say about it is that she resents the crap out of him and makes it very clear that he’s lucky he even exists and it just goes on and on and on into some really messed-up, abusive, pathological shit that I have never in my life heard from anyone else. The sexual, physical, emotional and verbal abuse my husband was raised with was pretty unparalleled. And that was BEFORE being bounced from foster home to foster home. My own father was a total asshole, narcissist drunk and she makes him look like parent of the year. There’s just no way that doesn’t mess a person up until they realize it and deal with it.

    I actually DO forgive my husband. We had a history before his infidelity and it was great up until his infidelity. Which was the worst thing I have ever been through. But seeing after how he has responded to losing his family has actually returned the love and respect I had for him prior to it. A lot of these assholes do the “sad sausage pity-party” (he tried it once. I admit that) or they keep cycling through cheating and covering it up. Or they blame YOU. Or they just abandon the family, Or OR OR OR OR.
    There’s a thousand ways to keep acting like a bag of dicks.

    And most important to me…… He’s not fucking around /emotional affairing / sitting around watching porn.

    That I can tell anyway. I know, we’ve all had the knife in our backs. And I am NOT saying it couldn’t happen again. I doubt it will. Not because “I’m so special.” But because there APPEARS to be actual character development and reciprocity going on. I am prepared now for if it does happen again. My exit will be swift and non-reversible. No question at all. It was by a fucking thread the last time and I have no issue with that. If it were to turn out that this was some kind of sociopathic, carefully crafted illusion on his part, my patience and empathy is completely finished. Plus my daughter was too young at the time to even cognitively understood what happened. My kids will not see me tolerate it.

    I don’t believe I have rugswept anything. In fact, I refused anything less than full disclosure followed by polygraph. AND he has made it very clear that he is willing to do follow-up polygraphs at my request if I want to. My gut knew when something was wrong the last time and I am very glad that I didn’t ignore that.

    My question is this: Am I okay to come here? Am I still welcome? This was at the time the only place that understood how I felt. It was the place I felt strong when I did not feel very mighty. When I kicked him out, I could see that was mighty. But I didn’t feel it at the time. When I set my boundaries and didn’t pick up his calls, I could see it was mighty, but it felt pretty crushing at the time. The truth is, I feel like I took my mightiness into our reconciliation as well. I knew I wanted a healthy, functional family and I still loved him. So that was my goal. But if he wouldn’t have shown me that he would do that going forward, I would have walked away. I still think I am mightly, even though I reconciled with him.

    I don’t actually recommend reconciliation for very many people at all. I think maybe 1%. Maybe 5% tops. It took a very long time for me to begin to trust again. And I think that most cheaters really just want to eat cake. I know my cheater did. I don’t want to sell any chumps false hope. My reconciliation depended on him seriously bottoming and not just leeching onto someone else to pick him back up. I would say my husband’s case is very unusual. I would also say that his background and history are also unusual factors. Very uncommon factors among the average population. I am NOT saying “oh my husband is so awesome and yours just sucked and we have a perfect-sparkly-shiny family.” I am saying “because I grew up in a fucked-up home myself I could kinda see how if my home life had been fucked up to that degree, I might have sucked more at basic adult shit and been a real drunk disaster myself AND this guy sees he’s a fucking disaster and like maybe 1%-5% of the population actually wanted to, and DID change that. Maybe I’ll wait it out a BIT and see if it sticks. Oh hey, it did stick. But it was a good thing we weren’t living together at the time in case it didn’t.”

    I guess that’s the best I can articulate it. Sorry if it took up too much space.

    • LaughingSquirrel says

      June 26, 2017 at 5:41 pm

      I’m not part of any higher up person on here, I read this daily, in the back seat, like I’m sure thousands do.

      You were cheated on, you belong here. It looks like you had more spine than I did when my fit hit the shan, but it never hurts to learn more. You want to gain a life, you belong here.

      You could decide tomorrow that what he has done to fix things is not enough.

      I see no harm in you being here, or being a part of chumplady. Provided you don’t act like a troll, I think this site is relatively open to all. The UBT, to me, even welcomes cheaters here, it shows them another opinion of what they believe to be the truth. It may be the small iota of reasoning they may ever see, it doesn’t necessarily mean they will listen.

      This is the internet, all are welcome. (Unless youre a troll)

    • horsesrcumin says

      June 26, 2017 at 6:00 pm

      My answer to you, Sarah is, that in my books, you are always welcome.

      You have to do what is right for you.

      I have been a version of you. My ex was a completely lovely guy, who had an affair, and then did the work to be the truly nice guy he is again today. He continues to reflect on what the hell allowed him to make the choices he did then, not just for himself, but the parts he ignored, the choices he made for my mental and sexual health, the children’s lives he affected. For five years, I felt sure we could have some kind of ‘successful’ coupledom. But, the thing is, for me, I never felt okay again. I understand what happened, and how genuinely sorry he is, but I have my own shit that made it difficult to want to be with someone who at one stage of our nearly thirty mostly fabulous years together, did not treasure me for the damn diamond I really am. That he was happy to shove all of the decades of love, commitment, and damn hard slog aside, for a selfish bitch who had not an ounce of gratitude or kindness in her body.

      He fucked our beautiful love story. He really did. We were once such a great story. I have the most amazing memories of a wonderfully loving, fun, and kind partner and father. Until he slashed and burned it all for over a year as he made a complete fool of me, broke my heart and gave me STIs that will reverberate throughout my health forever.Year six rolled around, and I was still sad. I still didn’t feel as loved or even as loving, as I once did. And I lost my mojo. Both figuratively and literally, my libido just stopped dead. I had been so SURE of this man. As a rape survivor, and a child of a gay, cheating dad, and total rockstar of a chumped mum, I thought I had boundaries, but a heap of compassion. I let him get away with murder, in all honesty. I was the chillest partner out there. I never played his minder, I never worried about his honesty, or loyalty. I loved with everything, and FELT it was reciprocated. But, for a while – over a year – it wasn’t. And I didn’t know that until after it was over, and the OW (my ‘friend’) let me know everything they had been doing – not just behind my back, but actually pretty much right in front of me.

      I thought we would “make it” in a new way of loving. He was – and actually, even apart, still is – transparent and understanding of the pain I still feel.He has often said that I owe him nothing, especially not reconciliation. But, I ran out of ooomph. I ran out of being able to convince myself that a new relationship would be just as fulfilling as the old one that nourished my soul was. It wasn’t. I just don’t feel safe in the world anymore. And I no longer pretend that I do.

      So, my long answer is, I hope you do make it. I was absolutely sure we would. But honestly, I haven’t witnessed a truly content post-affair, “healed” couple in my nearly 50 years on the planet. I see those who carefully curate their relationships, and those who have accepted “less” their relationships are okay- but not what they once thought they were, or hoped for when they started out, and have perhaps stayed out of what they feel is love, but is often quite honestly fear of all kinds of things; single parent kids, less material goods, being alone …. many things.

      Always welcome here, for me, Sarah. I hear you, I wish only good things for you, and I understand.

    • Stephanie says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:05 pm

      I think you’re smart to be here, Sarah. I’m pulling for you, I really am. And for your kids, especially. And if your husband is really, really committed to remorse and restitution and reform, then I’m pulling for him, as well.

      The difference between you and Tim the Tool is that Tim thinks YOU owe someone like HIM forgiveness, see. And YOU do NOT owe anyone like him forgiveness and grace or whatever. Nobody HERE is going to tell you that you HAVE to forgive and be the bigger person–that sort of bullshit nonsense. And it seems like you’ve got a very realistic idea of what sorts of BEHAVIOR (not promises) to expect from someone who is actually sorry (sorry is as sorry does, right?)

      You do you. You get what YOU need. You forgive or not. It’s not a requirement.

      Tim the Tool would say that the survival of your marriage is on YOU. (Hahaha, he is SO full of shit.) But it is not–it’s on your husband. And if it fails, it may be because of what he did in the past. That’s ok and totally understandable.

      You have a lot to learn and a lot to share. Hell, if this thing works out? And you kept super high standards for reconciliation? Then more power to you! What better teammate than someone like you who can call BS on fake remorse because you know the real thing.

    • Datdamwuf says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:43 pm

      Of course you are welcome here. Most chumps reconcile at least once. Many chumps here (like me) reconciled, trusted again, and 10 years later, bam, here we go again. If you think you have a unicorn, go for it. If you think your spouse’s foo is all that special, I would say, not really. I always root for the win, hope your story turns out better. You have my support. OTH, I really do believe that any cheater that is going to change can only do so with someone who hasn’t accepted that boundary crossing.

      You belong here as long as you are getting something you need & not pushing RIC. Just don’t expect a cheering section for reconciliation. Plenty of other forums will give you that. Here, we mostly help when you are worried it’s not working out. I hope this works for you. Jedi Hugs!

      • Doingme says

        June 26, 2017 at 11:47 pm

        Sarah

        I would suggest keeping a daily journal. Review it once a week. Know what your deal breakers are in terms of boundaries. Allow him to be responsible for his recovery. Don’t make excuses for his actions or make his appointments. Above all be sure he is doing this for himself because he owns his shit.

        Does he suffer from mental illness? He should be evaluated given the severity of the abuse he suffered as a child. You need to know what you are dealing with; its not enough for him to talk to you about his past. Many with mental illnesses self medicate and often times cheating goes hand in hand with a lack of impulse control.

        My experience with forgiveness and reconciliation was that the cheater alcoholic cycled like clockwork and the ground shifted. I’ve read the verbally abusive relationship and lived with a narcissistic father. These are difficult patterns to change. Be aware there is a difference in ‘managing’ his behavior and true change. This is why a journal is important.

        And Sarah, it’s important to have your own therapist and support system. You are dealing with a cheating, alcoholic abusive man. I would suggest reading Women who Love Too Much. It will give you some insight given the circumstances.

        You are a chump, Sarah. Of course you belong here.

    • Sweetz says

      June 27, 2017 at 3:04 am

      Sarah,
      I do hope you two make it. If giving him grace is what you are compelled to do, then go for it…there are no “rules” that we can hold you to…only suggestions. Life is a journey…there is no sure guarantee for a happily ever…we live one day at a time. If you have a Unicorn, only TIME will tell. We ALL understand where you are coming from (and you are indeed welcome here…but understand that this site does NOT encourage reconciliation after cheating and you will likely get pounced on if you bring it up often…there are other sites for that). We ALL held out hope even without our spouses doing anything remotely near as what your husband is presently doing. If you are able to maintain your own personal standards, boundaries, dignity and sense of self while seeing where this will lead, then do so.

      That said…I am a deep believer in the Redemption of God…so I do believe that a deep character change is actually possible and that He can reach even the most vile person IF that person chooses to reach back and make a personal and deep life long commitment to Him. I just do not believe it happens in the twinkling of an eye…it most often takes years of self reflection and humility…and the proof of it must stand the test of time. Got time?

      My serial cheater ran away nearly two years ago and I figured that that was the end of it…he totally ghosted me and we have had no contact since. He has been twice married and cheated through both for over 40yrs…while claiming to be a Christian…and he is a Porn addict too, as well as a lazy alcoholic and gambler…but he presents a great facade. But even still, I had a very small nagging question that would surface from time to time…not because I wanted him back (the man that left can NEVER be the “same” man that comes back), but because I wondered if he was beyond God’s Redemption especially at this late stage of his life. So I finally got up the nerve and asked God if he would ever be returning in the future years ahead (we are both already in our mid 60’s). But I have a problem:

      I asked because I wondered just HOW (for starters) could I ever really trust him…how could I not shrink back into shame and risk giving myself to him after knowing how much he hated my body…how could I not be thrust back into the marriage policing role…how could I forget what he has done (and I’d want him to confess it ALL)…how could he redeem my reputation from all the lies he told his family and friends to save his image at my expense…how would I know if he is carrying a STD…how can I know if his change is REAL and permanent…how could I possibly love him without fear again???

      This is what I heard in my spirit:

      “Yes, he is coming back…but not before I tear him into pieces and rebuild him.”

      I can live with that.

  94. Flowerlady says

    June 26, 2017 at 5:29 pm

    Allow the cheater grace? What did he allow me? He broke his marriage vows – made unilateral decisions changing our marriage agreement without even notifying me. Then he blamed me. After this emotional and psychological violence from the person I loved and trusted most, I allow him nothing. I owe him nothing.
    It’s not punishment for him. It’s protection for me. It’s freedom and safety for me. I seek peace.
    I hope he can find peace.

    • Giddy Eagle says

      June 26, 2017 at 8:46 pm

      I applaud you for wishing him peace. Uou are more magnanimous than me. I wish mine a life of loneliness. Let him foever wallow in his low self-worth and end up a lonely old man. Narcissistic bastard.

  95. AuntieMame says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:12 pm

    I got nothing anymore to give these fuckwits. So, Tim, just simply ‘fuck off’.

  96. MzMimi says

    June 26, 2017 at 6:36 pm

    THIS.WAS. THE. BEST!!!!!! Thank you, Chump Lady and Nation!!!!!!

  97. Stephanie says

    June 26, 2017 at 7:18 pm

    Tim is a cockroach. He resents the light that Chump Lady shows in the dark, much preferring to scuttle around, feeding on garbage, and sexing it up, too, in the dark. In true-to-narc fashion, he won’t be satisfied until his ex-wife–the one with agency (how DARE she)–submits to his incessant, graceful bullying.

    This community we have here–it threatens Tim the Tool. He doesn’t necessarily GET to call the shots. He doesn’t GET to assume that he can innocently brow-beat everyone in the room with his credentials until we all submit to his grace. He CAN’T assume that everyone is “enlightened” and full of forgiveness. He CAN’T count on everyone accepting his sham marriage as some sort of model. Oh, what if many of us see that it’s dirty and fragile and built on lies and pain? What if we spread the philosophy of Chump Lady? What if we chumps go on to live good lives and advise others to do the same? What if we shun home-wreckers and their selfish ilk? What if we smell the bullshit, Tim? Yeeh! Kinda sends graceful chills down the spine (hahaha, if you had one, right, Tim?)

    But that’s cool. Look at all the hits he’s getting on his web page! Everyone is talking about Tim (the Tool!)

    Tim? You’re full of crap. Go home and pretend you respect/admire/adore the selfish whore you live with and leave the mother of your children alone. You should be ashamed of yourself. That you would turn your ex-wife’s children against her is despicable and cowardly, and you know it. But keep fighting it, Tim. Unfortunately, we’re on to you, and our numbers are growing.

    • Redstarrising says

      June 26, 2017 at 7:57 pm

      Stands APPLAUDING! Yep go home Tim.

  98. Renee says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:18 pm

    Grace. That was Cheater O’Mine’s code name for Miss Plastic Parts.

    He truly deserves all the Grace he got. No two people have ever been more right for each other.

  99. Chumpfree says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:27 pm

    Chump Lady, Bravo! I will forever be grateful to you and Chump Nation for saying what I knew to be true in my heart- I needed to leave my cheater and gain back my life. There are a million and one websites that make the chump feel like this was their fault. I knew the marriage was not to be saved after this second affair- yes I took him back after the first. I won’t regret this because I got my two wonderful kids but fast forward to the second affair and I was done. I had been trusting and supportive and nice… always making his life easy, putting his needs first. Now in the divorce he can’t understand who I’ve become. I thank you chump lady- you helped me find me again. I was agreeable in the marriage. How did that work out for me? I no longer am to him in our divorce. I’m not malicious or vindictive. I just am no longer controlled by this man or agreeing to his every whim. I follow the divorce decree and remain as no contact as possible. He rages that I can’t ignore him. But, I can. No contact is what has helped me towards the land of Meh. I’m not there yet but getting closer. All with the help of chump nation. Until you live the crazy, there is just no understanding. So THANK YOU for keeping Tim and all others who question your methods to task. I choose you and your insight and so do the many many many you have helped. Grateful for you! Thank you for reaching out to the chumps and helping us.

  100. StarbuckGal says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:30 pm

    Marriage counselors make their bread and butter assuming everyone has some grace. Same BS we chumps were raised on. But facing down your cheating spouse who deflects, gaslights and basically blames you for not being able to keep from having sex with the People of Walmart, only gives these therapists a pay check.

    Our MC counselors famous line of calling the ‘ho by her name, Michelle, was corrected by me with ‘no, she is a whore because she sleeps with other peoples’ husband. She isn’t entitled to a name.’

    Both ex and MC looked at me like I was one with the forked tail, but it was the most real moment in the whole MC pretend game. That’s what most MCs do – pretent, pretend there is hopium,grace and some people are truly sorry.

    My experience my ex was only sorry he got caught and his image has suffered exponentially.

    I had an out of body experience about a week ago, watching the local news, and who pops up – Mr. Cheater Pants. He looked awful. It was surreal to see him giving this no story story. He looked like hell, and always has lacked confidence speaking publicaly, so It wasn’t surprising.

    I felt nothing – did a happy dance. Meh.

  101. StarbuckGal says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:53 pm

    My comments to his review:

    This is what the whole military marriage counseling complex makes it billions based upon – a counselor’s naive belief that the cheater will change with ‘counseling’. I give this clown chops for acknowledging they often don’t. But the cheaters that truly recommit to their marriage and put their narcissistic tendancies behind is less than 3% in my opinion.

    Marriage counselors ought to have to publish their stats on how many marriages they have saved. Few marriages are saved because the Counselors are too soft on the cheaters and are unwilling to call the cheaters on their behavior – that was my experience with Marriage Counseling. It gives the desperate hope to hang in there while the cheater plots how to get another burner phone and where they will meet next.

    The defining moment when he corrected me from call the other woman a whore, which she is, to using her real name.

    The cheating occurred in 2012. One of my kids is just now talking to his father again with a counselor present. Marriage Counselors ought to get sued more often for incompetence and wasting everyone’s time.

    My kids will never be the same.

    I corrected him as I knew her entire family climbs the economic ladder by cheating, with other people partners. She learned it from her parents. Nice.

    So while she was blowing my ex in his office behind closed doors, she was also protecting her self from a disciplinary action because of the time spent behind closed doors with him.

    Marriage Counselor remained blissfully ignorant and never delved into the details of the cheating with me present. He basically protected my ex from the tawdry details for the money. Its that simple an equation.

    This book and the corresponding website SAVE MY LIFE, LITERALLY.

    This guy need a dose of reality. Doubt he can handle it. Or may be publish his stats on how many marriages he has saved. Listening to him drone on about grace after having my kids and my family blown to bits by cheating is handing a kleenex to someone suffering from third degree burns.

    Personally I wouldn’t pay him to refill my water bottle.

    • TiredChump says

      June 27, 2017 at 8:14 am

      excellent descriptor – demanding grace after having kids and family blownto bits by cheating is like handing a kleenex to someone suffering from third degree burns.

  102. lost wishes says

    June 26, 2017 at 8:55 pm

    Hey Tim what about the “GRACE” of the OW? My example, I have been divorced a month from my cheater husband who has had an ongoing affair with a Jesus Cheater ( aka secretary, oops office manager. . . ) for years including when his child had cancer. On Saturday night I showed class and grace attending my ex’s father’s 80th birthday party, showed everyone no problem golden boy cheated on me, I can still be classy around friends and family I have known for 35 years. Next day. . .I go to Sam’s Club, check out and they tell me my membership has not been paid and was due on June 6th. I tell them it gets paid through the office(I was told by ex that I was still on account(I am the master account holder) Nope I have to pay $145 to get my order. Well Jesus Cheater, writer of all office checks did not pay the bill and told ex it was paid, just 2 weeks late. BS, but of course ex hubby just believes anything she says. Its not about the money, its about decency, its about grace, its about being stupid, its about who really is at your back and who just wants to take advantage of the situation. So Tim live one of our lives and you will change your mind.

    • Stephanie says

      June 26, 2017 at 9:36 pm

      That happened to me at Costco. [sad slump] xMIL kicked me off the family account, couldn’t bring herself to give me a head’s up, I guess. Cowards don’t fall far from the tree. No matter–I have my own account now, though it DID kinda hurt in a lonely way to be informed in the line that my membership had been revoked.

      So I feel you. Hugs!

  103. MIssDeltaGirl says

    June 27, 2017 at 12:09 am

    Speaking of reviews, I just checked out the actual Amazon website and while she has a five-star rating, Tracy only has about 155 reviews. That’s so e shamefully low statistics, people. Come on, Chump Nation. Many more of us have bought the book. Reminder: if you have read Tracy’s book please be sure to review it over at Amazon.

  104. NotANiceChump says

    June 27, 2017 at 1:11 am

    This guy’s a bag of dicks. When a couple goes to MC for cheating, any therapist worth a salt should pump the breaks and insist that the cheater go into intensive personal therapy before any further MC can commence because their shitty character caused the cheating and that needs to be explored prior to any talk of a graceful reconciliation (of the likes that our buddy Tim clearly gets his rocks off on). If cheater doesn’t agree then the therapist can inform the chump that this is a major red flag for a personality disorder…maybe the therapist can do it in a graceful way (while dancing the Nutcracker or something). Of course Tim the cheater thinks cheaters should be awarded some kind of leniency (cause that;s what we;re talking about here–a hall pass of sorts). It’s tough to look yourself in the mirror and see a bag of dicks staring back, but it is the only way to cease being said bag. Anything short of that painful admission is a smokescreen for righteousness.

    • Giddy Eagle says

      June 27, 2017 at 11:18 pm

      I wish I knew… mine went to individual therapy twice and didn’t go back. The therapistnhas him get a book in unconditional love which he never read of course.

      Nope. He just proceeded to lie in MC. LATER, when I confronted him about lying in MC, he said — with a straight face, no less — “Of course I lied. You were there.”

      Oh and on DD2, his first comment, after “this is ridiculous, we have to get a divorce” was “I deserve to be happy.”

      Kinda says it all. What a narcissistic asswipe of a man I married.

      • NotANiceChump says

        July 2, 2017 at 9:38 pm

        These guys all have the same playbook. When mine said he wanted a divorce it was because “he wanted a chance to be with someone who could love him the way he deserves to beloved.”

        Later on I told him that you get what you give in relationships and that if he wants to be loved a certain way then he needs to love someone in that way. Then he switched to the old standby “we’re just not compatible.”

        OK, got it. 17 years, two world trips, two home purchases, three cats, one dog, four college degrees, three backyard gardens, four trips to Hawaii, and one darling daughter. This is what he calls “incompatible.” I wish these guys would just say the truth: You got old, I got bored, you dared to do something for yourself and I couldn’t handle not being your center, I need constant kibbles!

  105. Lola Granola says

    June 27, 2017 at 1:30 am

    I suspect Tim is deleting critical posts.

    Here is my 2c worth just posted on his blog:

    “Tim, on your website is podcast no 107? I believe? In which you blame your ex-wife for YOUR affair – the affair you chose to have, knowing the damage it would do – and you encourage your teenage children to do so as well.

    No wonder you hate this book.”

    He is a fucking disgrace.

  106. NeverLookingBack says

    June 27, 2017 at 4:31 am

    TIM GOT SERVED YAS.

    Fuck, what a load of codwash he was trying to splash all over us.

    Not today, motherfucker.

    ****FLYS CHUMPNATION FLAG HIGH***

  107. Anita says

    June 27, 2017 at 7:03 am

    I feel that the concepts of grace and forgiveness have been perverted and distorted by Tim, the RIC, most Christians, and pretty much every thing I read.

    Forgiveness is NOT to make the person doing the forgiving to “feel good”. It is not for you. It is a sacrifice and a learning experience, and it is designed to help both people spiritually. But the person who should be helped the most is the wrong doer, not the forgiver.

    If you find it easy, you probably are just forgetting , to make it possible to stay with the cheater, at least that’s what i was doing.

    Forgiveness is definitely not to give the person being forgiven a Get Out of Jail Free (and do it again card). It is meant to give the offender another chance to reflect on what they did wrong, the harm caused by those actions, to take actions to correct that harm if possible, and to never do it again. If there is no learning, there should be no forgiveness. You really are not doing anyone any favor.

  108. Anita says

    June 27, 2017 at 7:08 am

    And i don’t think anyone is ever owed forgiveness, especially the unremorseful and the repeat offenders. They just use it as an excuse and opportunity to hurt you more.

    As you can tell, I’m not really a fan of forgiveness.

  109. SuperDuperChump says

    June 27, 2017 at 8:39 am

    Tim….you make me want to fucking puke. Every one of you fucking cheaters ALWAYS SOMEHOW have to defend yourselves by tossing a blame bone to a Chump…..and you, like every other piece of shit cheater, did it, too. You fucktoids are masters of using terms like “creating an atmosphere in marriage of vulnerability.” Fuck you, fuck your Grace, and fuck your 20 years of sobriety. Your Grace review would have had validity…until you tossed that blame bone. You may be sober, but you haven’t changed inside…because you still nonchalantly place some blame on the Chump. Fuck you, Timbo.

  110. That Is Not A Thing says

    June 27, 2017 at 9:21 am

    So. Chump Lady SAW RIGHT THROUGH TIM’S BULLSHIT without even knowing what a cruel, manipulative, tosser-away-of-humans, profit-off-suffering fraud he was in real life. You wanna know why this is hopeful (not the Tim Shit Sandwich kind)? It means you can fix your picker. It means you will never fall for this garbage again. Kudo’s to all y’all.

  111. Wearerhinos says

    June 27, 2017 at 9:30 am

    Isn’t it so weird that the people who most fervently disagree with CL are themselves cheaters?

    P.S. Fuck off, Tim!

    • SuperDuperChump says

      June 27, 2017 at 10:22 am

      Right on! Fuck you, Tim….you fuckhearted, fuckwit, fuckwad, piece of shit fuck.

  112. CaliGal says

    June 27, 2017 at 10:08 am

    My favorite CL blog entry ever!

    My question to “where’s-the-grace-Tim” is where does grace towards the chump show up in his grace-filled world? Is it in the cheater owning his actions and their consequences, and making a safe space for the chump to make decisions about what is best for her own sanity and future? Is it in an uncontested and fair divorce? Grace is a selfless and generous act, and a humbled cheater would be first to show grace. A selfish, entitled cheater finds it appropriate to demand grace from the chump they hurt.

  113. SuperDuperChump says

    June 27, 2017 at 10:39 am

    Tim, you stupid fuck, “I haven’t cheated in 20 years” fucktoid….here’s a fucking award! Taking credit for shit you ARE SUPPOSE TO DO!!!! Guess what?!! I haven’t neglected my child support! Haven’t murdered anybody! Pay my fucking electric bill! Give ME a fucking award because I’m doing the shit I’M SUPPOSED TO DO!!!! HEY!! I’m fucking special!! I haven’t fucked the IRS in 20 years! Perhaps they will offer me some Grace this year for being so fucking awesome!

  114. Freckles Are Beautiful says

    June 27, 2017 at 11:52 am

    THIS POST JUST MADE MY DING-DANG DAY!!!!

    #ALLCAPSALLDAY #GRACEMYASS

  115. StarbucksGal says

    June 27, 2017 at 12:04 pm

    I can’t seem to stop blasting this guy. There is so much wrong with Marriage Counselors. Mine was a piece of crap.

    I wrote this to Tim directly:

    You and your ilk are why there are millions made off the heartache of betrayed spouses. Offering hope where there is none.

    I am one of Tracy’s chumps. She saved my life. Your brother from another mother, our MC, protected my cheating ex. Why?

    For the money. Lots to be made off the pain of others.

    Whatever happened to the hypocratic oath, ‘first do no harm’.

    You MCs harm.Many betrayed spouses by offering hope where there is none.

    All of your MCs ought to be made to publish your stats of successes and failure in order to practice. For the most part, your life’s work is a farce.

    How coincidental you are a former cheater. Was that research for your profession?

    The medical licensing profession needs to take very close look and enact professional standards for all Marriage Counseling. You are as deadly as the opiod crisis in this country by offering hope, protecting the criminally cruel and dragging out the pain.

    Tracy Shorn is the only real thing today for the betrayed. Shame on you.

    • Darkstar says

      June 27, 2017 at 12:27 pm

      Right on! This says it all.

    • SuperDuperChump says

      June 27, 2017 at 12:55 pm

      Grace?? You want Grace?? Then get off your ass and do some dishes, pack the school lunches, and fold laundry while I try to put my fucked up emotions and tears in a box long enough to go to a job for 9 hours with a smile on my face pretending that life is peaches and cream….then come home to a house full of bills and kids to raise. All the while, you are sitting on a golf course getting your Me Time while making a mental list of your “unmet needs” that you spill out tomorrow to a Marriage Counselor. We can’t budget anything for a vacation….but we can suddenly blow the Christmas account on that weekend getaway Infidelity Marriage Saving Seminar in the Beautiful Ozarks. Hope it doesn’t interfere with your golf game, asshole.

      • Darkstar says

        June 27, 2017 at 2:24 pm

        This! Yes!!!!!

    • wearerhinos says

      June 27, 2017 at 3:58 pm

      Love it. Thank you for writing, and specifically for telling it directly to that fuckwit.

    • Leavingthecrapbehind says

      June 27, 2017 at 11:42 pm

      When I was in college……every nut, flake, kook and math illiterate bozo I met went for psychology/counseling degrees. Maybe that’s why marriage counselors suck?

    • Leavingthecrapbehind says

      June 28, 2017 at 12:06 am

      Come to think of it………..I have never met a couple who benefited from marriage counseling after infidelity. That’s because cheating is NOT a “marriage problem.” It’s a moral deficiency problem on behalf of the cheater.

      Another thing…..marriage counseling is a huge industry (books, counselors, sex addiction rehabs, seminars, etc). They need to keep the myth of “marriage counseling” going- to keep the money coming in.

  116. Gracie says

    June 27, 2017 at 2:54 pm

    To set the groundwork: I have sat in your shoes. I have been cheated on and lied to. My husband had two affairs but is not a “serial” cheater. I have a father who is though. I have a father who is on marriage number 4 with each divorce due to infidelity. I am not related to Tim but I am familiar with his site, forum, and articles so when I give my opinion, that is my background.
    I am disgusted and saddened by the comments in this thread. How can you attack a person’s character without knowing him. The comments on this site have crossed a line from just providing an opinion to nasty, hateful comments. Not only about him and his character but that of his family as well. I hope you never find yourselves having made a mistake that may need forgiveness. God knows you must be prefect to make the comments you have.
    I have a very different interpretation of his perspective and the advice he gives. Not right or wrong, just different. Not once does he state that a person whose partner is a serial cheater or who continues to lie should be just forgiven and the betrayed spouse just has to take it. My understanding of what he has said was to mean that when a person cheats and is remorseful and sorry for their actions then there is a place for grace and forgiveness to take hold.
    I know this because that is my story as I said above. I can say 7 years later that my marriage is better, stronger, and healthier than it was before. No I am not in my own fog, no I am not in denial, nor do I have to put up with inappropriate behavior by my husband to save face. My husband made a terrible, hurtful, and painful mistake. I do not believe people should be defined by their mistakes if they choose to make amends. I do not define my marriage by my husband’s affair. As for my father, he continues to make hurtful and painful mistakes. I choose to love him anyway because I am not perfect and I hope that my mistakes do not define who I am.
    I think if you can open your minds to another perspective than you could understand that just because your experience ended in divorce or you were married to a serial cheater, does not mean that is everyone’s experience and does not mean all cheaters can be put in one box. I encourage you to re-read Tim’s articles from a place of curiosity and openness. I encourage you to lay down your swords, your pitchforks, and your anger and open your minds to the possibility that attacking a person and their family without full knowledge of the person says more about you than it does about them.

    • Off the crazy train says

      June 27, 2017 at 3:38 pm

      Gracie, in the absence of knowing someone personally, we can only comment on their actions, and on their words.

      There has been much anger expressed here. The anger comes from a sense of injustice. The injustice is this nonsensical argument that we should be compassionate towards cheaters. By and large, that is all that chumps have done. And they have been walked all over. They have been disrespected, betrayed and emotionally abused.

      The message of this site, is that the person chumps should be extending compassion and grace to, is ourselves. Not our abusers. I fail to see how this can be anything other than rational and logical.

      I’m sure that there are some very remorseful cheaters out there. Who after their transgressions, put the needs and welfare of their spouse first, with empathy. I can only imagine these people have made one-off mistakes. An affair is a ‘mistake’ made consciously over and over and over and over again. I don’t want anything to do with someone who could knowingly decide to betray me multiple times. What does that say about what the cheater thinks of you, your feelings?

      I wish you luck in your journey.

      I would ask that you encourage all fellow chumps, as you are one, to put themselves and their needs first, after discovery of an affair. Let’s stop putting cheaters and their needs central to our lives. They no longer deserve it, or us.

      • Leavingthecrapbehind says

        June 27, 2017 at 11:50 pm

        Whoops……sorry my penis fell into another woman’s vagina? It was a mistake? Pleeeeeasssse!

        Cheating takes methodical planning, time, money, energy and effort. Cheating is no mere “mistake.” Let’s stop bullshitting ourselves here.

        Giving a cheater “grace”= giving a cheater a green light to do it again. I know….because I gave my STBX “grace” and he gave me chlamydia in return. Grace- fuck no! Divorce- hell yes!

        • Off the crazy train says

          June 28, 2017 at 1:37 am

          Hi- again, I think you meant to reply to Gracie, not to me? Just making sure!!

      • Leavingthecrapbehind says

        June 27, 2017 at 11:56 pm

        Sweetheart…..anger is a normal human emotion. Even Jesus got angry as he smashed the temple of the money changers. If you can’t accept your own emotions- you need to see a shrink.

        • Off the crazy train says

          June 28, 2017 at 1:34 am

          Leaving the crap behind – was that aimed at me, or at Gracie?

    • AuntieMame says

      June 27, 2017 at 3:59 pm

      If you’re not a Chump or suspect that you are one, then why are you here? I mean I don’t go to Gamblers Anon because I’m not a gambler. So why are you here?

      • Skinwalker says

        June 29, 2017 at 12:02 am

        Her Unicorn stuck his horn in holes that he shouldn’t have.

    • Off the crazy train says

      June 27, 2017 at 4:05 pm

      Gracie, I don’t mean to sound harsh here, but I am not surprised that you have a different perspective to the rest of us here, given your back story. We have chosen to reject cheaters and invest in ourselves. You are invested in cheaters: your husband and your father.

      Please understand, I’m not passing judgement on your choices, but choices they are. You have chosen to forgive and deepen / continue your investment in your relationships. It may be the right thing for you, but it couldn’t be clearer that here, on this blog, that’s not what is right for us. We reject cheating and cheaters.

      We don’t proclaim to be perfect ourselves, but we don’t betray the people who are supposed to be our partners, nor do we want to waste any more of our lives on people who betray us.

      The cheater who expresses genuine remorse is a rare beast indeed. Cheating comes from such a place of selfishness and entitlement, where was their empathy and compassion for you then, when they were with someone else?

      But even if you have a cheater who expresses genuine remorse, they have broken a fundamental part of your partnership. They are not owed forgiveness and grace, just because they want it, and feel terrible. The chump is their own entity, their own person. They don’t have to forgive, you know. They don’t have to ‘try’. It’s not like the cheater forgot their birthday, or was rude to their mother or whatever, come on! They’ve broken the partnership. They are owed diddly squat.

    • Mandie101 says

      June 27, 2017 at 10:50 pm

      Mistakes? Since when are active choices mistakes? What did they mis-take? Did they mis-take us for idiots?

      Am I mistakenly writing this post? Will I mistakenly hit send? Do cheaters mistakenly sext their APS and set up rendezvous? And if these are their mistakes WHY THE HELL DO THEY BLAME CHUMPS?

      But I’m sure Gracie that you are exactly where you want to be in this moment.

      I just can’t warm to betrayal.

    • Leavingthecrapbehind says

      June 28, 2017 at 12:01 am

      Sorry Sweetheart…….we don’t have to “know the person” because cheaters have a distinct, unmistakable pattern. Self entitlement……….blame shifting…………deception……..and lying is present in every single instance of cheating on planet earth. Those are not exactly “noble traits” worthy of grace.

      Bottom line= cheaters cheat because they want to and they can.

    • Traffic_Spiral says

      June 28, 2017 at 5:44 am

      “How can you attack a person’s character without knowing him.”

      Well, what qualifies as “knowing him?” Does having heard his own words about how he behaved in his adultery, how he treated his wife after he left her for another woman, and how he feels about that count? Because if so, we do know him, don’t we? This opinion of him isn’t made in a vacuum – it’s based on his own words. Those words describe someone good at putting a lot of new-age TED talk philosophy out there, who also behaved horribly to his wife and children and still tries to shift the blame to his wife because she cried to much after he abandoned her and the children – and that made the children sad.

      “My husband had two affairs but is not a “serial” cheater.”

      Yeah… he kinda is.

      “No I am not in my own fog, no I am not in denial, nor do I have to put up with inappropriate behavior by my husband to save face.”

      Yeah, you’re just angrily lashing out at people who don’t share your belief in Tim’s assurances re: unicorns – even though you don’t know Tim and have no reason to care. That’s not based on any repressed anger or doubt about your repeatedly unfaithful husband, no sir!

      “My husband made a terrible, hurtful, and painful mistake.”

      A mistake is grabbing the wrong set of keys. You don’t mistakenly fall into another woman’s vagina or onto another man’s crotch. Also, *A* mistake? Even putting intentional lapses of judgement into the “mistake” category, *A* mistake would be giving someone your number, posting a dating ad, or even, having a one night stand. Two affairs (that you know of) means repeated flirtations, invitations, courtships, sex acts, rendezvouses, and lies to cover his tracks. That’s a wee bit more than *a* mistake. That was long-term intentional behavior.

      • Anita says

        June 29, 2017 at 5:33 am

        People are “known” by their actions, so therefore we know cheaters. I don’t personally “know” Charles Manson, but I have pretty much all the info I need by his actions.

        I know that Adultery is always wrong, so that’s all I need to know in those instances, too.

    • Polytastic says

      June 29, 2017 at 1:27 am

      If you want to stick it out with your husband then of course I wish you the best of luck and hope it turns out how you want it to. I also hope you are not doing this because you feel you MUST or else you’re giving up. You’re allowed to say “I’m done” and “I don’t want this anymore.”

      People are allowed to set and enforce their limits and it’s unfair to hold “marriage vows” over the injured party’s head after the injurer already broken ke those vows. The injured party is entitled to be angry and focus in their own needs, not the needs of the person who hurt them. I think the people cheated on deserve the “grace” to be angry from the cheater. I think they should get “grace” and the benefit of the doubt while working out for themselves how they want to proceed. I think it’s horribly insensitive to tell a still reeling jilted spouse to “not be angry” and to “be the bigger person.”

      If you want to “be the bigger person” and give “grace” to your unfaithful spouse, you have every right. No one is stopping you from making your choice. However we urge caution and to focus more on how your spouse behaves rather than just what he says.

      I wish you the best of luck in your marriage and all the best going forward.

  117. Leavingthecrapbehind says

    June 27, 2017 at 11:36 pm

    Tim the marriage counselor must shit rainbow cup cakes and happy unicorn candy!

    Marriages are built on trust. Not love……not sex…….not money! Once the trust is broken- everything turns to shit. Marriage counselors cannot repair marriages after infidelity. That’s because cheating is NOT a “marriage problem.” It’s a moral deficiency problem- on the cheater’s behalf. No fucking marriage counselor can fix that!

  118. Leavingthecrapbehind says

    June 27, 2017 at 11:38 pm

    Holding Tracy’s beer- and laughing my chumpy ass off! Go Chump Lady!

  119. SpecialistInHope says

    June 28, 2017 at 1:26 am

    CL, how I LOVE you! No, seriously, I do. You speak the truth for all of us poor chumps and give voice to to the outrage and anger so many of us feel. That outrage and anger is warranted and NORMAL and needs to be expressed in order to heal and reach Meh. Fuck you Tim, with your bullshit notions of grace and blah blah blah.

  120. seriously? says

    June 28, 2017 at 1:41 am

    Gracie, Sorry, “my husband had 2 affairs but is not a serial cheater”. ???
    Yes he is.
    Have one, racked with remorse, do a LOT of work on yourself, then you do not do it again. TWO? That IS a serial cheater. If he had any guilt over the first one, why do it again?
    That is someone who rather likes it , but most probably has gone underground. Having affairs is a choice to totally dis-respect your spouse. It takes time, money, planning and lies. It is about their needs and their thrills. I believe they get hooked on the high. The spouse is boring to them. Not because the spouse is a boring person, but because ANY spouse would be boring.

    Why all of a sudden would this attitude change?

    He may say all the right things, etc, but you are in denial.
    You get no medals for being ” accepting”. Just because he is not as bad as your father does not make it OK for you.
    You make your own choices in life, but I do not believe people change without a HUGE amount of work on themselves. It is just not how humans are programmed.
    Of people I know who have brushed the reality under the carpet and maintain a social facade as they do not want to hit the financial war zone,(which is hideous, its true), they all have depression,and over time have lost the respect of their children.
    Good luck.

    • Off the crazy train says

      June 28, 2017 at 2:32 am

      Seriously- I didn’t like to say it, but I was thinking the same thing – two affairs does make a serial cheater! And you could be right- they could take their cheating deeper underground.

      I was trying to take the ‘softly softly’ approach with Gracie, given that she’d complained we’re all raising our pitchforks… but the reality is, she is invested in two cheaters. She somehow needs to justify that investment to herself, to add layers to her denial. And most importantly, to justify the fact that she is denying her own self-esteem, autonomy, her right not to be walked all over and betrayed. How wonderful to give this denial a lovely name like ‘grace’. But it’s not grace. It’s throwing a rug over the dog mess, dancing on it and pretending it’s not there and it doesn’t smell.

      Sorry Gracie. I really do wish you the best. But I cannot understand why you would forgive your husband two affairs. Please start thinking about yourself and your needs from now on. This man doesn’t care about you as much as he says he does. Look at the facts. My heart goes out to you.

  121. seriously? says

    June 28, 2017 at 8:14 am

    Gracie,
    My ex (before I knew the full extent of his deception) and had found out about 1 affair and was really gutted, told me “all vagina’s are different, so its interesting”. Nice.
    Now with that attitude, how can a man like that ever be satisfied? Yes, so are all male equipment different, but that does not mean I want to go and sleep with them all!

    I later found out his market research had extended to at least 6 other women that I knew of. A male friend told me ” a man like that, x 10 to get anywhere near the real figure.

    However, they also want the social front of a nice wife and respectability. (hence you)

    They are really very very immature, stuck at about age 16. (at best).

  122. No Shit Cupcakes says

    June 10, 2019 at 6:31 am

    I’m necroposting.

    I hope Andrea (XW) is far better off without Timothy Alphon Tedder, diddler of parishioners and creator of his own therapy mode. Funny how he can master something he made up out of whole cloth, isn’t it?

    • No Shit Cupcakes says

      June 10, 2019 at 2:38 pm

      Konnie too? I may have mixed up the participants.

  123. No Shit Cupcakes says

    June 10, 2019 at 8:54 am

    Parking this here. I guess 4+ years of mindfucking the wife is part of the curriculum. I must say, the eldest child sounds more annoyed with her mother being in pain and depressed than with her father for being the source of Mom’s heartbreak.

    Counselor Tim Tedder – NCC, LMHC

    Prior to earning his Masters Degree in Counseling from Indiana Wesleyan University, Tim spent nearly 20 years as a leader and teacher, focusing on spiritual and personal growth issues for individuals and families. In his speaking and counseling, he aims to “creatively communicate a message of hope and healing to wounded people.”

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